To him he can see me as his bestfriend, but to me i see him as my first love and ONE SIDED LOVE

It hurts to see him with his girlfriend,i know i have to stop this nonesense but i can't and that's why i hate my self,but the best thing is to be happy i know it hurts but i need to try.

"Tao" he said

"yes" i answered him back 

"You're daydreaming again" he said

"no im not im just thinking some things" i replied

"is that so" he said

"kris" said of a voice 

"Are you ready to go Jess" kris asked his girlfriend

"yes,oh Tao,how are you?" Jessica asked

No,Im not fine,and it's all your fault 

"Oh Jess,im fine, what about you?" i asked with a fake smile

" im fine Tao" she replied

"Tao,we have to go" Kris said

"oh,sure,take care" I said 

"Bye" 

"bye" we bid our goodbyes and they left

while me setting in the bench

Tao your so pathetic ,why can you just move one,and love another 

Tao left the bench and went home

"Im home" 

"Tao gege" a small voice said

"Amber" as amber hug his older brother 

"How's your day sweetie" Tao asked

"ugmm nothing happened well we just sing and dance" Amber replied

"okay now take a shower,and i will going to cook some dinner" Tao command

at the of 16 Tao parents died on the car accident and now he is leaving alone with his little sister Amber

Now he is 25,being alone is not easy,everyday he would woke up,cook for Amber,bring her to school.fetch him when his school is done.But thanks to kris sometimes,Kris is the one who take care of Amber while he is overnight ting in his job 

Kris is Tao's childhood friend,when Tao's parents died Kris is there to comfort him,and that the reasons he fall in love to Kris

But Tao never confess his love to Kris,he was afraid that there friendship will loss

Kris is straight and has no interes to fall in love for guy. "Gege I'm finish" Amber shouted "Then don't shout and come down here" Tao shouted back "Okay I'm done cooking" Tao said "So what's for dinner" Amber ask "Steak" Tao replied "Yes,steak" Amber said "Only for today baby,because may salary is out" Tao said After eating the dinner they went to the living room and watch tv Its almost midnight "Okay sweetie,go to sleep now" Tao said "But I'm not sleep yet" Amber said yawning "Hahaha come here let gege cuddle" Tao said while lifting Amber "Good night sweet" Tao side kissing the forehead of his little sister After Tao cuddle Amber he prepared and sleep also