Kris POV

I woke up hearing a sob.

Wait.

That sounded like my Tao.

I sat up fast and the lampshade near our bed. And found Tao at the far end of our bed. I mean our bed isn’t that big and now I’m wondering why there’s a distance, a space between the two of us.

The past three years I always find myself under Tao’s embrace or him under my arms every time I’d wake up.

What is with this ing distance between us?

I know Tao’s just an arm away from my grasp, but.

These days.

I can’t help but notice that there’s something off between the two of us.

I’m sorry but I don’t understand where all of this is coming from.

Chanyeol.

I can’t help but think he might be the reason for this.

This blasted space between me and Tao.

Because believe me I also feel myself slipping out. Not that I don’t love Tao anymore. I still do. I still do. I still do I swear.

I ruffle my locks this time.

A bit too harsh I guess.

I thought that we were fine.

I just can’t stand Chanyeol anywhere near me. I can’t help it that he still look like the last time I saw him. Such a happy virus, that boy.

His smile.

Dammit.

I heard Tao choke out another sob.

That’s it.

I pushed myself past the goddamn distance and took a good look of my Panda.

My poor panda is crying. I shake him up a bit. But I guess he’s in a deep sleep now.

Is he having a bad dream?

My poor Tao..

“No…” 

I knew it.

“Kris d-don’t….”

He’s sobbing pretty hard now. I took him in my arms. And may I just say that I miss holding my panda like this.

The office’s pretty busy these days, even with Chanyeol-I mean our new intern, around.

I know I haven’t been home much these days.

And I just want Tao to know how sorry I am and how much I miss him.

He looks so sad and scared even if he’s in my arms right now.

Tell me Tao.

What could I possibly do to stop these bad dreams. You’ve been having them for a week now. It’s like they came the same time Chanyeol did.

Then it hit me.

Dammit.

Dammit Chanyeol.

You know you're still my, how do you say this, dongsaeng.

I know I still love  you.

But Tao.

I can’t leave him.

NO. What the actual Kris. What are you talking about? How could you possibly allow a thought of leaving Tao. Get a ing grip man.

I continued scolding myself as I let my hands comb my stupid locks harshly, again.

Tao.

Tao I’m so sorry.

Don’t worry anymore. Stop having these bad dreams.

We still have everything, right?

Yeah.

But this is still happening.

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Hi gayysssssss, WHADAPPPPPPP HIHIHI I KNOW THE UPDATE IS A BIT TOO SHORT RIGHT!!!!

I JUST WANTED U GUISE TO KNOW WHATS HAPPENING INSIDE KRIS' MIND. THIS STUPID . HAVING OTHER PAIRINGS BESIDE TAORIS!! UGH TRAITOR BEN BEN.

SORRY GUYS, IF ITS TOO SHORT. LETS JUST SAY KRIS HERE KEEPS HIS THOUGHTS SIMPLE AND SOMEHOW A TEENY, WEENY BIT UNDRAMATIC, UNLIKE OUR PANDA WEEHIHIHI THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO SUBSCRIBED AND COMMENT-ED

but holy fuq people

EXO'S COMEBACK

HOW DO U GUISE EVEN   B R E A T H E

I SEE MY KAISOO ON THEIR TEASERS DAMMIT KAI HAHAHA IM SORRY TOO FOR MAKING DOO BI THE BAD GUY HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI IM JUST TOO INSECURE ABOUT KRISYEOL OKAY

BUT ANYWAYS!!!!

IM EXCITED FOR MAY 30!!

I HOPE U GUISE R EXCITED FOR THE NEXT UPDATE!! and please leave a comment I MEAN.

IM STILL RUNNING FOR THE TOO-MANY-SPACE-DAMN-YOU-AUTHORNIM AWARD

oh btw guise have u seen the pattern of my story, tao's pov is based on the first verse on the song wherein crease gets the second verse hehehehehe RIGHT? ARE U KIDDING ME?!