-Eunhee POV-

I’m sorry I can’t make it

Why is it always like this? He can’t even bother to tell me before? AND HE JUST TEXTS ME!? Right now I’m freezing my of at a park waiting for him to come and he says he can’t make it?! Why the hell do I put up with this crap?? I’m he’s girlfriend, but no one knows that because our relationship is “secret”, Why can’t he understand that every time he says he can’t make it breaks my heart? Where is my old Heechul? The Heechul that used to smile, that used to call me every day, no matter how busy he is, the Heechul that I fell for? Where did you go Kim Heechul?am i selfish to ask for that much?

As I walk home I see a bill board with Heechul and some Snsd girls on it, hmm… I know I can never be as pretty as them… or as skinny as them, but are looks the only things that are important? I walk home and place my bag on the counter, and have a nice warm shower, I’m hoping this will help wash away the pain, but still the only thing in my mind is the picture of Heechul’s face. Even as I place my head on my pillow, will I ever get over him? I don’t think so… I’ll miss him too much…

I still remember when he confessed to me, he was so nice back then… we actually met in elementary school but we got closer during our freshman year in high school, he was so sweet when he confessed, but he was somewhat very ignorant? No that’s not the word, hmm... Confident~

“Eunhee-ah! ~ “he called

“Hmm? What?” I said

“Can you come with me to the music room? I forgot my book” he said

“Why can’t you go by yourself? Your 15, I don’t think you a baby anymore” I said

“Aish! Can’t you just come with me?” he said frustrated

“Fine, fine but you owe me after this”

“You’ll get what you want “he whispered with a sly smile

“You sound like a erted e” I said

“No I don’t,” he said and stuck he’s tongue out

As we walked up the stairs towards the music room, heechul seemed to be more quiet than he normally was, I thought he was just having PMS or something, cause you know him and he’s random mood changes. So basically I just shrugged off he’s quietness and walked the rest of the way up the stairs

“Wait here” he said before fleeing into the music room

As he said I waited there, but it wasn’t long until he called me in, as soon as I stepped into the room I heard Yiruma’s Kiss the rain play (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=so6ExplQlaY)

“Kim Eunhee, will you be my girlfriend?” he said

“w-wh o-oh umm…. Ok?” I said

“What the hell was that? ‘w-wh o-oh umm…. Ok’ he said in an imitating tone

“Fine, no” I said

“NOOOO I TAKE IT BACK!! I LOOOOOOVE YOUUUU!!!” he said exaggerating the situation and hugged me from behind

“Hehehe~, I love you too,now I need to go home before my mom kills me” I said and hugged him back

“Let me walk you home” he said

“Why? I can walk home myself, I’ve been doing it for the past 5 years, im not like you!” I said

“I wanna come with you~and HEY!! I CAN WALK HOME!!” he said in a whiney tone

“whyyyyyyyy” I asked

“Because when I’m away from you I’ll miss you too much and I’ll probably die” he said abit too happily for anyone in the right mind

“Fine, let’s go” I said and pulled he's arm

I woke up this morning feeling blue, so I’m planning to visit super junior oppa deul ,I hope they cheer me up, plus I get to play with Heebummie and Beangshin ^^, I’ve packed lunch and ready to go, I grab my keys and head off to SJ dorms, I press the door bell, and as always. Ryeowookie answers, and lets me in, I walk in to see the dorm in a mess, looks like Chullie got into a fight with one of the members…

“He’s in he’s room, but he’s abit angry right now” leeteuk said quietly

“What happened this time?” I asked

“He got angry at donghae for whining” kangin replied

“He’s really getting worse… he’s getting angry at the smallest things…” I said

“I hope he calmed down….” Leeteuk said looking a he’s feet

"but how's donghae? he's probably shaken up" i asked

"enhyuk is taking care of him,they left acouple minutes ago" leeteuk assured "but i'm not too sure heechul's ok" he added

“I’ll go see” I said shortly

“Be careful” leeteuk warned

“I’ll be fine, I’m he’s girlfriend after all” I assured

I walked near he’s room and knocked on the door, but all I could hear was silence , I knocked again, and I could hear soft sniffling behind the door,  know he was sitting on he’s bed, I know he was surrounded by tissues, I know that he’s broken inside, how do I know this? This has happened a lot since we first got together; I slowly turned the door knob and entered,

“Heechul” I whispered

“Go away…” he demanded coldly

“It’s ok, it’s just me” I said

“Nobody understands me… so stop trying and go away” he replied with venom dripping from every word that came out of he’s mouth.

