They Do Not Know

People say we shouldn’t be together

So what if we are two guys?
Backstage, SS4.
Hyukjae is trying to get rid of his sweaty clothes as fast as he can. Throwing his pants somewhere totally random. One of the noonas hands him his new outfit. He starts putting the new dark jeans on, looking up he sees Donghae. He cannot help but a gummy smile.
Donghae puts his tongue out.
"Cut it off guys. You can flirt later." Kyuhyun says.
"You call that flirting?" Hyukjae replies.
"That is why you are still single." Donghae adds.
Hyukjae raises his hand for a high five, Donghae gladly accepts.

When did God forbid this?
Super Junior Dorm.
Donghae is laying on Hyukjae's chest, listening to his steady heartbeat.
Hae suddenly perks up, surprising Hyuk with his sudden movement.
"Hyukkie?"
"What is it, Hae?"
"What if we do not go to heaven because we are gay?"
Hyukjae laughs at the question.
"Hae, where did you get that from?" Hyukjae thinks Donghae is cute, he kisses the youngers lips, trying to show his adoration for the fish.
"I am serious, Eunhyuk."
Hyukjae pats Donghae's head.
"We won't go to Heaven because of other reasons, Hae. God never said that liking or loving someone from the same is a sin."
"But this is more than a crush."
"This is more than love too." Hyukjae adds.
"So we still won't go to Heaven?"
"Well, Hae, we have done some bad things in our lifes. We are not sinners."
"But I really want to see my dad."
Hyukjae stare softens. He knows that Donghae really misses his dad.
"You know what, Hae? Even if we go to hell, I promise you to somehow bring you to heaven, even if it is for a day. Just to see your dad, okay?"
"We have a deal." Donghae says happily and pecks Hyuk, then he returns to laying on his chest.

I did not force myself to like Donghae.
I did no force myself to love Donghae.
I did no force my brain and heart to go under full break down when he is close.
Super Junior Dorm.
Donghae switches the page of the photo album and quickly points at a picture and laughs.
"Look at your hair, Hyukkie~!"
"Oh god, when was this?"
"Hm, I think it was one year before debut, not sure really."
Hyukjae rests his head on Donghae's shoulder.
"Hae, have I ever told you about the first time I knew...like really knew that I love you?"
Donghae turns his head slowly.
Hyukjae moves to sit right in front of Donghae - to look straight at his eyes.
"Do tell." Donghae says.
"Well, it was around the time that that photo was taken...One day we were at practice. And it was near the end of the practice and I was really tired. Hyung gave us 5 minute break and I lied on the floor, totally miserable. I missed my family, I wasn't dancing good today, stressing over the coming debut...And then you came and offered me water and you smiled and...yeah, I feel in love with that smile at that exact moment."
"So you are telling me you fell in love with me SO LATE?" Donghae stares at Hyukjae with wide eyes.
Hyukjae panics.

We're too young to know about forever

We have known each other for more than 10 years.
Super Junior Dorm.
"Hyukkie, I have to admit something. I have been keeping this to myself for a long time but...I cannot hold it in me anymore."
"What is it?"
"Well...back in high school. You probably do not remember the first time we saw each other on the school hallway...but I do. The moment I saw you - my heart went crazy. At first I thought it was beating so fast because of the girl behind you... so I asked her out - she rejected me, but that is another thing... Now when I think about it. Since then my heart beats only for you."

All the things we went through - they made us stronger.
We basically grew up together.
SM Building.
"Donghae! You are unbelievable!" Hyukjae yells, he is so pissed right now.
"Well, I am sorry, Mr. Perfect, not all of you are smart like you." Donghae replies with a sarcastic tone.
"What happened to you, Donghae?" Hyukjae asks in a small voice, voice which soon will crack.
"That Donghae grew up."

But I say they don’t know what they talk talk talkin’ about

They do not know half of the things about us.
Super Junior Dorm.
"Kids, we all do not have schedules today, what do you want to do?" The leader asks.
"Let's go to a pet shop." Yesung suggests.
"We should totally go eat." Shindong says.
"Why don't we go out for coffee?" Hyukjae & Donghae say in union.
All the members look at them, maybe a little bit creeped out.
"How do you always do that?" Sungmin asks.
"You do not know the half of the things about us." Donghae proudly says, grabbing Hyukjae's hand under the table.

They do not know the things I love most about you.
Super Junior Dorm, Eunhyuk's room.
Donghae is laying on the bed on his back, his body totally relaxed.
Another body is hovering above his - Hyukjae's.
"I love your accent, have I ever told you that?" He kisses Donghae slowly.
"I love your face in the morning."
Donghae keeps his eyes close while Hyukjae says some of the things he loves most about his Donghae.
"Even after so many years your kisses still melt me inside."

They do not know what we fight about.
On the phone.
"I love you more~" Donghae says in a cute voice.
"Donghae, are you using aegyo on me?"
"Maybe.." Donghae giggles like a high school girl, which makes Hyukjae laugh silently.
"Hae, I love you, but I am really really tired."
....
"Hae, you are pouting, aren't you?"
"Yes."
"Hehe, I know you so well."
"Go to sleep, Hyukkie, I love you."
"I love you more and I am totally doing merong right now."
"I love you the most~"
"LIES~!"
"Lee Hyukjae, are you doubting my love, mister?"
"LIES!!"
"YOU ARE! HOW DARE YOU!"

Cause this love is only getting stronger

Every moment I spend with you - I love you even more.
You make me fall in love again and again.
How do you do that?
Even after so many years together - you still make me nervous.
You still make me blush.
You make me feel like a teenage girl everyday.
Restaurant.
Hyukjae moves the spoon filled with rice to his mouth, looking around the table.
"Say Ah~" He hears and looks up - Donghae has wrapped samgyopsal into a lettuce and is trying to feed him.
Hyukjae blushes but opens his mouth and Donghae happily shoves the food inside.

This is real.
Nothing can change it.
I cannot help but smile everytime you do.

So I don’t wanna wait any longer

I do not want to hide this anymore.
I want everyone to see what we have.
What they do not have.
What they might never have.

I just wanna tell the world that you're mine

Only mine.
No one is going to touch you.
Or look at you.
Lee Donghae, you get that, right?

They don’t know about the things we do

They do not know how you hold my hand.
They do not know how you kiss me.
They do not know how dizzy you make me sometimes.

They don’t know about the I love you’s

Secret whispers in the night.
"Hey, Hyukjae." Donghae whispered softly just about Hyukjae's eyes started dropping. He was really tired. "Mmm?"
"Hyukkie.."
Hyukjae slowly opens his eyes to look at his lover.
Donghae smiles that gentle smile of his.
Hyukjae smiles softly, feeling his heartbeat increase.
"I love you, Lee Hyukjae."
Hyukjae's smile becomes wider.
He leans and softly kisses Hae on the lips.
"I love you too."

Secret whispers on stage.

Secretly whispering "I Love You."

But I bet you if they only knew

Only if they really knew.

They will just be jealous of us

They will be jealous of the way we look at each other.
How much we care for each other.
How we cannot go a day without hearing each others' voice.

They don’t know about the up all night’s

They don’t know I've waited all my life

Just to find a love that feels this right

Baby they don’t know about
They don’t know about us