f i n a l.
lost.
he wasn't there when she needed him to.
"something had came up, sorry babe."
she knew that 'something' wasn't really important but she didn't really care anymore.
she didn't have time to ask what he had to do or what for.
even though he gives her an answer, she doesn't believe them anymore.
he wasn't always like this.
sometimes he would be loving and caring ... and always be with her.
but ever since he had met Krystal - the new, hot popular girl at school - he had been
spending a lot of more time with her than his own girlfriend.
he thinks that she doesn't know.
but in fact, she does.
"hey sulli, krystal had invited us to her birthday party, want to come?"
of course he wants to go.
but when it's her birthday, he doesn't bother to even say happy birthday.
she shook her head and put on a sweet, happy smile.
"no thanks but tell her i said happy birthday."
he nods and sends her a smile - still giving her stomach a twist.
"see you later sulli-ah!"
he waves but dosen't give her a kiss on her cheek like he always does when he leaves.
nor does he even ask why she doesn't want to come along.
winter comes and she sits on the cold bench, watching the little children play
with the snow. she smiled and closed her eyes.
a memory of him and herself playing in the snow. making snow angels comes up.
that was when they were all happy and bubbly together.
their friendship grew and grew.
she wished it was like that now.
"why did you even agree to do it kim jongin!"
she is already tired of the lies he have told.
and now she's yelling at him and crying.
"why did you even agree to have with her? jongin!"
he sat down on the couch and looked up at her, guilt all over his face.
Kai got up and pushed her lightly against the wall.
she didn't look away from him but just stared into his glassy, brown eyes.
"i'm sorry."
he caught her lips in his.
he wanted an entrance and she granted it.
she guessed, this would be the last kiss she would give him.
before she leaves seoul and study at a university in San Francisco - with Taemin.
she haven't told him yet but she doesn't know when.
three months later ..
the door swunged open, revealing a panting Sehun.
"kai, sulli's leaving."
his eyes widened and looked away from Krystal.
"she's going to San Franciso."
Kai got up and stood infront of Sehun with a questioning look.
why didn't she tell him?
they hadn't talked to each other ever since the kiss.
"has she left yet?"
before the younger one got to answer, Kai had already ran towards the airport.
"yah kai-" Krystal was about to get up but Sehun stopped her.
"don't bother, go to your other boyfriend will ya' ?"
"what are y-"
"myungsoo hyung.. or was he your boyfriend same to kai?"
Sehun took out his phone and showed her a photo of her and a guy kissing in a club.
"yah you bi-"
she tried to get his phone but he clicked send to myungsoo and kai, too late.
his eyes searching for her.
when he finally spots her - he's sees her smiling, at another guy.
but it looked like she had been crying.
he saw the guy bring her into a hug.
"hyung?" he ran towards the two and they pulled apart.
sulli quickly turned around and handed taemin a note, "give it to him please."
she gave the lady her ticket and left.
taemin quickly gave him the note and patted his back. "later kiddo."
dear kai,
sorry i had to let sehun tell you.. haha. i didn't want to tell you myself but
i hope you and krystal have a wonderful relationship.
taemin oppa and i was planning on going to this university for awhile now
and was going to invite you to come along, but when i tried to, you were out
hanging out with krystal, again. so i didn't bother to even try to ask.
.. goodbye kai.
love,
sulli.
kai and krystal are no longer in a relationship after that photo sehun had sent.
he recieved an wedding invitation from sulli and taemin.
he decided to go.
it seemed like taemin was the one who is her prince now, a much better prince than him.
"oh kai! you made it!"
she flashed him her beautiful smile.
he smiled. "well, i better go now!"
she pouted and shook her head. "we will still be in contact."
sulli handed him her number and quickly went back to taemin.
he had no chance of her forgiving him.
no point at all, it was too late.
he was lost without her smile.
a/n: fail.
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