“Why won’t you let the others help you?” I asked ignoring he’s command

“Don’t you understand? I said go away” he said again

“I want you to be happy” I said

“You’re just like everybody else, your only saying that because they told you to right? JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!” he screeched

“Why do you think that? Do you think you’re the only one with a hard life? Do you know how much it hurts me when you say you can’t meet me after i 've waited an hour? When you’re too busy to call or even text?you don't even tell me when you’re overseas, and i only find out because i see you on t.v? EVEN LEETEUK TAKES CARE OF ME MORE THAN YOU DO!! AND IS HE MY BOYFRIEND?! HUH? IS HE?” I screamed

“THEN LEAVE ME AND GO DATE HIM IF HE TREATS YOU SO WELL!!” he yelled back

“WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!HUH? TELL ME WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY!!I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!” I screamed

“LEAVE ME ALONE!!”  He shouted

“FINE!! BUT DON’T BE SURPRISED IF I NEVER COME BACK!!” I screamed and charged out the door, only to burst out in tears after walking out, I’m guessing leeteuk saw and he comforted me,by hugging me and patting my back

 

-Heechul POV-

Why am I like this? i can hear her crying outside...WHY DID I DO THAT! I’M SO DAMN STUPID!!! ARGGGHH!! I’m such a mess…I screamed and one of my best friends, I lost my girlfriend, and I’m crying my eyes out in my room… I’m really that bad? I HATE THIS!!! I WANT TO GO BACK! I WANT TO BE ME!!but she's probably with leeteuk right now... i knew he liked her.... im sorry Eunhee-ah....i'm sorry for being such a crappy boyfriend...if she really does go with leeteuk she'd be happier though...she'd smile again....smile....

“Heebummie…have I changed that much?” I cried “am I still Kim Heechul?” I asked

“Meow…” Heebum replied

"aish... i fell horrible" i said

"prrrrrr" heebummie replied again

“I should apologize shouldn’t I? I should go find her… I need to go find her…” I said as I stood up

“Meow” Heebum meowed

“Thank you heebummie, I’ll be back with milk” I said with a forced smile

“Mweeooo”heebum whined

“Got it! full cream ” I said and left,

I rushed out the door and asked leeteuk where EunHee went

“Yah, Teukie, where did Eunhee go?” I asked in a hurry

“She just went down stairs, I think she went by taxi” he said “if you hurry you might catch her before she goes” he said with a forced smile

“Thanks Teuk” I said and ran out

“No problem” he said with a sad smile “wait!!! You forgot your disguise!!!... aish..."

I ran out and down the stairs as quick as I could, when I reached the bottom floor I saw Eunhee going into the taxi, I ran towards the taxi, but I was too late it drove away already

“Aish… screw my image!” I whisper under my breath and  I start running after the taxi,

“EUNHEE-AH!!!, WAIT!!”I yelled not caring if fans saw, I saw the taxi stop and Eunhee emerged from the taxi

“Heechul!!, what are you doing? There are fans!!” she yelled

“I don’t care…I’m sorry” I said

“Heechul!!THERE ARE PEOPLE HERE!!” she yelled in a hushed tone

“EVERYBODY!! I AM SUPER JUNIOR'S KIM HEECHUL AND THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND KIM EUNHEE!!!” I yelled

“Heechul… you deserve someone better than me….” She said

I frown at her statement “I already have the best girl in the world”

“Heechul stop it and go home…”she said

“No” I said “not until you forgive me” I said

“Aish, why are you so stubborn?” she said frustrated “I forgive you… I always will…” she said with a sad face

