Erina's POV~

Even Donghae... he gave me many hints! But I never noticed…

Everybody knows, even Kyuhyun…

I'm such an idiot…

I got off the floor and wiped my tears,

Miss are you ok?""

"You are mess"

"Anything happened?" a bunch of people starts asking me,

Erina: "I'm fine" I cleared my throat, ruffling the dust off my pajama,

I become crazy at the thought of Hae leaving, I didn't want him to leave because I can't live without him, and when I knew how he felt about me, I become insane! I couldn't focus! I lost my mind! I just wanted to stop him from leaving, but I didn't know what to say…

I was running toward him but I didn't have words to say to him…

Should I thank him? Should I... accept him?

"Miss are you ok?" a young guy in my age asked me, I looked at him, and imagined Donghae's face,,

Erina: "Anie... I'm not ok" I said, as tears gathered in my eyes again,

"Omo! Don't cry!" he panicked,

Erina: "Someone just confessed to me and then left!" I shrieked,

"Oh... Mianhae" he bowed his head, "It must be hard for you, I assume that you didn't confess back" he added, and I widened my eyes,

Erina: "C... confess back?"

"You love him" he said, and I kept looking at him, "If you don't, then why would you cry that much and chase the train like a crazy?" he added, and I lowered my gaze,

Love?

Erina: "He... he is... someone I care about" I stuttered,

"That much? Wow! I wish I had a friend like you, who would chase a train for me" he chuckled,

Erina: "Yah! You don't know Hae! He is more than a friend! He is very special to me and I can't live without him!"

"Just a friend?!" he scoffed, I glared at him and turned around to leave, "If you slept well tonight, that mean he is just a friend" he said, and I clenched my fists,

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Erina's Mother: "You have to eat something, you are sitting in his room since two hours"

Erina: "He is not pecking up" I muttered, hugging my legs into my chest,

Erina's Mother: "Aigoo~ He must be sleeping" she patted my head,

Erina: "I want to go to Mokpo" I said, getting off Donghae's bed,

Erina's Mother: "Bhwo?! He said he won't stay in his parents house" she grabbed my wrist,

Erina: "I don't care! I'll look for him!" I pushed her away,

Erina's Mother: "Erina!"

Erina: "Umma I can't!" I cried, "I can't... I can't breathe without him" I sniffed,

Erina's Mother: "Oh my God! You love him!" she gasped, and I looked at her with teary eyes,

Do I really love him?

Erina's Mother: "Anyway…. Come and eat" she sighed,

Erina: "I'm not hungry" I mumbled,

Erina's Mother: "I won't push on you" she said, walking away,

I spent the day in Donghae's room, his scent fell the room, I kept listening to the mp3 he left over and over,

I can't believe that he is my flower boy! It's not because he loves me, It's because he never told me!

We were always together, talking, eating, playing, watching TV and everything!

Now I knew why he kissed me... why he kept telling me to see him as a man... Why he hated Kyuhyun…

The girl he told me about was me... and this song... reminds him with me…

Erina: "Pabo" I muttered, hugging his pillow,

This scent that never left his body, I can recognize it from meters. I still remember when he used Appa's perfume, I think I lost my mind after smelling it!

I smiled at the beautiful memory, then I took my phone and dialed his number, but it was off,

Erina: "Why is he doing this?! We are not strangers!" I whined, hugging his pillow, and lying down, "I miss you stupid"

Next Day~

"Erina wake up"

Erina: "Just five minutes..." I mumbled,

"Kyuhyun is here" my mom said, and I slowly opened my eyes, looking at her,

Flash Back~

Kyuhyun: "I'm leaving, I can't look at your face again"

End of Flash Back~

Erina: "Are you kidding me?" I frowned,

Erina's Mother: "Bhwo?! Kidding? It's 7 in the morning! And he wants to see you! Is he stupid?!" she groaned in annoyance,

Erina: "Seven?!" I gasped,

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I changed my clothes and went down stairs to meet Kyuhyun, I was nervous and I didn't know what to say, my feelings are complicated, and I felt lost!

Kyuhyun: "Good morning" he greeted me as soon as I entered the living room,

Erina: "Morning" I nodded, sitting across him,

Kyuhyun: "Donghae called me" he sighed,

Erina: "Bhwo?!" I widened my eyes,

Kyuhyun: "He is crazy" he smiled,

Erina: "Huh? Where is he? Why isn't he answering my calls?"

Kyuhyun: "He told me to take care of you"

Erina: "Bhwo?!"

Kyuhyun: "Why is he that stubborn?! He keeps denying his feelings for you!" he whined, and I widened my eyes, "Don't be like him" he took my hand, "I'm going to ask you this..." he paused, "Do you love him?" he asked, looking me in the eye,

My heart fastened it's beats, and I couldn't breathe,

Do I love him?!!

P.S

I didn't reread this chaoter -.- because I'm very busy, so sorry if I had any spelling mistakes :3

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