Its not that easy

Brave Enough

My name is Soo Young, Choi Soo Young. I'm a 3rd year highschool student here in Hallyu West academy . So here's my story, my life isnt that interesting but its kinda complicated. Wanna know why ? You have to read this story first. 

 

I was in a deep sleep when I felt someone flicked my ear. 

I opened my eyes to see who it was but I saw no one. 

I was about to close my eyes again until ..

''BOOOO !!'' 

''Yah ! Kwon Yuri !!'' I shouted. So here comes my bestfriend. She's crazy right ?  

''You're sleeping again huh'' Yuri took a sit beside me.

''What the hell are you doing here? '' 

''I'm here to study, unlike you'' She smiled. Oh I forgot, we're in the library. 

''This is only the quiet place I know'' 

''I guess you didn't sleep again last night huh?'' She grinned. 

''Its none of your business'' I closed my eyes.

''I know you still have communication with her, you at hiding'' She smirked.

''We only talk for the old time's sake. Its nothing big'' 

''Why cant you just move on?'' 

''I moved on. I just wanna keep her in my life''

''I know you still love her''

''I used to love her, did you just came here to have this kind of talk with me again? I told you that we're history'' 

''I'm sorry, chill Soo. I have no one to bother thats why I'm here'' So there she is, trying to calm the situation down. 

I did'nt answer, I just closed my eyes and.. didnt know what happened next. 

 

 

I was walking through the hallway. 

Humming a lovely song untill I saw someone.

Someone who used to be my everything 

I stopped, I saw her looking me.

I avoided her gaze, but I guess she just wont stop starring at me.

She's with Tiffany, her cousin. 

I caught Tiffany looking at me, but when I turned my head on her

She looked at her opposite side

Whats wrong with this girls ?

Ughh, nevermind. 

I continue walking untill someone covered my eyes.

''Guess who?'' She wispered.

''Lee Sun Kyu'' I smiled. 

''Hows your morning? You look,.. worst'' She said as she turned me around. She saw my eyebags. Oh man.

''Oh uhmn, I did something last night that I did'nt get any sleep, again'' 

''You still have communications with her?'' She asked. I dont know who she was referring. 

''Who's her?'' 

''Oh come on youngie, its your Jessica Jung'' she smirked. 

''What if I said yes, and what if its a no?'' 

''I'll ask Yuri'' She prepared to walk but I was quick to grab her hand.

''Fine, we still talk but its not like before.''

''Why cant you just talk to her in person? You're such a coward'' She jokingly slapped my arms.

''Its not easy, you know what people thinks about us right? They might misunderstand things again'' 

''You and you stupid pride! No wonder why you didn't allow me to hold your hands in front of public'' She cried. She's cute

''Forget that, I wasn't really serious when I told you that I love you. I just said that because I think you're cute'' I pinched her face.

''I still love you, pabo'' And that line shut me up. I only dated her because I wanna make Jessica jealous but didn't work so I broke up with her. 

She started walking away, I guess because I didnt respond to her.

I'm so dense, people always say that to me.

Its not that I really dont care about what other people feel for me, I just dont wanna assume things. 

 

I came home and opened my laptop. 

I sighed, I miss her. 

But because of Jessica, I cant confess to her.

I  don't want people think that I'm a player so I just stopped talking with them, personally.

 

Jessica's POV

I saw her again this morning 

I wonder why she still keep on avoiding me

We used to be bestfriends, but everything change when she confessed to me.

I told her that I didn't feel the same, and that made her took a distance from me.

That time, we still talk personally but nothing much more than that

She occasionally checked on me but thats all.

She never invited me in her house unlike what she used to do.

Our house is near from each other and we used to go to school together

I noticed that she changed, but I know she still care for me.

Every morning, I know that she still waits for me.

I  still can feel her eyes, looking at me.

Not too far but not so close.

I miss her

She's not a funny person she's but not that serious.

She's a like mystery to me, why ?

Because the moment that I thought I know her already was the time that she showed me I was wrong.

She became close with my cousin, Yuri told me that she's in love with Tiffany. But I just shrugged it off. 

They hanged out a lot. Well that was before I asked Yuri to tell her that Tiffany has a boyfriend.

But that wasnt true. I don't know why I did that.

Tae Yeon told me that she has feelings for Tiffany and that gave me idea to make that move.

I love Soo Young, more than a friend. 

Yes I do.

 

Tiffany's POV

Soo Young and I used to be friends

We used to hang out together, she's an out going person

Theres a lot of time that I caught her staring at me, and I somehow felt that ..

She has feelings for me

I kinda had a crush on her

But that was just a friendly crush

Sunny told me that she had a thing for Jessica 

No wonder why they're awkward with each other

But, was that really awardness ?

Soo Young has a great heart, most people told that to me.

Jessica warned me of being friends with her

She said Soo Young is biual

But thats not the point, the fact that they used to be bestfriends bothered me. 

Maybe she's jealous, thats why she wants me to be away from Soo Young

Maybe Jessica loved her, or maybe she still do.

 

Yuri's POV

Soo Young, that kid

Everybody knows that she's biual yet still afraid to have PDA with the person she love

She's afraid of what other people might think about her

And it worries me because I know Jessica loves her,.. now

But she's clueless, she said she love Tiff but the way she look a Jessica

I know its not Tiffany thats in her heart

She fooled her self, she's crazy.


So here's the first, enjoy :) 

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shikshinJagiyaSoo24
#1
Chapter 4: I kennat anymore... Ur stories are daebak...its too sad that its been years already... Comeback authorsshi please...HWAITING!!!!
shikshinJagiyaSoo24
#2
Chapter 4: Authorsshi~ update juseyo~ :3
Va_asianloverz
#3
Chapter 4: please update soon
fanytastic926
#4
Chapter 4: Update soon??
_Rare-Panda_ #5
Chapter 4: Hehe im curious for your updates XD
You write good SoosicFany stories haha
Keep on writing!!! Your doing great!! XD
HWAITING~^^ (^.^)/\(^.^)
fanytastic926
#6
Chapter 4: although it's a bit short update.. i still liked it.. hope you update soon author-ssi.. please don't keep us waiting.. it .. we really love your story.. kekeke..:D author-nim hwaitaeng..^^
SMYoung
#7
Chapter 4: This is complicated but fun. SooFany with Sunny bunny, cute! Bullies! :)) JellySica is mad. Uh oh! I love SooSicFany stories. Glad ypu're back. Aww, don't be sad. Someday you'll find the right person for you. Someone you deserve. Smile. :) Fighting!
maki_rish #8
Chapter 3: Wow.....Drama comessssss....
and damn, I really love soosicfany! so im gonna love this story lol
n I love fany's fans mode lol it's so cute, and the kiss! love it lol
hope sooyoung will be brave and not to care what others think about herself!
looking forward the coming chapters :D:D:D
shtisdoomed
#9
Chapter 3: Fight for Sooyoung , Sica ..
I will support you :)
SMYoung
#10
I pity all of them. Sooyoung is afraid of something and can't express her real feelings. Jessica is hurting because Sooyoung's a coward. Tiffany is also hurting because she knows that Sooyoung can't love her. Taeyeon too is hurting because the one she loves is in love with someone else. *sighs* Poor them. Poor Sica for seeing the kiss. I like the SooFany scene though. :>