hello, hello

how's life treating you
it had been awhile since us became history

funny how you seems okay
yet here i am not even close to okay

hiding in my apartment, in my bed
underneath piles of blankets
because the bed feels cold without you
 

your pillows still smell like you
i am afraid, if it stop smelling like you

waking up in the morning
after a whole night thinking it's going to be okay tomorrow
but my morning always feel incomplete without seeing your face
your face your kisses even your snores greeting me before everything else
 

how i miss the peaceful morning
now i spent every morning in tears
hoping somehow you will appear in front of me again

i want to be okay
 

to show you that i am okay
 

will you give us another chance
 

then i will be okay
 

please