I’m still ji hyun!

My name is shin jihyun. My age? that’s just a number. Yeah I have peterpan syndrome .

I’m single. I like being on my own. Relationship are messy and people’s feeling  get hurt. But that doesn’t mean I never in a relationship.

3 things that really suit me: workaholic, shopaholic, and boyfriendholic . kekeke

I’m workaholic, even I’m still in college, I take a side job as a freelance writer.

I’m shopaholic, I wanted a boyfriend, but then I got monogrammed Louis vuitton and forget why I thought I needed a man.

My life really like rainbow, full of colors . especially my love life. I don’t know why , in this relationship thing, its not enough one or two love story. Why am I being trapped in many relationship? Im a , yeah I know but I’m a lovely if you understand me,  you know? Because I’m SHIN JI HYUN and taking me seriously is a mistake. Relationship is like a game to me and I’m the main player. But sometimes I realized that I forgot it was a game and turn away in tears. I often feels sad and lonely, but who knows I probably deserve it?

I’m childish! And I’m think like that too.

One day, I’m drifting into my thoughts, and that’s the scariest ocean I’ve ever been to.

They call me playgirl? Absolutely no!

My EX  just an experience to me, cause some people come in my life as blessing and others come in my life as lessons

Who are they?

1.Park Jung-soo / leeteuk

2.Kim Hee-chul

3.Han Geng

4.Kim Jong-woon / yesung

5.Kim Young-woon / Kangin

6.Lee Sung-min

7.Lee Hyuk-jae / Eunhyuk

8.Choi Si-won

9.Lee Dong-hae

10.Kim Ryeo-wook

11.Kim Ki-bum

12.Cho Kyu-hyun

My family? Lets not talk about this.

I have one closest cousin, he is Shin Dong-hee / Shindong. He’s really a jokester, he always teased me and call me playgirl.

Yesterday he visited me in my apartment and when he read my book he laughed.

“ you can make the soccer team with your ex “

“ funny oppa” I answered with sarcastic laugh

“ Or they can make boyband like super junior “ he suggest

“ that sorry sorry and mr. simple boy? “ I ask him

“ I prefer bonamana and spy boy “ he answerd

“ they song really suit me, y free and single “ he rolled his eyes

Here I am, in my launch book event,

I re-read my book and suddenly reality hit me, I still love him, my dear EX.

I zoomed out from the audience, reminiscence the memory,

I miss the old times, the old you and the old us~

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at some point you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart but not in your life^.__SJH