Have you ever fell in love with someone that you almost give everything,

and yet you lose him in the end?.

 

Or, have you imagined yourself being treated like a princess with your boyfriend,

or have he dedicated a video message wherein he was trying to dance your favorite song and

then made it special just for you by showing it on your monthsary or even your birthday?

Or this... You're single, and you feel like you're happy and contented with the people around you,

and yet you still miss having someone on your side whenever you feel a slightly pang on your heart,

I mean who's gonna be at your side whenever you had an achievement and mistakes,

and to make you feel being love and ofcourse, vice versa.?

 

But in all those questions at your mind, one thing is on the top...



"Is he worth having?"
 

I sighed and save this work and turn off my laptop. Someone gave me a robot like in Absolute Boyfriend drama. Err, no. Sounded too desperate.


I'm Park Sandara. 19 years old, Single for 2 years, a freelance writer and a blogger, currently a college student that was stucked by taking up a shitty course, and most of all, a hopeless romantic girl who loves to read fictional books and trying to figure out if this is gonna happen in my love life. Yes! It's my main problem. Like cmon! It's been two years since Jaejoong and I broke up. The reason? He left me hangin' well not literally hangin' on a tree, but he just left the country. No explanations was given. Just popped out in a snap.

 

It's my first day as a freshmen college student that was enrolled in a good yet shitty course for me. How can I even relate writing stuffs in programming? Like if-else, else if, classes and variables... Which was totally annoying and deadly to a retarded young lady like me. I'd rather blog about fashion, makeup tutorials and earn a lot of money by advertisement rather than this. But then, it's still matters having a diploma here.

"Introduce yourself please"... Professor Lee had spoken. First impression lasts.

"Good Afternoon, I'm Park Sandara, 19 years old, came from Yale University in the US. Nice to meet you all." As I bowed down and smile. Uh, first week, deadly Introduce Yourself thing.

I seated on the third row, trying to adjust myself in a new environment. It's been 2 months since we moved in here in Seoul. Oh how
I miss LA, my hometown where I grew up, but then, due to some business matters, my family decided to go back here in Korea. Which was, uhm, kinda fine with me. Atleast, I won't have any chance to see Jaejoong's friends. Not bad right?

 

After 6 hours of "so-called paying attention in the class", finally, it's over. Going home after talking and just being dork around. I made friends. 2 girls namely Hyesun and Hanbyul. But 2 girls are annoying me. Their names are Sohee and Yuina. But Sohee's more annoying. Well she's trying to throw some trashtalks with the boys, well, how can I say this, ah, trying to get the class' attention by simply acting like a bitch. Well not a classy richy bitch indeed. It's more like a cheap yet feelin' classy rich bitch.


 

" I'm home." I sighed as I entered the house, hell yeah, empty house again, which means no one's home yet. My little bro and sis are still in school so no one's gonna annoy me. Finally! I'll be getting some sleep.


**You got a message**

Fr: Hyesun Goo,
Tokkibabe, ssup? Are you free tomorrow?

-likewise, I have a saturday class.


Tokkixx: *uh yes why?
Hyesun Goo: just wanna invite you... My friend's gonna perform live. Let's support him.
Tokkixx: who? Uh you mean Geunsuk?
Hyesun Goo: yes :) so leggo?
Tokkixx: sure, just txt me tomorrow aight?
Hyesun Goo: Yay! Seeyou Dara!
Tokkixx: yeah seeya :)
 

A/N: heyya :) so how's the first chapter? LOL sorry crappy much :/
I'll be posting the next one. Just gonna sleep this time. Ppyong! :)