Never Let You Go!

So Dumb for doubting My Love

Tiffany and Jessica met at the park three years ago, Love at first sight? You can say that, a blonde was sitting At the bench with her book,, flipping some pages and eyed it intensely, suddenly, A boy came up and approach the gorgeous blonde, tiffany just observe the girl from a far, She saw The girl Place the book down at her bench and looked to the boy, The cute boy start talking saying what he want but little didn’t  he know, the girl is a mute she can’t even say anything, She look down and start to feel ashamed because of her condition, The little boy scratch his head Patiently waiting to the older girl’s answer after a minute, the boy started to get annoyed having no answer at all, tiffany heard the little boy shout “Why can’t you even talk! Aish! I’m just asking where the nearest Cupcake store is!!” The boy harshly yelled to the girl and leave.

Tiffany felt pity because of the boy’s attitude, so once she collect her courage she decide to walk towards the blonde‘s bench. “Can I sit here?” Tiffany ask, the other girl just nod, tiffany start to get curious about the girl but she quickly shrug it off. Tiffany waits the other girl beside her to talk to her but to her disappointment the girl didn’t. instead the older girl keep on glancing to her, Tiffany felt happy inside her because she knew she catch the girl’s attention, “hey! My name is tiffany! How about you?” Tiffany ask kindly she even show her perfect set of smiling eye, Once again the blonde Look down, tiffany slowly cup her chin to make the older girl face her, “Don’t be shy! Could you please talk to me?” She stated, the older girl pulled out and lean down, tiffany did observe the girl,

The girl grabs a stone and star curving something at the sand Jessica She wrote.  Tiffany nod and finally internalize what is happening, she look deep into Jessica’s eyes and says “You’re mute!”

Jessica was afraid at that time, She don’t know, what if the girl infront of her Leave her? or talk about her, Her biggest fear is to be hated just because of her condition,

Jessica was shock when she felt a moist lips on her, then she finally realize the girl infront of her named tiffany kiss her at their first meeting. And that’s odd.

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“Please sunny-ah! Find me a tutor that knows how to do a sign language” Tiffany plea to sunny, She used her puppy eyes and a pouting lip that made sunny give up.

“You really love her don’t you?” Sunny ask with a content smile on her face, Tiffany Blushed and replied “More than you know!”

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Both of them sat at the couch happily cuddling each other enjoying the movie they are watching, Suddenly tiffany slowly sat straight and puke Jessica’s shoulder, Jessica tilt her head and frown, Tiffany smile and start to do something

I love you!

Tiffany finally learned how to Do a sign language jessica smile and appreciate Tiffany’s effort so she lean forward and peck at tiffany’s precious lips I love you too!

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“Jessi I got a job!” Tiffany happily exclaims and hugged Jessica tightly, she finally got a job for herself she’s a designer in 21st generation company, it’s her first time to apply and luckily she was hired just like that.

Both of them pulled and broke the hug, I’m proud of you fany-ah! Jessica Did a sign, and smile, tiffany’s stomach growl the butterflies in her stomach happily celebrating.

“Thank you jessi! I love you!”

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Take care, and good luck to your new job, be good! Jessica sign after they broke the hug, she patted tiffany’s head like a puppy, while tiffany stuck her tongue out then pout “jessi! Don’t pat my head it makes me look like a puppy!” Jessica let a small laugh I’m just cheering you up!

Then for the nth time that they kissed, Tiffany waved her hands say goodbye to her girlfriend,

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“where have you been?” her both hands on her waist, worries paint all over her face, The older girl slowly took a step forward I just visit a friend Jessica explain, Tiffany pout fully not Convince “Better not to cheat on me!” She threaten, Jessica fake a gulp then pulled her girlfriend for hug, silence wrap around them but it’s a comfortable one, they quietly listen to their racing heart

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Tiffany’s officemates whisper something to each other they saw tiffany and her mute girlfriend not so far from their building. Once tiffany got inside her officemates start to buzz her.

