You Don't Really Know How Much I Love You

You Don't Really Know How Much I Love You

There you were, sitting at the middle seat of a three-seater plane. You were reading a book. You wondered who your seat mates were going to be. As you were about to fall asleep, you heard loud noises. It sounded like a group of guys laughing and joking around. You were about to stand up to take a look of what was going on when suddenly, two boys arrived . It was Kris and Luhan. Luhan looked shocked but then he tried making a straight face. Kris just smiled at you.

You: eh? Kris-Ssi? Luhan-Ssi? So you're my seat mates? Well, if you would like some privacy I can call out a stewardess and ask for a seat transfer.

Kris: oh, no it's alright, really.

You: Is that so? Thank you very much

Kris: hahaha yeah, no worries.

As you were talking to Kris, you noticed how Luhan was kind of sulking at his seat by the window then you asked Kris what was wrong with Luhan.

You: Kris-Ssi, excuse me for asking this but why is Luhan-Ssi kind of silent?

Kris: oh, him? he was caught by sasaeng fans earlier.

*flashback*

You were walking in the airport when suddenly people started screaming and created a stampede and you got caught in the crowd.

You: ow, ouch! please excuse me, i'm in a hurry! *you fell and hurt your knees a bit and got pissed off*

You: Hey! can't you see I'm in a hurry? What were you even creating a ruckus about?

Luhan: um, are you alright? do you need help getting up?

You: *answered in a pissed manner and didn't realize who you were talking to* No thanks, I can stand on my own.

Luhan:*looks shocked*

*end of flashback*

You: oh right! aish I was so rude back then.

Kris: huh? what do you mean?

You: *explains what happened*

Kris: oh so that's what happened.

You: anyways, I better say sorry.

Kris: sure, oh wait, by the way, what's your name?

You: It's ________ (state name)

Kris: ok _______-Ssi, go ahead and say sorry

You: *turns to Luhan*

You: um, Luhan-Ssi? I'm sorry for what happened earlier. *says it in a shy manner*

Luhan: Oh that, no worries. I understand that you were pissed.

You: Anyways, I'm really sorry about earlier *gives your biggest smile*

You were then about to turn back to Kris when Luhan called you.

Luhan: um, what was your name again? *says it in a shy manner*

You: *smiles widely again* It's _____

Luhan: oh, I see. Where- *gets interrupted*

Sehun: Luhan-hyung may I borrow your- who's that? o_O

Luhan: She's _____.

You: Nice to meet you Sehun-Ssi.

Sehun: uwa, how'd you know my name? o_O

You: I'm an Exotic ^_^V

Kai: If that's the case do you know me as well?

You: Yes, you're Kai-Ssi

Baekhyun: What about me?

You: You're Baekhyun-Ssi

Chanyeol: and me?

You: yes, i know you Chanyeol-Ssi

*everyone in EXO then, starts asking and you also mention all their names*

Luhan looked a bit uncomfortable so you decided to ask him what was wrong.

You: Luhan-Ssi, are you alright?

Luhan: oh, yeah. I was just spacing out a bit.

You: I'm sorry if I'm making you feel uncomfortable *smiles shyly*

Luhan: no, it's not like that at all *then he smiles widely at you*

You:Wow, you're so cute whe-

Tao: ______-Ssi, let's take pictures together

EXO: yeah with us too

You then start taking pictures with EXO except Luhan since he was spacing out. A few minutes later, you started to feel tired and very sleepy, you were closing your eyes and your head was about to drop on the chair in front of you when Luhan poked you.

You: eh? oh, Luhan-Ssi what is it?

Luhan: y-you seem uncomfortable, you can sleep on my s-shoulder if you want to. *says it shyly*

You: *your heart starts beating fastly* eh oh, wouldn't that make you uncomfortable instead?

Luhan: I-I don't really mind *says it in a shy tone*

You: *gets shocked and blushes* well, excuse me then

You place your head on his shoulder

Luhan: *blushes harder*

*a few minutes later, the pilot announces that you are almost landing since you are now near your destination.*

Luhan:_____-Ssi, were almost landing.

