A/N : The sentence with bold and italic means it's the lyrics translation of the song! 

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April 20^th 2013. 07.00 AM

Minhyuk turned off his alarm and looked at the calendar, “It has been a week since I came back,” he mumbled before looked at the picture near his bed, “And it’s the day.” He got up from the bed and changed to comfortable clothes before he asked the maid to bring his breakfast upstairs, he didn’t have time to go down. 

I am going to find her once again
Will she accept my heart?

That thought kept ruining in Minhyuk’s mind, made him a little bit worried. Would she come back?

Someone knocked the door and when he opened it, his brother came with his breakfast, “I asked the maid to be the one who give it to you,” he stated, “So you’re really going to meet her today?”

“Isn’t it obvious, Hyung?”

“Have a good feeling today, about the confession?”

The younger just chuckled, “I feel good today for some reason.” After took a bite of his toast, he continued, “I don’t know why. Maybe my confession will get accepted. Or…”

“Or?”

“Or you’re going to break up with Ailee Noona today, Jihoon Hyung.”

PLAK!

His brother smacked Minhyuk with the magazine that placed near him which earned a yelp in pain from the younger. “Don’t talk nonsense,” he said as he took a piece of Minhyuk’s toast and ate it. “Or else, your confession will be the one that failed today. I feel good for some reason also.”

“Hyung, don’t be like that, lah, I’m just kidding,” Minhyuk said.

But of course, Jihoon pretend like he didn’t hear. He just opened the magazine and began to read it.

“Hyunggg~~ God bless you and Ailee Noona, please shove that good feeling of yours. I’ll be accepted!!”

“Geez,” Jihoon said as he put back the magazine, “You’re so noisy, Squirrel. Alright then, god bless your confession,” he added before left the room. *That stupid brother of mine.*

After his brother left, Minhyuk sat on a keyboard-chair in his room. His fingers played few notes then he sighed, “I threw away all my pride for this second confession,” he mumbled to himself. Yeah, he already threw away his pride that he always kept all over the time. The Famous Lee Minhyuk was going to confess to a girl, twice. This was thing that NEVER happened before because of his pride. Again, his fingers played few random notes. Wait, no, it wasn’t random notes. It was a short song that he composed specially for you. “Though I have so much to say, I’ll keep it short.” If he didn’t keep it short, it would be longer than Shakespeare’s biography.

Bored with piano, he went to his study-chair and rested his back. His mind flew to the moment when you were still his. He remembered the times when he couldn’t treat you right because of his personal business. He remembered the times when you mad at him because he forgot many important dates. “I will change and improve so from today and every day on,” he promised himself. Then he remembered his and your dream, ‘I want to have a great love like Gyon Woo and Jik Nyu’.

-

“So… hmm… will you be—AAARRRHHH THIS IS SO HARD!!” Minhyuk screamed in frustration when he said a word wrong (again). It has been his nth time to practice the confession. He sat on his bed and ruffled his own hair, “For you, I stay cooped up in my room, practicing my confession,” he mumbled, “But will you accept it again?”

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“Eotteongayo geudaen gwaenchannna bwayo haruharu geuttae chueoge jeojeo himi deuneyo~~” (A/N: This is Sungjae’s part on Second Confession)

This time, Minhyuk was humming the song that he composed as his hand played a guitar. “I practice singing so I serenade you,” he said to himself. Then a door knock could be heard.

“Hyung.” A voice greeted him once he opened the door. “Are you serious, this time?”

“Isn’t obvious, Sungjae?”

Sungjae just chuckled, “Hyung,” he called, “Even if you fall, get up again, don’t worry, have courage.”

“Fall?”

“I mean, even if you fail, don’t give up, get up again.”

“You know the almighty Minhyuk will never fail,” he praised himself.

The younger shook his head, “Don’t be too confident, Hyung.”

“Whatever. Where’s the doll?”