“Hey! Fany is she you’re girlfriend?!” Shin ask Disgustingly, Tiffany hesitantly nod “yeah!” she said in a whisper, Akko Pat tiffany’s Back “Poor you! it’s hard to communicate to her right?” Akko said obviously mocking tiffany,

“If I were you I’ll date Siwon, not that mute blonde girl!” Shin says, Tiffany clench her fist “Don’t you ever say that! Yeah she’s mute but she’s kind and lovable!” Tiffany defend

 Shin and Akko let a scornful sound “yeah right! Lovable but she can’t even say I love you to you right!?”

Tiffany get silence its true, Jessica can’t even pronounce a single word, she want to hear someone say ‘I love you’ to her, but it’s not a big deal to tiffany atleast she’s with Jessica,

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Days passed tiffany’s co-workers knew about her having a mute girlfriend, they start bullying tiffany sticking a paper were a word written on it and says ‘My girlfriend is a Mute’

Tiffany start to get ashamed she had never been bullied before, she start to shed a tears, she cry at her desk not knowing some of her officemates watching her, then someone shouted “That’s what you get for having a mute girlfriend!” The unknown person taunted,

Tiffany cries every day at the office, and jessica didn’t know it because she’s always Out meeting someone

At that same day, Tiffany start to get angry because of Jessica’s condition, she clenches her fist and starts to think of leaving Jessica

Tiffany grab her bag ready to go home since their work is finally done, she saw a familiar figure waving at her in the gate, Tiffany frown she look to the left and right makings sure that no one will see her with jessica,

“what are you doing here?!” Tiffany asked angrily, Jessica’s smile faded once she heard tiffany’s tone is there’s a problem? She ask but tiffany didn’t answer, tiffany left jessica and says “I’m taking a cab. you walk!”

With that sentence jessica watch tiffany’s leaving figure her heart start to sink, she didn’t know if she had done bad to tiffany, She bit her lips trying to control her tears, is she afraid of having me?  Once tiffany out of her sight she breathes in and out and start walking back to their house,

She saw tiffany eating at the table, she decide to talk to tiffany and clear things out, she take a sit opposite from tiffany’s chair, is there’s any problem? she ask

She was startle when tiffany throw the chopstick and start to shout at her “Why can’t you talk! I hate you because of being mute, you’re only making me a laughingstock, why don’t you just leave me alone and just die?!” Jessica didn’t respond. Tiffany felt a little bad, but at the same time, she felt so good thinking that she had said what she’d wanted to say all this time.

Tiffany didn’t finish her supper, she walk towards their shared room and lock it, Jessica was dumbfounded she felt numb she stare at tiffany’s dish, she want to cry But tears weren’t there,

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Tiffany woke up she slowly stand up and get some water at the kitchen, once she step outside their room she didn’t see jessica, she’s nowhere to be found.

Thinking that maybe Jessica already left her, she let s long sigh, she sat down and put her hands on her head try to calm herself,

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“bye! Take care!” Siwon said before kissing tiffany at the lips, he drove tiffany home, Tiffany showed her eye smile then peck to siwon’s cheeks, Siwon waved for the last time, he jump at her car and start the engine

Tiffany was about to open the doorknob but someone already did it for her, Its jessica. Tiffany Rolled her eyes, she’s still here Tiffany thought to herself, She step inside and directly went to the kitchen to drink some water,

“what do you want?” Tiffany ask stubbornly once she saw Jessica’s bitter expression

Who the heck is he? Why did she kiss you? And why did you come up so late?

Jessica sign with her angry face, tiffany rub her forehead

“I told you to leave me why are you still here? I said that I don’t want you! all I want is for you to talk to me but no you’re just a piece of that who can’t talk!” Tiffany irritably shouted, Jessica finally let her tears beam down at her cheeks, She step back bowed to the ranging tiffany, then run away

Tiffany ruffled her hair in confusion, why am I acting like this? I love jessica! but what can I do her and her condition keep on bugging my life! Tiffany thought,

After a couple of minutes finally Tiffany calm down she thought that she overlapped, She quickly shook her head wanting to see  jessica again, She dash outside to find her girlfriend, jessica where are you?

