Today is the moment we never wanted to have.…Kami's death. Kami was my older brother. The one I looked up to. At least he died in his sleep, peacefully. I never knew it, but he was dying right in front of me! Why did it have to be him?! He was 27 years old god dammit! "______, you ready?" Gackt asked. "Yeah, can I hug you quick?" Gackt nodded his head, I ran up and hugged him. "Why did it have to be him, why not me?" I said crying. "You need to make your brother happy. You know how he is if your not safe, or if your sad. He wants you alive and happy." "Your right! Thank you Gackt!" "Your welcome, and come on we'll be late!" *Later* Mana walked behind and hugged me tightly, "How are you taking this in?" He asked. "It's hard."