“Here.” Sungjae handed Minhyuk a big-bag with big bear doll in it. The older mumbled thank which just earned a small nod from Sungjae. “…So, it’s part of your confession?”

Minhyuk nodded, “As you can see,” he said, “I write an awkward letter and buy a big bear doll.”

“I’m the one who buy it, Hyung.”

He glared the maknae, “But it’s my money.”

“Fine. But can I see the letter? Pretty please with Fin.K.L autograph on top?” Sungjae begged.

“Ugh, I can’t see Lee Hyori’s autograph, Sungjae. And no, no, no, no peeking,” declined Minhyuk with BAP No Mercy’s tone on the last sentence.

“Yeah, We are the BTOB!” Sungjae continued.

“Melody Wassup! Uliga Wasseo!”

“Hyung…”

“Yeah?”

“Let’s stop.”

“Okay, I know you don’t know the lyrics after that, you only know girl-group’s song,” Minhyuk teased the stood up and danced to a Girls Day’s song, “Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh, ooh ooh, gwiyeopge~~ Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh, ooh ooh, yeppeuge~~”

Sungjae pouted, “Aahh Hyung! You’re such a meanie. Ugh, I hate you, Hyung.”

“I love you too, Sungjae.”

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Sungjae already left 10 minutes ago. Minhyuk was still confuse with the awkward letter that he was going to give you tonight. An idea popped in his mind and he wrote it down on the paper.

The times we used to love, those dream-like times

He didn’t even know why he wrote that sentence. It just… he felt like he needed to remind her about their not-so-short-but-no-that-long relationship. But, was she still remembering it? His mind flew to the times when you and him used to love each other, it was like dream for him, better than bunch of fairy-tale that he read before. “I can’t forget any of those times,” he mumbled as he added that honest sentence to his awkward letter.

Nan beautiful girl cheongbajiga joha
Jjarbeun chima ttawin gangyo hajimayo hajimayo
Beautiful girl ah~
Ije geuman gasideon gil ppalligayo eoseogayo

“Ah, my phone.” He picked up the telephone, “Hello.”

“Hey cousin!”

“Oh, hey Hyung. How do you do?”

“I’m good here. You?”

“Not that good.”

“Jihoon told me about the confession. I don’t expect it, dude. The almighty and unbeatable Minhyuk is going to confess for the second time. Swallowing your pride, hmm? I see,” he said on the other line, “What will you say if she asks ‘How do you do’? Are you going to lie and said that you’re okay?”

“All day, I only think of you, I stayed up all night again girl,” he answered honestly as if his cousin was you. “My heart feels frustrated on this sleepless night”

“Cheesy much.”

“I don’t care. Is that all?”

“Yeah. Hang up now, bye.”

-

Driving his black car around Seoul, his mind couldn’t let go of you. He felt like you were right beside him, hummed your favorite song, Monday to Sunday. But once he looked at the seat beside him, you weren’t beside him. The seat was empty, even the memory wasn’t there to company him.

Parked his car near a park, he walked around until he found that bench. Yeah, it just like a normal bench in the park with four legs, but for him, it wasn’t. That was a bench where he confessed for the first time. He sat on the bench, and his mind was wondering about you. “How are you? I guess you’re okay. Day by day, I am drenched with your memories so it’s hard,” he mumbled then thought about his confession today, “If you will come back some day, there won’t be any tears.”

If someone asked about what he wanted, this would definitely be his answer.

I want you back baby I swear it’s true

If someone asked about what he promised to you now, this would definitely be his answer.

Won’t ever make you jealous, I’ll make them jealous of you 

If someone asked about what he would beg in this world, this would definitely be his answer.

Come back to me, for eternity

If someone asked about what he wanted you to do now, this would definitely be his answer.

And take a listen to my 2nd confession please

He got up from his seat and headed to the place that you and him agreed to meet. Took a deep breath, he was ready to face the reality. Lee Minhyuk was ready to say his Second Confession to you, without cared if you still loved him or not. Because he did, he still loved you as much as he did before.