You: *wakes up* huh? oh, I'm terribly sorry...

Luhan: no, it's really alright *smiles widely*

Kris: oh right, _______-Ssi, can we ask for your number so that we can communicate?

You: uh, sure but it's a/an ______(state adjective ex. Filipino) number.

Luhan: *looked like he's anticipating*

You: *blushes a bit after seeing Luhan* um, it's _______(state number)

Kris: Got it!

Chen: Me too!

Kris: eh? how long were you there?

Chen: Just now ^_^V

You: *laughs*

You then walk to the airport/ride a bus to get to the airport (I don't really know how airports work in your place xD) when Luhan suddenly talks to you

Luhan: So you live here in ______(state country's capital ex. Manila)?

You: oh, no not really, I live in a not so popular city.

Luhan was about to ask a follow up question when someone interupted

D.O: oh, so what were you doing in korea anyways?

You: I had to visit a sick aunt. actually my sister was with me but she went home ahead of me since she said she could't afford to be absent for too long.

Chanyeol: oh is that so?

You: yeah

You then look at Luhan and noticed that he looked a bit pissed.

You: Luhan-Ssi is something bothering you?

Luhan: huh? oh no, I'm okay

Then, you arrive at the airport

Kris: _____-Ssi, where are you headed to next?

You: me? I have to wait for another flight. The city I'm living in is quite far from here so I would have to ride a plane again and wait for three hours here in the airport

Sehun: oh is that so? we can wait with you though.

You: eh? haha no, it's okay don't worry about me and you're also quite busy yourselves aren't you?

Kris: well, we'll just hug you goodbye at least.

EXO then starts hugging you goodbye one by one and then you've finally hugged them all except Luhan.

You: *looks at Luhan*

Luhan: *hugs you tightly* Bye. Have a safe trip. *blushes*

You: *heart beats wildly* um, g-goobye.

After that incident you got back to your normal life but of course, you couldn't avoid thinking about it sometimes. One day when you were at school, you were sitting on your seat, you were having your study hour since the teachers were having a meeting when suddenly your phone starts ringing *saranghae neol ineukkim idearo~*(SNSD's Into the New World xD hehehe) It was an unknown number

You: Hello?

Kris: Hello _____-Ssi

You: eh? Kris-Ssi?!

Kris: Hi

*your fellow exotic classmates then start screaming and trying to get your phone*

You: aish! stop it!

Kris: _____-Ssi, are you alright?

You: oh, yeah I'm fine

Kris: oh, that's good

You: I-is Luhan-Ssi there? *says it shyly*

Luhan: Hello ______-Ssi

*your exotic classmates then scream* You: L-luha-

*then your teacher arrives*

You: I'm sorry, my teacher's here now, we'll talk later if it's alright with you.

Luhan: oh, sure. bye then.

*after class*

Classmate: hey, ______, was that exo calling?

You: eh? oh, yeah

Classmate 2: ehhhh? can we have their number?

Classmate 3: yeah, can we?

You: *you were a bit hesitant* uh, that...they said it was their manager's number

Classmate 2: oh, that's a bit disappointing

Classmate: But tell us when they'll have their own number okay?

You: um, uh, sure. At home... You were doing assignments when..

*beep beep* (vibrating sounds hahaha xD)

You: EXO?

You got shocked when you knew that the message was from EXO's number and you read the message

message:

uwaa~ practice was very tiresome.

haaa~ i wanna sleep :> how's your day?

-Luhan

You: Kyaaaaaaa~!!!

Your mom: hey! _____! what's wrong with you?!

You: oh, sorry mom i thought i saw a mouse but no worries, it went off somewhere so,

Your sister: for a second there i thought you were being wahahaha

You: haha *says it in a sarcastic way* very funny

Your dad: stop arguing, both of you. you're very noisy!

You and your sister: we're sorry.

