Final
Second Confession
Kim Jongin wasn't a person of uncertainty. Even at the age of thirteen, if he wanted something, he was absolutely positive he wanted it. And he knew with all his being, he wanted something; more specifically someone.
He wanted Do Kyungsoo.
Do Kyungsoo was a sunbae of his, who had the most adorable smile and cute eyes. The first time Jongin laid his eyes on him, he wanted him more than anything he ever wanted before.
Kyungsoo made him feel weird. His heart would flutter at the sight of Kyungsoo, and he'd feel very nervous around him. Just thinking about Kyungsoo made him tingly.
Jongin saw no problems, except... He's thirteen while Kyungsoo is seventeen. The age difference could cause problems. But also, Kyungsoo might not even like guys. That was another flaw.
But Jongin was determined for anything. The only thing that Jongin wouldn't think of; was the thought of rejection.
It was passing period, and Jongin was on the lookout for Kyungsoo. He soon spotted him, and quickly made his way to him.
"Kyungsoo-ssi!" Jongin yelled, causing Kyungsoo to look at him. Kyungsoo made his way over to where Jongin stood.
"Hi Jongin," Kyungsoo said with a smile, as he fixed his glasses. Jongin's heart was pounding, and his hands were clammy.
"I-I need to talk to you after school." Jongin said nervously.
Kyungsoo had a confused face, but it soon went away. "Ok, see you later then Jongin!" And with a smile, he left.
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The last class of the day ended, and Jongin was more nervous than when he was almost caught staring at Kyungsoo's . He was sweating profoundly, and his heart was beating fast.
Quickly, he made his way to his locker. He grabbed his backpack, and stuffed in that nights homework. He was putting on his backpack, when he felt a tap on his shoulder. Instantly he flinched, but he recognized the person as Kyungsoo when he turned around.
"Hey! So what did you want to talk about?" Asked Kyungsoo with an innocent look.
"Uhhh. L-let's go to the garden, that way we can hear better." Jongin said pulling Kyungsoo out the school doors. He soon dropped his grip, and put his hands in his pockets. The two walked in a comfortable silence to the garden. Flowers soon came into view, letting them know they reached the garden. The garden had beautiful flowers. Roses, lilies, chrysanthemums, lilacs, you name it!
Kyungsoo stopped, and bent over to tie his shoe. Jongin couldn't help but stare at his , and Jongin quickly looked away with a flushed face.
Kyungsoo stood up, turning to Jongin he gave a smile. The two walked over to the bench, located by the roses and sat down.
"So what did you want to talk about?" Asked Kyungsoo looking up from the roses. Jongin's mouth became dry, and his heart pounded fast.
"I-I really like you Kyungsoo-ssi. Not as a friend anymore... W-would you like to go to the movies with me?" Jongin asked sweetly, uncertain of Kyungsoo's reaction. Kyungsoo sat there with a blank face, for what seemed forever. Then he spoke.
"Jongin-ah, you're a really nice kid. It takes a lot of courage to confess, so I'm proud of you. I'd like to say yes... But I can't. I'm just not ready for a relationship right now, considering all the tests I'm taking and graduation is so soon. If you ask me in a few years, I'd probably say yes." He paused, letting what he just said sink into Jongin.
"I'm sorry." Kyungsoo sincerely said. He reached over and gave Jongin a big hug, squeezing him tightly. Jongin hugged back just as hard, tears threatening to spill. Slowly, Kyungsoo released Jongin from the hug. Fixing his glasses, he stood up.
"Bye Jongin," Kyungsoo said waving to Jongin as he left the garden. Jongin sat there, replaying the scene over and over in his head.
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Since then, time has just flown by. Five years have past, Kyungsoo graduated that year and Jongin recently graduated. But Jongin isn't the same, as he was five years ago.
This Jongin is handsome, strong, popular and everyone wanted him. Time surely did him good. He wasn't just y, he was also cute. Which is why so many girls and guys, confessed. But he let them down gently. He only had one person in his heart and mind; Kyungsoo.
Ever since that day, Jongin has thought about Kyungsoo countless of times. He's thought hateful things, sad things, even lustful things about Kyungsoo. But most of all, he thought of his confession.
Kyungsoo never said no, but he never said yes. He said (implied), ask again in a few years. And Jongin intended to do exactly that.
It took a while, but Jongin finally found out where Kyungsoo lived. He looked at the paper in his hand one last time, before he went up the stairs. Hesitantly, he knocked on the door.
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For Kyungsoo, the last five years has quickly gone by. He's been in college for a while now, majoring in Music.
Time has also been good to him too. His glasses are replaced with contacts, giving a full view of Kyungsoo's pretty face. His black hair contrasted his milky white skin.
He had a pretty face and a good heart, that caused plenty of people to confess. But gently, he rejected them. He didn't know why he did. It just didn't feel right to him.
Kyungsoo was watching 'Ice Adonis', when he heard a knock at the door. He got up and made his way to the door, unlocking the door he pulled it open.
There stood a man. A pretty young man with tan skin, full and hypnotic eyes. Kyungsoo could see his muscles, through the shirt the man wore. He seemed familiar, but the memory is kind of hazy.
Kyungsoo's heart was beating fast, making him worry. Nobody's ever made him feel this way before, and it kinda scared him.
"H-hello, can I help you?" Kyungsoo asked nervously.
"Five years ago, I confessed to you. You said ask again in a few years, so here I am." The man said as he got on one knee. "Do Kyungsoo, you're the only person in my heart and on my mind. Would you like to go out tonight?" The man said.
When he said he confessed five years ago, Kyungsoo instantly knew it was Kim Jongin.
Jongin spoke in the most sincere voice, and he reached into his jacket, he pulled out a single red rose. Kyungsoo reached over and grabbed the rose from his hand.
"Yes. I'll go out with you," Kyungsoo with a radiant smile. A wolfish grin grew on Jongin's face, and he sprung up to hug Kyungsoo. He hugged him tightly, one filled with love.
He soon pulled back. "I've been waiting forever to do this." Jongin said. He griped Kyungsoo's cheeks, as he leaned in for a passionate kiss. Kyungsoo kissed back just as hard, intertwining his fingers with Jongin's hair.
Eventually, the two pulled away. They looked into each other's eyes, and smiled.
They both knew inside their hearts; it was worth the wait.
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Hey pearls!
If this was terrible, I'm sorry. I wrote this in my half-awakened state of 3 am ㅠ.ㅠ
I think it turned out ok... I thought of this, when I saw a Kaisoo fanart picture~
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