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I need to see her
'She was tall, but really pretty. Gorgeous even. She looked panicked and scared, like she could lose everything at the slightest gesture, so frail on such a strong frame. She looked perfect. I just need one thing from her to know for sure...' I thought as she approached. I sat at the end of the line, waiting to meet as many BABYz as I could, then she came in. She took all of my focus, and now it's almost my turn to meet her. I was way more excited than I've been for anything.
"Hello!" I tried to say in the best english I could. She seemed shy, but she looked like an absolute sweetheart.
"H-hello..." she replied with a shaky yet soft voice. She was scared, but why?
She slide me a note that had nice hangul on it. 'Maybe she knows Korean!' I assumed, but it only said to get the note translated, because her Korean isn't very good, so she wrote it in english. I stuffed the note in my pocket to make sure I kept it with me. Her eyes got wide as she saw what I had done, but looked back down when she noticed I was looking.
"What's your name?" I asked as I went to sign her CD.
"____..." Again, another shaky reply.
"Such a pretty name for a pretty girl!" I exclaimed. It was true! She was beautiful... She didn't reply, she looked as though she wanted to burst into tears.
"Can I ask one thing before of you before you go, ____?" I asked. She nodded slowly in response.
"Smile for me?" She looked up at me, then weakly smiled with her head down. I could barely see it, but I knew she did it.
"Aw, come on~, bigger? Please?" I asked, I really wanted to know if she was it. All I need is her smile. She looked at me with fearless eyes and flashed me the cutest and brightest smile I've ever seen on a girl. She was perfect. The right one. I signed her CD.
Always smile. No matter what. A beautiful girl like you shouldn't hide such an amazing smile - Yongguk.
I wrote. She took the CD, bowed and thanked me, and left. I hoped that I could see her again... I still do to this day...
I eventually got the note she wrote me translated.
Yongguk, You probably get letters like this all of the time, and mine probably isn't any different, but you changed my life. You turned me into a fun loving ball of sunshine, even though I probably don't look like it. I most likely look scared and freaked out, but it's because the person that made me better is in front of me. I used to be the big quiet pushover that could never stick up for herself. She was always in the corner by herself and read silently and was talked about. She was afraid of making friends, and hated the world. Then I saw 'I Remember' and 'Never Give Up' and you looked like you were serious about music and what you did. I had to know who you were. I listened to those songs over and over. I told myself to 'Never Give Up' and push threw. I stood up for myself, made true friends, and found a true passion in something unlikely. You helped me find it, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you so much for existing.Signed: _____
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