No one's POV: 

He did not want to be there right now, it was bad enough he was missing school for this and now he was expected to sit in front of random stranger and tell them why he felt the need to start hurting himself in the first place? He would have prefered it if he could get through it with the help of his parents and the others at school... but nnoo, the doctor felt that it was necessary for him to go to these sessions 
"Kim Joonmyun"
"Want us to come in with you or stay out here?" his mum asked as Joonmyun got up from his seat 
"Stay out here" he replied and his parents nodded 
"We'll be here if you need us" was the last thing his mum said before Joonmyun walked into the office and shut the door behind him. 

"Hello Joonmyun, my name is Park Hosook" Hosook said happily and Joonmyun cringed... boy was this going to be fun(!)
"How are you?" she asked 
"Nervous" Joonmyun replied taking a seat 
"Don't worry, there is nothing to be nervous about" Hosook said and looked through some notes, nodding here and there and writing down stuff on a separate peice of paper. Meanwhile Joonmyun sat there watching her, looking to see if he could make out what she was writing
"Why are you doing that?" she suddenly asked, not looking up from her notes
"Doing what?" Joonmyun asked, frowning 
"Scratching your arm" Hosook replied and when Joonmyun looked at his arm, he realised she was right and stopped before shrugged his shoulders.

"Like I said, I'm nervous" he replied 
"Because this is your first session?" Hosook asked 
"Because I've never had to do something like this before" Joonmyun replied and Hosook finally looked up from her notes 
"And you probably don't want to be here right now. Instead you would prefer to sort this out with the help of your parents and friends... am I right?" she asked and Joonmyun paused 
"I don't think it's a good idea that a complete strangers asks me questions about my private life and then I'm expected to answer them so they can try and get into my head" he replied. 

"Well then how about you tell me whatever you want to tell me and I'll sit back and listen until you're finished" Hosook said and sat back, waiting for Joonmyun to start... but where was he meant to start? There were so many places he could start but it would just drag the session on when all he wanted to do was get it over and done with 
"I did have friends at one point" he began and looked at Hosook who nodded for him to continue 
"But as we grew up they all either moved to different places in the country or moved abroad like one of them did. The bullying didn't start straight away. At my old school nobody really bullied me, they just... ignored me I guess... but then the name calling and pushing me around in the halls started when I got my glasses"....

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".... and now I hang around with Kyungsoo, Chanyeol, Sehun and Jongin when he's not with... her... and Baekhyun when we go to meet him after school" he finished 
"So if you have them... why did you hurt yourself like that?" Hosook asked
"I've only started to hang out with them... and I guess it became an addiction... the first time I did it, I promsied myself I wouldn't do it again because it hurt and I gave myself huge cuts on my arm... but for some reason... I felt better after that and everytime someone picked on me I just saw it as a release of stress and anger. When I moved schools I thought the bullying stop... so then I would stop but it turned out to be the opposite" Joonmyun replied. 

"And do the group of people you hang around with... do they know?" Hosook asked
"Only Kyungsoo... because he kind of walked in on me... he hasn't told the others because he's leaving it up to me" Joonmyun replied 
"You have a really good group of friends by the sounds of them" 
"Yeah... I guess they are my friends".... 

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"Where is Joonmyun today?" Sehun asked at lunch, turning to Kyungsoo 
"Why do you think I know?" he asked 
"Because you're closer to him than we are" Chanyeol replied, pointing to himself, Sehun and Jongin 
"Well unfortunatly no I have no idea where he is" Kyungsoo replied, making Jongin scoff silently before going back to his lunch 
"What's wrong with you?" Kyungsoo asked him 
"Nothing I'm fine" Jongin replied, stabbing his food whilst Kyungsoo frowned 
"Okaaaay" he said and went back to his, leaving Jongin in his own moody world. 

Jongin didn't even know why he was being the moody person he was. It was just that everytime he heard Joonmyun and Kyungsoo together... he felt jealous! He didn't know if it was because Kyungsoo was his bestfriend and he felt as if Joonmyun was stealing him away from Jongin... or it was because that ever since he started dating Krystal and saw less of Kyungsoo... he just missed him... but how did Joonmyun tie in with that? 

"Earth to Jongin" came Chanyeol's voice
"Hm?" Jongin asked, snapping out of his daydream whilst Sehun sighed and shook his head 
"We asked if you were still up for after school today" he said 
"I can't I have dance practice" Jongin replied
"Can't you skip it for one day?" Chanyeol whined and that was when Jongin gasped 
"You did not. just. ask me that" he said and glared at Chanyeol, causing the table to errupt in laughter. 

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"Right well I think we're done for today" Hosook said, causing Joonmyun frown 
"We didn't get through a lot" he replied and Hosook smiled 
"You opened yourself up to me and we managed to get through this like it was just a normal conversation, that for me is progress" she said 
"Really?" Joonmyun asked and Hosook nodded
"I'll see you after the holidays" she said and walked Joonmyun to the door 
"Th-thanks" he replied and walked out with a frown on his face... but... he actually felt good... like the session wasn't all that bad after all. 

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"You doing anything tomorrow?" Jongin asked as he and Kyungsoo walked down the hall 
"I'm busy, sorry" Kyungsoo replied 
"Probably with Joonmyun" Jongin muttered but Kyungsoo heard him 
"No I'm going out with Boncha" he replied but Jongin rolled his eyes 
"Whatever" he said and walked ahead whilst Kyungsoo stood in his spot. Why had Jongin turned this moody all of a sudden? 

"Oi" he shouted and ran to catch up to Jongin...

:O 
What's this? Is it... 

A DOUBLE UPDATE?!?!

Wow I haven't done one of these in a few chapter!
Anyway, not I want to share the pic that will probably make my year!!

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