Mondays are supposed to be exciting since you want to start your week right, but apparently my student says the opposite; the instances turn out to be so gloomy. That feeling that I wanted to just go back to those times when he just tries to be funny was the feeling I felt ever since I saw the new schedule for the month of June. I know that it’s our academy’s policy to change students every month, but of all people, why me and Sejong?

I am lamenting on this fact that starting June 6, I’m no longer the TEACHER HE WANTS TO BITE. He seemed too distant this morning and as a result, I was not in the mood to start the “choding”time. I was expecting him to start it, but frustration crept in as I realized that he hates Mondays and he’s not in the mood as well.

I miss the skinship. I miss the smiles and the feeling he sents me as he makes those. In short, I MISS HIM…

I know it may sound so absurd that I am in this state, believe me I can’t believe it too. But though he will be in the same academy and may have the chance to talk to me or share moments with me, having a class with him for a whole 2 hours is just worthless. If only I could say to Mr. Kim, the principal, that I want him as my student and if he’ll just agree, then I’ll continue being happy. However, reality bites and I have to deal with it.

Sejong….. T^T

-Saem-