Hello , To My Self ? !
 

I was alone , with no one to accompany . Maybe there is , yes his own singing voice and reflection . Sad , but .. this is the life I craved , solitude really comfortable . Convenient huh? New words are the new find. Since childhood I left to go , really cruel my parents that. Want to die in despair . And it all wrong ! I have to live , even if I die I committed suicide a sin . I do not want to go to hell , maybe it's a superficial reason . For me there , I want to go to heaven and go quietly , with people I love .

Whether it was my parents . I told my parents cruel , does not mean I hate them instead ? Yes , I'm curious why there are parents who want to get rid of her - wants . Crazy, is not it? Now I may seem crazy . Because it has left a lot of people I love, leave me alone . Lastly, one of the most loved died because of me . Why ? ! Why are you snatched from me , God ? ! Please answer ! ! Why ? !
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Rain , rain now . Cool ! Though I was wearing thick clothes . What may be due to the lack of warmth given me ? Why do I feel deprived of my life ? I want to die , but refused and told me to keep it alive . Stupid ..

" Gaseumi nunmuri neoui gieogi tto , tto bangul han han nae bangul gaseume heulleo naerinda , ureodo ureodo jiwojiji annneun gieogeul ttara , oneuldo bin tto nae gaseumeul jeoksinda .. "

Sing again , what 's lips continued to sing until I die ? I want to , why ? The simple reason is , I 've kept my promise when I feel sad or whatever I'm going to sing , because I love people asking ..

I looked at myself in a mirror a store that is being closed . Mess , the first word that comes to . Why do I look so bad ? I used to be very pretty for a namja like me . Yes , I boned men tub women and girls beautiful face . What many are calling me a sissy ? Ah , no .. Though they say I'm definitely going to ignore it . Listen to what ? Increase the burden alone ? Right?

I started running , it's cold . Everything seemed to freeze . Until the end I was really dead by the state of frozen stiff , is not it?

"  Baekhyun ? "

Eh , it sounds ..

" Baekhyun , you kill yourself ? "

The sound came again , what I dream ? Why is dark ? What is this ? Where is everyone? ! Where the streets are crowded ?

" Baekhyun , you're already dead ? ! Baekhyun say it just like a regular hallucinations , Baek .. "

The voice , deep voice that I really miss .. It sounds ..

" Baekhyun , you must hallucinations .. "

Wait ? ! Earlier , he told me I was dead ? ! What is death ? ! Wait ..

" Chanyeol , what Baekie is dead ? "

" You really Baekhyun ? ! Why did you die Baekhyun ? ! You're supposed to live , Baek .. there are many people who love you , why are you overtake me , hum ? Are you suicidal ? " I see it ! His face was clean ! Ah , I miss the face , I swear ! I miss him ..

" There I was alone with no one to love me ... Here there's you who love me , here I am loved and can love ... I'm happy , can come here .. " I said . She hugged me ,

" Are you suicidal ? "

" I ? I forgot .. "

Wuusssshh ~ ~

I walked back , it's cold . Everything seemed to freeze . Ukh , the day in which I now repeat the year. Sob .. why I celebrate it alone ? ! Why I just can say hello to myself ? Said , "Hello , me ! "
Only it .. sob ...

Usually the man , sing for me .. playing the guitar for me , comfort me . Membirkanku asleep in a warm embrace . Why did you go ? ! Do not you feel sorry for me here ? ! I need love , and warmth here ! Oh , come on .. why is my life so miserable ? ! Please, send me back the laughter that once I feel my happiness .. Only that my request on the eve of my birthday this ! Just that!

Fig ! ! Fig ! !


" Byun Baekhyun .. You're an accident ... " the voice sounded again ..

" Baekie , thank you .. "

" I'm the one who should be thanking you, Yeol .. Because it has made my life happy , and full of meaning .. Bogoshipo .. "

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