Heartbreaks, Tears, Saddness , Is what makes The heart Stronger, My Umma used to say,

But Now she doesn't say that anymore because she parted Ways , from me , because God Needed her In heaven,

  And Appa , has a new family now, ever since mom went away , dad remarried and moved away , and left me behind .

    I Know that he doesn't deserve to be called an Appa , but still Mom Loved him, so that's why I have to.

       Regrets, Mistakes, Unwanted , is who I am , I'm a kind of person who makes mistakes easily,

and I made a lot of regrets in lifetime , unwanted because ever Since mom died, dad started to ignore me and pretended

like I Never Existed. I had a little brother, but I never saw him once because dad took him away.

And that's why I was Left Alone.

Love , Well to be honest I never really used The word Love alot back then and now , because I thought

what's the point , of love if you'll someone and decide to let them go ,you'll  just Get  another painful heartbreak, again and 

again , until you learn your lesson to never love again ... 

Yup, I have to admit that Exactly thing Happened to me. And I can't believe that I ever liked him, He was

a Bastard , or should I say a user.

And he Never Learns His Lesson.....

Baekhyun, was His name, I thought he was different from other boys, bu