A doe-eyed girl Heard a sob not so far from her place, She felt curious so she start to follow where the sounds coming from, Then she saw a beautiful blonde girl Sobbing at the seesaw

“hey Miss why are you crying?”She kindly said, hearing nothing but a sob, she sat at the seesaw beside the blonde girl and hum, “You’re a cute and beautiful girl, You shouldn’t be crying!” The doe-eyed girl praise the sobbing Jessica

“hey! I’ll tell you my name but promise me to tell yours!” The girl smiled, “My name is Im Yoona, You can call me yoona but I prefer you to call me yoongie cause it sounds so cute!” Yoona squealed then glance to Jessica, Yoona stand up and pull jessica to stand up and wipe Jessica’s tears away using her thumb “aish! You get ugly when you cry miss stranger!” Yoona joke, Jessica look away try to hide her blush, I’m Jessica Jessica sign with fear, and Yoona’s eyes suddenly widen “OMO! YOU’RE A MUTE!”

Jessica looked away Trying to hide her fear to be hated, But she was surprise when yoona continue to talk “Aigoo~ don’t be shy! I’m a teacher Of mutes and deaf, People who have disables, But Can i ask something?” Yoona carefully ask not wanting to pushed the subject to the sobbing girl,

Jessica slowly turn and look back to yoona then nod, “Why are you crying?” yoona ask

Someone that I love, hate me because of me being mute

Yoona just nod for understanding then she hug jessica “Don’t worry She’ll eventually realize, that it’s her lost to let you go ………I’ll teach you something!”

 

 On the other hand a Red headed girl saw the whole scene but didn’t heard anything, she saw how the stranger wipe Her girlfriend’s tears, how the stranger comfort jessica, and how the stranger embrace her girlfriend, She admit that she’s jealous it’s all her fault after all, But because of her pride she let jessica and the stranger alone,

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I want her to stay away from me! But why am I feeling broken when I saw that stranger hug her? Why am I hurting like this?

Do I ‘still’ Love you?

Tiffany buried her face to the pillow and cry harder, imagining her life without Jessica makes her heart hurt more than she already do.

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Tiffany open her eyes, she so nothing but a pillow beside her, she didn’t sleep here last night? Tiffany ask herself, after a minute of confronting herself, finally she stand up feeling her throbbing head, she use the table for helping her to stand up, She saw a baggage Next to their bed,

Jessi?

She Slide her thoughts away, and went directly to the kitchen, she saw a birthday cake placed at the center of the table, She step nearer and nearer to the table, ‘Happy Birthday Princess’ She read, then that made her remember that today is her birthday, A loud Click can be heard it’s from the front door, she saw jessica Passed by the living room to their room, She just stood there and wait jessica to come out to sort the things, But to her dismay she saw jessica came out together with the packed baggage, Tiffany’s eyes widen because of the realization, Jessica Met her gaze and smile, Jessica walk towards tiffany and handed something to her soon-to-be-ex-girlfriend Jessica lean forward wanting to capture tiffany’s lips, Tiffany on the other hand she closed her eyes and admitting to herself that she missed Jessica’s touch.

Their eyes meet, it’s a simple kiss but meaningful tiffany can feel Jessica’s sadness while Jessica feels tiffany’s whole emotion,

Tiffany didn’t open her eyes because she’s afraid that if she opens her eyes tears will escape from her eyes,

Then her thoughts interrupted by the door’s sounds, Jessica leave!