You then, quickly reply to Luhan's message

your message:

so far it was okay. haha done practicing?

you seem very tired hehe

You: sent it! *starts blushing*

after a few minutes... *beep beep*

message:

well that's good

haha yeah I'm completely exhausted!

i could use an oxygen mask right now haha~

Your message:

wahaha, better get some rest.

I should sleep now too,

still have classes tomorrow.

message:

yeah. okay~ goodnight

Your message: goodnight

And then you fell asleep. This continued on for what seemed like 2 months when one day...

You were just reading your science text book when you heard a chopper landing on the oval of your school. the oval looks like this:

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Your classmates: Oh my gosh, there's a chopper who could be inside it?

everyone surrounds the oval to check who was in the chopper and because of curiosity you did so too.

The first person who got out of the chopper was EXO's manager. Of course, you were the only one who recognized him since he was together with EXO on the day you met on the plane. Everyone felt a bit dismayed except for you. You were anticipating, very curious of who was going out of the chopper next. It was Sehun. Then the rest of EXO got off the chopper and everyone started screaming. Sehun then, saw you and said...

Sehun: oh, ______-Ssi, there you are. Nice to see you again.

*you just stood there with your jaws dropped*

Luhan:_______-Ssi, hello *says it while smiling shyly*

Tao: ready to take pictures with me again? hehehe xD

You: *gets back to your senses* huh? everyone, what Are you doing here?

Suho: We wanted to take you out

Then all the other exotics get jealous and say "what about us? why does she get to go out with you? this is so unfair!"

Chen: Sorry gulls. xD

You: wait, take me out? but what about school?

Baekhyun: We already informed your homeroom teacher.

You: haha thank you for all your efforts guys but i really don't want to miss classes. We can hang out on saturda- oh right, you have tight schedules. Luhan: If you don't mind, w-we'll just wait for you until classes end.

Lay: yeah, we'll wait for you but we should also be inside your room since we wouldn't want to be exposed more xD

*your fellow exotic classmates then scream from the bottom of their lungs*

You: oh, well, it's okay but if you don't mind, our classroom's a bit hot.

Luhan: It's alright with us, right guys?

EXO: yes~

You then enter your room, of course, with EXO.

EXO: hi guys, were EXO~

You: guys, shhh.

EXO: okay~

Then classes ended after what seemed like forever then you headed to a restaurant and then to a carnival after.

Suho: okay guys, in order to enjoy more and to consume less time, let's split up by pairs but since we're 13 one group should have 3 members. I will be the one to pair you up

Everyone else: yes~

Then after a few minutes Suho was done pairing everyone and it went out like

this: Suho-Kris

Beakhyun-Chanyeol

Lay-Tao

Chen-Xiumin

Kai-D.O.

Luhan-You-Sehun

Luhan: *mumbles* why does Sehun get to be with us?

Sehun: You were saying something hyung?

Luhan: eh? oh, nothing.

You: *smiles slightly*

After the pairing, or in your case, the grouping, the three of you decided to go to a merry-go-round. The merry-go-round's horses also went in pairs, it looked like this:

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You sat on one of the horses. Luhan looked like he was hesitating wether to sit beside you or not then Sehun hurriedly walk towards the horse beside you, looked at Luhan, smiled at him, then looked at you.

Sehun: _____-Ssi, mind if I sat beside you?

You: *felt a bit disappointed* huh? oh no, i don't mind at all *smiles slightly*

After the merry-go-round, you went to a haunted house but they required you to go in pairs.

You looked at Luhan with anticipation. He seemed like he was about to speak when Sehun interrupted.

Sehun:________-Ssi, shall we go together?

You: oh, together? what about Luhan-Ssi?

Luhan: oh, me? Don't worry about me, you guys go ahead.

Sehun: Thanks hyung. ______-Ssi, let's go?

You: o-okay *then, you looked back at Luhan who seemed frusrated*

After that, you went on some other rides and the same things happened over and over again like Sehun interrupting Luhan. After some time, the three of you felt tired and then sat on a bench. You stayed silent for about a minute then Sehun decided to break the ice.

Sehun:______-Ssi, you know what, i think I kinda like you.