Seoul’s road was full with people that night. Minhyuk already stood near traffic light with the bear, waited for you. He caught a glimpse of a girl waited for the light turned green so she could cross the road. It was you.

You and me, now we’re facing each other from across the street. What to do? It feels like my heart will explode.

Never in his life he thought that he’d ever feel this time again, when his heart felt like will explode just because a girl in another side of a road. He looked at the timer, 30 seconds to go, before you crossed the road and stood in front of him. *Someone please send my love through Cupid’s arrow to her, save me,* He thought as the timer kept moving. 20 seconds to go.

3… 2… 1… Oh! It’s green light!

Minhyuk took a deep breath as you started to cross the road, walked toward him. Once you reached his side of the road, he greeted you, “It has been a while, Youngmi-ya.”

“Almost a year.”

“I hope you don’t mind because I asked you to meet me today,” he said and handed the big-bear to you, “For you.”

You couldn’t help but smile when he handed you the big-bear. It was a purple-bear, your favorite color. “Thank you.”

“How are you?”

“I’m fine. You?”

Minhyuk wanted to say the same sentence as he said to his cousin before, but his pride couldn’t say what he was actually feeling without her. So he just formed a small smile and replied, “Not bad.”

“Glad to know that, Minhyuk-ah.”

“Let’s go,” he said and took your hand with his, started to walk to a restaurant, “I still remember your favorite restaurant.”

The dinner went awkward between both of you and him. You didn’t know what to say, and same went to him. Done with food, he asked what he curious to the death, “Can those times come back?” You have him a look, confused. He faked a cough and made his question clearer for you, “Will you be able to be with me again?”

You were shocked, but just shrugged on Minhyuk’s sudden confession. “Why do you want me to come back?” you asked, “You were the one who left me that day.”

“Isn’t it obvious that I’m still in love with you?” he questioned, “I’m sorry for that day…”

You gave him a never-mind look and asked, “If I agree to come back, what do you want to do with me?”

“The restaurant on Garusu Street, breakfast at Nonhyun-dong. I want to taste that alleyway kiss once more.”

“Just it? I can accompany you to that restaurant and let you taste that kiss once more, without let you come back to me.”

Minhyuk bite his lower lips, “It’s not that. Do you know how I’ve been living without you?” He looked at you who were avoiding his gaze, “All day, I only think of you, I stayed up all night again girl”

“You know you shouldn’t stay up all night, even though you have a trouble to sleep at night. It doesn’t good, look at those eyes bags.”

The boy just smiled, so you still cared for him. It made him relieved; his chance to had you back was bigger now. He knew that you avoided the topic and tried to divert the conversation, but he ignored it and still went with that topic, “How about you? I want to go back to you.”

This time, you were the one who bite your lower lips. You wanted to say yes, but you know it was impossible. You didn’t know what to say. “Minhyuk-ah, I can’t…” That was the only thing that came out from your plump lips.

“Why? You afraid of people’s eyes who are going to eyeing us with weird looks since we are getting back together?” Minhyuk asked, “I’m not afraid of other people’s eyes—second confession.”

You still silent.

Minhyuk smiled and handed you an i-pod along with its earphone. He knew that he didn’t have courage to sing it in front of you. His fingers weren’t strong enough to play piano or guitar in front of you, it was getting weak just because saw your face in front of him. You gave him a what-is-it look and he just gave you a genuine smile, “A serenade for you – second confession. Listen to it.”

Put the earphone in to your ears, you heard those sweet melodies which made your heart heavier and heavier. You gave the i-pod back to him, “Still, I can’t…”

“Why? Are your pride not letting you to come back to me?” he asked, “I’m already Throwing away my pride to ask you to come back. Can’t you do the same by throwing away your part and accept me?”

