* your pov *

Not like other married couple, me and my husband never sleep together since our marriage 5 months ago. It happen...

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NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Go away from me ! Don't come near me or i will. . . . . .  " without thinking anything, he came near me.He open his clothes and he's half . I close my eyes because i don't know what to do anymore. He climb up to the bed and he seduce me. I'm closing my eyes and ears. He reach my clothes and unbotton my clothes. I scream as loud as i can but he kissing me deeply till i can't breathe and he unbotton all and open my clothes. He me. I moan and he moan too. 

The next morning, i saw my body is under the blanket . I'm shock. When i turn my face i saw a guy is lying next to me.The guy who me last night is BANG YONGGUK ! 

He's shock and woke up .He saw me crying and i hit him. He embrace me in his arm " don't worry ( your name ) ssi," he try to calm me down.

About 5 month later, I'm not reaching the monthly blood*girl know it* and I'm always feel want to vomit. I'll go for a checkup with Yongguk, and the doctor said "Congrats your wife is pregnant now sir. Take care of her :) " both of us shock.

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Now my pregnancy is already 8 months but he never gave me a piece of Love. I know i'm not pretty and i'm a boyish style

It for the first time ever i wore a dress because i'm pregnant. I never get a love from a husband. It sad. Ita ll his fault but why do i'm the one thirsty of love. And i'm just 19 years old to be a mom.