Finale
Never Leave My Side
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The sun comes up bringing with it the beginning of a new day ... Telling everyone that its already morning now and they should be up going to there jobs or schools or what ever that make people wake up early every day ...... But people kept ignoring the sun and continued sleeping ..... Cause well its Sunday who wakes up early on Sundays anyway
Except that in a little apartment in the city of Seoul things were a little different ... Two figures in bed ... Wrapped up with each other in a mess of skin and sheets ..
*giggles*
*whispers*
*giggles*
" stop it hyukkiiiii " whines donghae while punching his boyfriend's chest lightly
" what baby it's the truth I do love u" whined hyukjae
Donghae blushed " I know ...."
Hyukjae chuckled at his boyfriend's behavior " you look so cute hae "
" please stop it hyukki "
" I won't ... I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you "
Donghae blushed hard but he was smiling nonetheless .... He loved these mornings when him and his boyfriend just get too sweet and lazy and cuddly ....
" baby come ooooooon don't be shy like this we've been together for two years now and you still blush as if its our first date ..." Said hyuk
But then he smirked " you weren't so shy last night ..."
Donghae widened his eyes and his face turned scarlet red " Y..YAH" shouted hae with embarrassment ... But that only made hyuk giggle ...
*knock . Knock. Knock*
" hey stop you love birds you're making me sick .... GOD it's too early to be this lovey dovey ... Come on out and eat breakfast or you'll starve to death in there " shouted jusnu from behind the door
Jusnu and hyukjae were best friends since middle school and lived together for what felt like forever ... When hyukjae met donghae and fell in love with him he asked him to move in with them ... Ever since then and the three have been going on and on with the teasing .... But they still love each other
Hyuk and hae stared at each other then hyuk pouted cutley " remind me exactly why we don't have our own apartment "
Hae giggled and hugged his boyfriend " ooooh you know he loves us he's just being jealous .... Besides you know we can't afford an apartment on our own .. I'm still in collage and your salary deom the pet shop can't be enough "
Hyuk held him tightly and buried his face in his lover's hair " I know baby but I really wanna have you for me only without SOMEONE BOTHERING OUR LOVEY DOVEY MOMENTS ." He shouted his last words towards the door
" WHTEVER MONKEY" came jusnu's reply
Donghae giggled at his boyfrined's expressions " hyukki we will have our own place after i graduate just be patient.... Besides we still can be lovey dovey in here he can't see us "
Hyuk grinned at him and gave him a look .. Donghae bit his lower lips knowing the look on his hyukki's face
Hyuk leaned closer " I love you hae ... I love you so much " he whispered .. His breath ghosting on hae's lips teasingly
" I love you too hyukki ... So very very much " said donghae while blushing cutley
Hyukjea captured his lover's lips in a sweet kiss ... Pouring his love and passion into it while wrapping his arms around hae and bringing him even closer
They broke the kiss panting heavily ... " hyukki ... Lets have breakfast " hae told hyuk with a little blush on his cheeks
" no " hyuk shook his head " I wanna stay here with you all day long .. I'm not even hungry .. Are you hungry baby" donghae shook his head in reply
" well then let's stay here and cuddle all day long ... Unless you don't want that..."
Hae widened his eyes " nooo hyukki I do I wanna stay I just .. I just thought you may be hungry but if you're not .. w-we can stay here all day a-and kiss and cuddle ..."
He lowered his head blushing lightly and hyuk just chuckled and lifted his chin gently making him look in his eyes " you know I really really reaalllllly love you hae .. I love so much I can't have enough of you at all "
Donghae cupped hyukjae's face and said " I know and I love you much much more " he leaned closer and pecked his lips .. Hyuk kept his eyes closed silently asking for more
Hae giggled and pecked him again and again and again .. Then he kissed him
Hyuk titled his head to deepen the kiss .. Hae wrapped his arms around his neck and moved even closer leaving no space between them what so ever
They broke for breath but then hyuk attacked hae's neck while moving to hover above his lover ........
Meanwhile in the kitchen ... " I guess I'll just eat alone.....again " junsu sighed and shook his head ....
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Hyukjae walked into the apartment monday evening after an exhausting day at the pet shop
He looked in the living room and found junsu lying on the couch
" where's my baby "
" hi to you too hyuk ... Your BABY is in your room .. Seriously man something's wrong with him "
" what do you mean wrong he was fine this morning "
" maybe something happened in collage ... I tried to talk to him but he wouldn't tell me anything "
Hyukjae didn't want to hear anything anymore he just wanted to see his hae so ha ran to their room and Walked in to the darkness.
He switched on the bed side lamp and found hae wrapped in sheets up to his head
Hyuk kneeled next to the bed and shook hae's shoulders lightly " baby ... You awake ?"