You tried your best to hold your tears. If you could, you wanted to hug him so bad, but you held that feeling. “You can call me selfish, but I don’t care. I can’t throw away my pride and accept you. I’m sorry.”

“Youngmi-ya,” he called you, his soft hands were holding your hands. His eyes looking at your eyes who were teary, “I’ll be everything that you want me to be. I’ll be your shoulder strap and you can be my backpack.”

“Minhyuk—“

“Youngmi?”

A voice suddenly appeared as you turned her head to the source of the voice. Your lips formed a smile when you knew the one who called you, “Luhan Gege,” you greeted, “You’re here too.”

That boy, Luhan, looked at Minhyuk and smiled to Youngmi, “Yeah,” he replied, “I see you are with your friend. Call me when you’re home already so I can go home soon.” You gave him a nod. Then Luhan left both of you and Minhyuk.

“Who’s him.” Minhyuk’s voice sounded jealous and unhappy.

You took a deep breath, “This is why I can’t accept your confession, Minhyuk-ah,” you said, “I’m engaged already. He is my fiancé.”

Minhyuk froze.

Maybe he was wrong, to expect that you were going to wait for him no matter what. And it was his fault at the first place, because he left you alone in Korea. Now, it was too late to change and the time to regret. His lips faked a smile, “Congratulation,” he said, “When he purpose you?”

You wanted to say the truth, that it was arranged by your parents since you were depression because he left you, but no. You didn’t want to raise his hope. Yeah, you still had a feeling for him, but you didn’t want him to hurt more, because your feeling for him was no longer as a lover. What you felt for him, was just a friend and a memory. “Few months ago.”

“Guess it’s too late for me. I’m sorry because I left you alone.”

“I’m sorry, because I made you suffer and prepare this confession to me,” you said, “I hope you can life better without me.”

“No. How can i?”

You were softened. This boy loved you so much. “Minhyuk-ah,” you called him, “You’re handsome, there are many girls out there that wait for you. Forget me and start a new, okay?”

He just nodded, eventhough he didn’t want to. “Youngmi-ya,” he called you, “In order to make me forget you, can I call you Noona? You’re older than me few months, after all.”

Yeah, you were born on July while he was born on November in same year. He called you Noona before, but it changed after you started to going out with him.

You just nodded. “Sure.”

“And Youngmi Noona,” he called you again, but with the ‘Noona’ tittle this time, “For the last time, can you tell me that you love me?”

“Minhyuk-ah, I love you,” you said.

His face became a bit relieved after you said that you loved him, “I feel much better,” he confessed then stood up, “Come on Noona, let me take you home.”

-

It was another month after the confession.

Minhyuk started to start a brand new page of his life, even though forgetting you were one of the hardest things in the world for him. He started to go on a blind date with his Hyung’s girlfriend’s friends, or BTOB set it for him. It sometimes worked, they met for two or three times, but then Minhyuk said that he couldn’t bring it to a relationship. Every time he felt comfortable and wanted to confess, your presence came back to his mind, made him doubt his decision to confess.

That morning, Minhyuk was walking around Seoul hoped for a brunch-café when he saw your silhouette with a boy. *It must be that Luhan that we met in the restaurant,* he thought. His eyes couldn’t stop eyeing you even though it was kind of creepy. “I want to go back to those times but why don’t you know my heart?” he whispered to himself. He saw you smile to that boy, which made him felt happy deep inside. At least he knew that you were in good hand now. But he couldn’t deny that he was jealous of that boy, then he noticed his eyes were getting teary just because saw you in the other man’s hand. *If you will come back some day, there won’t be any tears,* he thought that impossible things again.

He started to walk again, and his body was now closer to yours who were walking with Luhan. You didn’t realized that Minhyuk was right beside you when he whispered something, “Noona, How are you? I guess you’re okay. Day by day, I am drenched with your memories so it’s hard. If you will come back some day, there won’t be any tears.”

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