"Let's break up."

 

Was it that easy to say? After all we've been through together, after all the promises we've made to each other, after everything...

Was it that easy to say goodbye? Was it that easy for you to turn away from my tears? Were our memories nothing to you?

If I could just... If I could just turn the time back, to when we were still together...

 

"What did I do wrong...? Donghae I-."

"Nothing. You've done nothing wrong."

"Then why..."

"..."

 

How can you do this to me?

I've only looked at you... Only loved you... Only you...

I've only thought of you, everyday, every second, every moment I had... 

 

"I have another person I love."

"...."

"..."

"Since when.. you...?"

 

Was I that easy to you?

Did you even love me?

 

"..."

"..."

"...Goodbye..."

"Wait!"

 

What are you expecting me to do?

Should I stop you? Should I get on my knees and beg for you to not to leave me?

Or do you want me to let you go? Do you want me to wish you happiness?

Why are you so selfish?

"..."

"..."

"..."

"..."

 

Why are you walking away from me?

Do you not see these tears, rolling down my cheeks?

Do you not hear me crying?

What can I do to keep you here? To keep you by my side?

Why are you leaveing me, after making me unable to bare without you? After you've made me forgot how to breathe without you?

I need you in my life. I need you, for me to exist.

 

"..."

 

I think...

This is the first time I've seen your back so clearly.

When did you grow so thin? 

 

"..."

 

My head knows you're gone

but my heart refuses to believe it

it's still beating so fast, as if you are beside me

I can still smell your scent lingering here

I still can see you, your bright smiles

with my eyes closed, I can see you

 

"..."

 

Regrets are flooding my mind

If I stopped you,

If I kneed before you

If I begged you

If I threatened you, that I would go die without you

would you have stopped?

would you have stayed?

 

"..h..."

 

Why hasn't the world stopped?

Are you also feeling this pain, that I am feeling?

Am I the only one in pain?

 

"hh.hp..."

 

I try muffling my voice by covering my mouth, but it won't stop

my heart won't stop shouting for you

 

"h...h..... hua.... h..."

 

While we were together, did I cause you any pain like this?

Is that why I am getting punished?

 

"uwa... u... hua...."

 

If I could just go back to the past

before everything went wrong

If I could just go back, and stop us from falling in love

no, from ever meeting

I would have never had this pain

 

"I'm sorry..."

 

I'm sorry I fell in love with you.

I'm sorry I confessed my love to you.

I'm sorry I made you fall in love with me.

I lost my lover

I lost my best friend

I lost you

all because I fell in love with you

 

"I'm.. so... sorry..."

 

I know you won't hear my words anymore

I know you can't hear them

But I still want to tell you

I loved you

I love you

and I ....