TaeYeon's POV

After 3 months..

When Im eating..

Onew's mom call me..

Onew's mom: Hello.. This is Taeyeon right ?? 

Me: Yess.. Why ??

Onew's mom: Taeyeon.. You're the bestfriend of my son right ?? 

Me: Yess.. ?? Is there any problem ma'am ??

Onew's mom: Taeyeon.. Im sorry If I didn't tell it to you yesterday..
My son has died yesterday and he died because of cancer..

I was shocked..

I feel I'm not a good friend..

I'm very mad at myself...

Because I didn't care at Onew...

I let him to go away to me. 

Of course, I cry again..

I want to down my phone.. 

But before I down the phone Onew's mom said. 

"Go here Taeyeon. Please." 

So I hurriedly go there...

She gave me a letter..

A letter from Onew..

When I'm done reading it..

I was cry again..

I feel so mad to myself..

Because. I only realized now..

That he loves me..

And , I didnt feel it. 

Im so selfish. 

I didnt love Onew too as what love he gave to me.

But I try to stop myself from crying..

Because Leeteuk and Onew don't wants me to cry..

Now I know.

Im very lucky because I have my sweet and caring boyfriend and lovable bestfriend.

But he's gone now. 

GoodBye my Bestfriend..

I want you to know that I love you too my bestfriend.