Tiffany weakly sat down with her tears continue to fall down it’s a bitter one, She notice that she’s handing a now crumpled paper, she slowly open it and start to cry

Dear Tiffany,

   First of all I want to greet you a happy birthday, I Work so hard just to buy you this Strawberry flavored cake, I hope you’ll like it,

By the way I’m not angry at you for shouting at me yesterday, Maybe you’re just tired and stressed I understand you for hating me, I also hate this condition of mine,

At this time I’m probably out of the house, since you want me to go away, I did this because you want me to, I wish you all the best to siwon I hope he’ll take care of you as much as I take care of you,

I hope You’ll have a good day,

Sorry if my condition takes you to trouble, It’s my fault actually, but it’s okay now I’m gone you can continue your life, life with no trouble just love <3 Your happiness is my happiness so take care of yourself princess….take care because I care ^^

 

PS: i plan to kiss you today after I leave, atleast for the last time I kiss you, and I will treasure it in my heart. Because I love you I really do.

  

                                    -Jessica

Tiffany didn’t think twice, she run out of their house, she start to run at the street while screaming Jessica’s name, her eyes swollen because of the letter she can’t stop her tears so she let it to fall down

Tiffany’s attention divert to the crowd of people,

“Oh My god! Take her to the hospital!”

“The truck! Bump this poor girl!”

“Blood!”

Tiffany heard those buzzed, she froze at her place with her hot tears, She felt the world stop

Jessica

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Tiffany felt her knee wobbled, she give up and let her knee fall down, with her hands still tremble she brought it through her hanging mouth

But her heart stops when she heard the voice that she already missed

“T..Tif…Tiffa..Tiffany!”

Tiffany collect her strength she finally stand up and make her body turn around, She saw jessica alive standing not so far from her with a baggage beside her

She quickly run towards jessica and hug her tightly not wanting to end the hug

She start to sob to Jessica’s neck She feel guilty and sorry at the same time “Don’t leave me, I’m so dumb,So dumb for doubting my love for you, I’m so stupid thinking of breaking up with you. I’m so stupid jessica, Please give me second chance, Jessica please, I’m sorry!” Tiffany pleaded, she makes Jessica’s Shirt wet because of her tears,

Both of them pulled the hug They both stare to each other’s eyes, pain and hurt is all they see “Jessica don’t leave me, I love you so muc—“ Tiffany’s words cut when a lips crashed to hers,

Jessica start to move her lips syncs to tiffany’s. They savored all of their emotions that that kiss, all in one.

“T..T-tif.f..I..L—ov.e Y-you!” Jessica finally blurt out she force herself to say those three magical words, another round of tears escapes tiffany’s swollen eyes,  “ I love you too!”

Tiffany almost explode from happiness, she finally heard Jessica’s voice and its music to her ears, On that day she learn a lesson,

After that day jessica continue her treatment, yoona taught her how to speak, and tiffany finally stop doubting her love to jessica because I love jessica for who she was and what she is.

Love know no boundaries.


 

Hope you like this one, I never expect this. 28 subscribers? And two votes? I’m so thankful to all of you guys. Bear with me and my poor english. Don’t be afraid to tell me what’s wrong in here! I’m willing to learn more from all of you guys :)

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thuxin #1
Chapter 1: I hardly cry but i cried when i read your story such an emotional story love it
NFukada
#2
Chapter 1: Nomatter how much i read this... I still cry when read jessica's letter... Thanks gor sharing this :)
Jeti48 #3
Re read.... Geezzhhh i love all ur jeti story.... Hope u still write about them again...
Teana90
#4
Chapter 1: Gosh you make me cry hard reading this!!! Wonderfully story and I hate tif fany for her stupid action and she shudnt treat jessica like that but I'm happy she soon realized her love
MaoMao_96
#5
Chapter 1: I read it again haha
never fail to made me cry
Rizka_nurhaliza #6
This is so sad..but i love this
sica-yah
#7
Chapter 1: holy shet my heart :'3
Thought it was gonna be angst though xD
I think fany's workers should mind their own business and not be busybodies lel
Woot Yoong teaches Jessi how to talk :))
sicacouple #8
Chapter 1: I love this...