YOUR POV

i didn't wanted myungsoo to see me cry that was the reason i left him outside. i didn't wanted to be disrespectful with him but i couldn't stop my tears with my best friend. i didn't want him to see me in my weak mode. on these moments i need someone to hug me, someone to be with me when i need him but i don't want to bother other people with that

what happened ~~~~?- my friend ask me and hug me

please, only... hug me- we spend a lot of minutes like that until i started talkin

i told her everything happened this day, even if she already now about my adoption, she was the only one i could trust. when i knew about it i ran to her house

-FLASH BACK- 3 months ago

mom?...mom? where are you?- i shout to my mom while entering her bedroom. i needed come papers for the school, i search her in the bathroom, in the balcony, in her walk in closet but she was no where, i decide to go down stairs to her office

miss, are you searching for your mom?- the maid ask me when i went out from her office

yes, but i can't find her, do you know where she is?- the maid nod and gave me a note from my mom

       daughter,  i have to go to the office, is something really important

maybe i'll came back late please takae care of your brother

there's food in the kitchen

is friday, go out and have fun

but be CAREFUL

att. yout BEAUTIFUL mom

i laugh at her humor, i decide to search for the papers and enter her room again, i search on the drawers and i found a beautiful pink box, inside there were a new born bracelet with a name... KANG camille i keep on watching it and i founf something strange. it has the same birthday as mine. in that moment i think about a lot of things...

i never resembled my mom or my dad, i have asian features but i never cared about it, my mom had told me i inherit that from my grandparent so i never ask about it again because i feel my mom turn a little bit nervous

my brother joke with me telling me i was adopted and i'll never care about it, my parents alwasy treat me well so i was really thankful with them

i see other things inside and there were a letter

dear daughet

i would love to see you, but on this moments it's really difficult for us, your real parents. i'm really thankful with the woman that will take care of you, but i have a big reason to don't keep you by our side

you are really important to me

i hope you'll accept me when i came back for you and you don't reject me that would hurt me a lot

i love you... your mom

i also found a contract, there my adoptive parents said they'll give me back to my real parents when they came back from me, and they tought it was time. in that moment i get really mad with my biologic parents. how can they do a contract, i'm not a thing that they can through out and then they can bring back

i tell my friend everything

-END FLASH BACK-

she was really surprised but she was more EXCITED!!! she glance trought the window and see myungsoo waiting for me aoutside his car, she said he was handsome? misterious? he seems gentle?

i decide to say goodbye and don't make myungsoo wait more for me, i went out and hug her again and tell her i'll call often

i enter the car and then i put on the GPS my school adress

today i had volleyball practice but my mom asked me to came home early, myungsoo wento out from the car and i decide to walk faster and lost him but his long legs reach me after i could do that. when i saw my friends i ran to them

even if in the US there were another traditions more free than asians i had never take other man hand or kiss his cheeck less his lips. i had never have boyfriend. 

i say goodbye to my friends and when i acompany my bestfriend to change her uniform i told her all the story. i went to myungsoo, and it was already late and it was really cold

when myungsoo saw me he stand up and take out his jacket then he put it on my shoulders

i was really stunned about his action but that only show he is a really gentleman, but i can't thing about that, i have to hate him

he opened the door to let me enter

mmm... thank you- i give him his jacket

it's nothing.-he blush a little but put his jacket on my legs and i saw him surprised

ehm... it's cold- he close the door and enter the car fast. he seems nervous while i... my heart was pounding like a crazy horse!! i was really tired if it wasn't for it i could have celebrate it in my mind...

he start driving to my house, i lay down on the sit and minutes later i felt asleep

tomorrow will be a long day~