Chapter 14
how did my life turn out this way ?Yongguk's POV.
I brought her back home and Jongup followed the others to the hospital while Himchan insisted on going back home saying he's too tired to go to the hospital. Jieun was silent the whole time and would only cry the whole way back home which broke my heart to pieces. I brought her to the bathroom and told her to shower but she held on to me tighter than she ever did. "Stay with me" she held on to my arm like her life depended on it. "I don't want to be left alone again." She said trying to controle her sobs. "Okay" i said ans layed her in the shower. I felt her shiver when her bottom touched the bathtub. "Oppa" she cried again "it hurts" she held on to my arms crying. I felt guilty for telling her to come this late at night with only one to protect her. This is all my fault ! If i didn't tell her to come none of this would've happened!! I opened to water and waited it to be luke-warm then started washing her carefully. Bite marks and hickeys were left everywhere on her body and that made my boil inside. I could only imagen how hard and painfull it was for her. "I'm sorry baby" i said letting my tear drop. "Oppa, please clean me!" She said looking at me with her puffed eyes. "I am" i said kissing her forehead. "No, i mean clean me " she said looking down and i understood what she meant. "Babe, you're sore! Let's do it some other time when you heal" i said worried about hurting her. "Leave!" She ordered. "What ? Babe listen to me!" I tried talking to her. "GET OUT !! Leave me alone!! " she yelled shivering. "Leave" she said softly. I tried to remove the hair that was on her forehead but she pushed my hand away. I stood up not knowing what the right thing is to do and went to my room throwing myself to my bed.
Your POV.
Yongguk left me in the bath and went out. I stayed in the bath for a while then stood up and dried myself then went to my room to wear something. No matter how much layers i wear, i still felt . I went to my bed and put the cover around me and wanted to cry myself to sleep but Himchan oppa came in with a plate of food for me. "JiJi-ah, are you awake?" He asked and i nodded. I wanted someone to stay with me right now and Himchan was the perfect persone right now. He smiled and came in. "It's been hard on you" he said putting th
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