You: Eh? huh? wait a minute, Sehun-Ssi, WHAT?!

Luhan: *looked shocked* I'm gonna go get something to drink *hurriedly walks away from the both of you*

You: wait a minute, Sehun-

You said with a shocked expression when Sehun interrupted you.

Sehun: oh, haha sorry _______-Ssi, sorry if that was a bit misleading but truthfully, i don't really like you in a romantic way, it's just that I noticed that Luhan-hyung kinda acts different and unatural whenever we're with you or whenever we talk about something that concerns you.

You: What do you mean?

Sehun: I'm saying that I want to help Luhan-hyung to get out of his shell and get the guts to tell you how he really feels. Look, I have a plan, when Luhan-hyung comes back, I'm gonna do something to you that will really help Luhan-hyung.

You: Do something? wait Sehun-Ssi, what do you-

You said, still unable to process everything in your head when Sehun cut you off

Sehun: Luhan-hyung is here! *suddenly pulls you and almost kisses you*

Luhan: *gets shocked* hey! Sehun! what are you doing?!

Sehun: what? I was just about to kiss my girlfriend

Luhan:So you're together now?

You: no wait, Luhan-Ssi-

You tried to explain when Luhan suddenly pulls your arm and drags you to a ferris wheel. You both sat there for sometime when suddenly, Luhan decided to break the ice.

Luhan: Are you really going out with Sehun now? You know, I actually like you. Since that day we met on the plane.

You:*gets shocked*

Luhan: earlier when we met at your school, I was really happy.

You: Luhan-Ssi, you don't know how long I've longed for you, I've been in love with you ever since I became a fan. I kept on thinking, if you were to be my friend, I could already die happy. But when I got close with you, i felt like being friends was actually not enough. You don't realize how much your messages made me happy, I kept on crying myself to sleep thinking that there are far more better girls out there, girls who would fit your ideal type more. *begins to cry*

Luhan: *looks shocked then suddenly hugs you tightly* I really like you, no, I really love you.

You both start to kiss and after 3 seconds, the ferris wheel was already on the bottom. You had to face the others. You didn't know how to tell them, your face was turning pale white.

Luhan:_______-Ssi, no, yeobo, are you alright?

You:*blushes* eh? oh, I'm scared. How will we tell the others?

Luhan: Don't worry, I'm right here.

Kris:hey! Luhan! _______-Ssi! where were you? we were looking all over for you.

Luhan: Everyone, there's something I'd like to tell you.

Suho:huh? Luhan, is something wrong?

Luhan: actually, hyung, _______ and I are d-dating. *holds your hand*

EXO:at long last Luhan!!

Luhan:eh? what do you mean?

Xiumin:We have been watching you from the beginning.

Lay: Congrats! EXO: go Luhan!!

The next day, you went to school when you got there, there was a commotion in the lobby. You got curious so you decided to go and see what was happening. When you got there you got shocked when you saw Luhan.

Luhan: yeob- oh, ______-Ssi, Goodmorning

You: Luhan-Ssi?! What are you doing here?

Luhan: I asked for a one-year vacation, so I could go to school with you, even though I'm already too old for high school. hehe

You: *blushes* *mumbles to yourself* yeobo, what are you thinking of?

Luhan: *overhears you* yeobo? *starts grinning*

You: uh, we better hurry to class, it's starting soon.

In your classroom...

Teacher: Okay class we have a transferee, his name is Luhan Xi, he's Chinese.

The whole class: kyaaa~ Luhan Xi, you're so handsome.

You just stayed quite when suddenly Luhan stood beside you.

Luhan: Teacher, I want to sit beside her.

You: *gets shocked* what about that seat near Jen?

Luhan: no, I like it here.

Jen: (a fellow exotic) why don't you like sitting beside me Luhan? Is something wrong with my face?

Luhan: it's not that, it's just-

You: Luhan-Ssi, it's better there because it's actually very hot here in my place.

Luhan: But- Teacher: Go on Luhan, we still have a lot to discuss.

Luhan: o-okay.

