L is what they call me.

Kim Myungsoo is what I’m born as.

It is during times like this that most people begin to question your own identity.

Then again, really… who exactly am I?

To Infinite, sometimes I am L and sometimes I am Myungsoo. They treat me as though I suffer from a split personality disorder. (Of course, I don’t say that out loud.)

From these two years, do they even know the real me?

That’s a funny question. Sometimes (or all the time), I ask myself that. After a while, I got used to the occasional teasings, the praisings (do they really mean it or are they just saying it?) and everything else that came with the life of a celebrity.

In the end, it’s just a matter of acceptance. They cannot accept that without L, Myungsoo is not complete and without Myungsoo, L is not complete.

And so, here I stand with glossy eyes, asking myself who am I and where have I gone.

Never mind, I’ll just live up to what they want me to be.