Hae didn't move but you can totally hear small sobs coming from him
Hyuk quickly pulled the blankets and looked at hae's sad face and puffy red eyes .. He took him into his embrace and held him close to his body
" hae sweetheart please don't cry tell what's wrong and I'll fix it "
Donghae didn't say anything he just kept sobbing hard and clutching tightly to hyukjae's shirt not willing to let go
Hyukjae couldn't take it .. It just hurts him so much to see his baby crying like this and he couldn't do anything about it until donghae calms down and tell him what happened
So he just held his hae closer and ran his hand in his hair in a soothing manner ... That seemed to work cause hae calmed down a bit and pulled away a little enough to look at hyuk's face ...." H-hyukki ....." *sobs*
" ... K-key ... Key broke up with Jong and he was crying so h-hard ... H-he lost him hyukki ... H-he's not with him anymore " he started sobbing again and hyuk just kept a tight hold on him and tried to process what happened ...
Key and Jung were inseparable since they were kids ... The boys loved each other so much that they got married as soon as they finished high school ... It was so depressing to know that such a horrible thing happened
" shhhh baby ... It's okay I know that Jong will be fine stop crying please ... I'll take you to him and we'll stay with him as long as we have to ... Don't worry baby we won't leave him alone "
" T-that's not why I-I'm crying hyukki ... I know w-we won't leave h-him alone ..."
" well then what is it hae baby talk to me "
" I-It's just that .... I'm s-scared .." He paused as if trying to but his words together so hyuk just kept waiting patiently for him to keep going
" I-I'm scared that .. T-that maybe we won't last for ever either "
" how could you think like that I could never leave you baby you know how much I love you"
" key loved J-Jong too but he broke up w-with him "
" I'm sure there's a good reason why that happened and we're going to find out and bring them back together .... But I would never leave you hae ... Look at me " he cupped his face and lifted it gently to look him in the eye
"I'll never leave baby ... I can't leave I belong here ... I belong next to u and I don't think I can live without u "
donghae started crying like a baby ... He couldn't believe that he actually doubted this man
he loves him so much he can't even breath if his hyukki wasn't next to him .. But he was still scared ... He never thought about it before ... But now that he did he couldn't help but think that there is no such thing as 'forever' cause even if his hyukjae didn't leave him .... A human is not immortal ... What if something happened to hyuk ... The thought it self made a shiver run up his spine ...
Hyuk could tell that there was something else in hae's eyes ... Something that he's not saying that was bothering him even more ...
" baby tell me what's on yore mind don't hide anything from me please ... Tell me"
" ..... W-what if ... What if s-something happened to you ..... *sobs* hyukki I can't live without y-you ... *sobs* I-I can't .." The pain in his heart was so much to handle so he clutched hyuk's body closer and buried his face in his chest
Hyuk sighed and wrapped his arms around his loves trying to make him calm down and listen to him
" hae sweetie listen ... "
Hae stopped his crying and lifted his gaze to his lover's eyes ...
" I can't promise you that nothing will happen ... I can't make sure nothing will ... Wether we liked it or not life has its own path and there's nothing we can do about that ... But I can promise you one thing though ... Even if something did happen I will never leave you baby .. My body may not be here with you to hold you and protect you but my soul will always stay by your side ... I'm yours hae I'm all yours ... Body mind heart and soul .. I'll always be there even if you couldn't see me I'm gonna be there next to you and keep being with you forever ... And I know that -god forbidden- if anything happened to you ... You'll be there with me too ... Cause I know how much you love me "
" I do .. I do I love you so so so much hyukki I love you more than anything else in the whole world "
They stayed like that for a little longer .,. Donghae burying his face in his lover's chest and hyukjae holding him even closer and sniffing at his hair trying to hold his tears back ...
'You have to be strong hyuk ... You have to be strong for him he needs you' thought hyukjae to himself ...
They pulled away after a while and donghae was much calmer now ... They looked at each-other and hyukjae smiled at his fish lovingly
" you know what ?" Said hyuk while running his fingers in hae's soft locks
" what ?!" Hae closed his eyes loving the feeling of hyuk's hand in his hair
" I think what I said now would make a really good wedding vow don't you think "
Hae laughed whole heartily " yeah I think it will "
" see now you will have to find something really good to say to match my amazing vow"
Hae pecked his hyukki's lips " I'll just say that I love you .. And that I'm yours for eternity"
Hyuk kissed his forehead before mumbling against it ........
" and I wouldn't love it any other way .... I just can't wait for us settle down and get married already "
*giggles* "don't worry hyukki we will ... Just one more month and I'll be yours .. Forever"
" forever....."
And then they kissed ... Long and hard with tongues and saliva ... Expressing they're everlasting love for each-other ...
~~ The End~~ ^_^
A/N: I know it's not good at all ... God this was so hard ... I never thought it can be this hard to write it ... It didn't turn out how I imagined it would AT ALL o_o
Comments are appreciated <3
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