Jen: Yes!

After that, recess came. Luhan was about to go to you when Jen suddenly clung onto him, and kept on flirting with him. This continued on for which seemed like forever then suddenly, you decided to put an end to it.

You: Hey, Jen, we need to talk.

Jen: Talk? talk about what?

You: Why- *suddenly remembers that your relationship with Luhan should be kept a secret* Uh, ne-nevermind.

Luhan: _____-Ssi, Jen-Ssi, what are you guys talking about?

Jen: Oh, Luhan, it's nothing, why don't we go to the canteen, i'm so hungry.

Luhan: But what about-

You: *felt a bit jealous* I better head to class.

Luhan: wai-

Jen: Luhan, just leave her alone, she's a loner.

Luhan: *gets irritated* I'm sorry Jen-Ssi but frankly speaking, I don't really feel comfortable when you call me plainly by my first name plus, I can't just leave her alone, she's my yeobo. *smiles*

Jen: what?! hey, Luhan, wait!

Luhan: *runs fast to keep up with you* ______-Ssi, no, yeobo! wait up!

You: hey! don't say that out loud!

Luhan: Are you not proud that I'm your boyfriend? Are you that scared of them finding out? I am not even afraid to shout it out to the whole world! You: Yes! That's right! I am afraid! I'm afraid that your popularity will decrease just because of me! I'm scared of bashers! I am afraid of having to break up with you!

Luhan: But you don't have to! Do you not believe in me? I love you so much that I would even give up popularity for you!

You:*starts crying*

Luhan: *hugs you tightly* I love you so much!

You: I love you too. *still crying*

After what happened your relationship with Luhan was revealed through out the school and all the other exotics got aggressive. One day when you were at school, Jen came up to you with some of your schoolmates and classmates who are also exotics

Jen: Hey! Are you not thinking properly?! Luhan is our belonging, he's for all of us! Why do you intend to have him for your own?

You: *keeps quiet*

Classmate/Exotic: Hey! answer us!

Schoolmate/Exotic: You crazy rascal! eish!

You: *still not saying a single word*

Jen: If you're not really going to answer us, i'll spill this soda on you!

For about three minutes you really didn't say anything since you didn't know how to answer them.

Jen: ughh! so irritating *spills soda on you*

Luhan passes by and sees you

Luhan: yeobo! what happened to you? Jen: omg! we better get outta here!

Luhan: wait a minute Jen-ssi, everyone. Will you all please stop doing this? Just to let you know, I was the one who confessed to _______ first.

She did nothing wrong. At least not to you guys.

You: Luhan-Ssi! that's enough, let's go.

Luhan: *does not say a word*

You: y-yeobo?

Luhan: *smiles* let's go?

When you were gone...

Classmate/Exotic: ugh! that bastard! how dare she seduce our Luhan?

Schoolmate/Exotic: we should make another plan! we should bring her down!

Jen: Stop it you guys, Luhan's right. She did nothing wrong to us. If Luhan likes her, we should resprct that as his fans. I say we should just apologize. Others: yeah, let's just apologize.

Classmate/Exotic: Fine.

Schoolmate/Exotic: I guess your probably right.

When you were sitting in the oval, (remember how the oval looks like? xD) Jen and the others came up to you.

Jen: W-we just wanted to say s-sorry *looks a bit embarrassed* *hands over a gift*

You: eh? what's this for?

Jen: It's a p-peace offering. Anyways, we just wanted to let you know that we realized we've been doing the wrong thing.

You: I accept your apology *smiles*

After that, you became close friends with Jen. Of course your relationship with Luhan still encounters challenges and troubles and you also fight sometimes because of jealousy, but, at the end of the day, you guys would always make up and express your love to each other by saying your "i love you"s in a very, very loud manner. :)

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rieru_mashiro #1
Chapter 1: hoah..I can felt her problem being in relationship with Luhan..but, I'm glad finally they can be together and live happily^^
LadyGeek #2
kyopta :) thanks for this nice story
Yesungluver #3
Chapter 1: Aww so cute