“Will you take me back?” I asked hoping for the best

“I-I want to, but…I-I c-cant” she said

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry for all the things I did, I’m sorry for not being there when you needed me most, I’m sorry for being selfish and not caring about you, I’m sorry…” I said already on my knees pleading

“Heechul, get up, you deserve better” she started “I’m just an ordinary girl, you’re an idol, we don’t belong together”

“You’re an ordinary girl, the ordinary girl that captured my heart, and so what if I’m an idol? I’m still human; I have feelings, and who said we don’t belong together” I said

“Heechul, please…j-just let g-go…p-pleas-se...” she said on the brink of tears

“I-I can’t…. please don’t leave…because I’ll miss you too much, i'll probably die” I said

“whyyyyyyyy” she asked

“Because when I’m away from you I’ll miss you too much and I’ll probably die” I said abit too happily

“Fine, let’s go “she said

I remember that moment like it was yesterday, I will forever cherish that day, I know she will too. she knelt down with me and started crying, I comforted her by hugging her and patting her back as she cried on my shoulder.

“I’m sorry EunHee-ah I promise to stop acting like a selfish jerk…” I whispered into her ear

“I’m sorry for creating all this fuss, I’m sorry for being a bad girlfriend, I’m sorry for not understanding you” she said

“You didn’t do anything wrong, why are you saying sorry for, I don’t care about the fuss, it’s about time people know we were dating, you’re the best girlfriend a guy can get and you understand me, you just don’t know that you do” I said “so will you take me back?”

She just nods into my shoulder, and I can hear cheering around us, I noticed we were surrounded by the people that lived around the neighborhood and fans, then I noticed the super junior members smiling and cheering too, I guess they came down when they heard the commotion we caused

“Kim Eunhee, saranghaeyo” I said

“nado sarange,Kim Heechul” she replied,

I knew I had a HUUUUUUGE smile on my face, and I probably looked like an idiot, but what the hell right? WHO CARES!! BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!

"GUYS!!! GET OFF THE ROAD!!!!" leeteuk screamed as a car came from the curb

i closed my eyes and hugged eunhee to protect her

"AHHHH" was all i heard from the fans, as i opened my eyes i see leeteuk holding both of us ,protecting both of us, the car hit he's back abit, that must really hurt.

"l-leeteuk o-oppa" Eunhee whispered "a-are you o-ok?" she said slightly trembling

 "I'm fine, how about you two? "he said with a smile

"HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT!! YOU JUST GOT HIT BY A CAR!!" i screamed

he stood up and dusted he's pants off "its just a little bump, i'll be fine

"are you sure? your back is bad already, we don't want to worsen it" she said worried patting Leeteuk's back

"YAH!!! NO SKINSHIP WITH LEETEUK!!!i screamed

"tsk tsk don't be so jealous, it's bad for your wrinkles" he said with a smirk

"I DO NOT HAVE WRINKLES!!!" i screamed

"aish you two..." eunhee said with a hopeless face "you both have wrinkles so just face it" she said with a smile

"YAH!!" me and leeteuk said at the same time

"anyway, lets get off the road before we get hit by another car" she said while walking toward our apartment "plus we need to aid teukies injury right?"

"w-wait does that include teukie taking he's shirt off and you touching he's back?" i asked

"maybee~" she said and smiled like a chesire cat

"NOOOO!!~~~" i screamed and ran to her

"aish these two" leeteuk whispered

the three left into the apartment leaving fans,neighbours and the driver in shock. super junior realised there were fans and tred to quickly run to their apartment without the fans noticing but, found out the three in the appartment locked the door

"HYUNNG!!!!!" donghae screamed as he knocked on the door countinuously

"HEEEELLPPPP MEEEEEEEEEEE" screamed sungmin

"kekeke" the trio inside snickered

ONE WEEK LATER

"leeteuk-shi got into a small car accident correct?" the reprter asked

"yea,but it was just a little bump,nothing too big, its just a bruise" he replied

"hyung, if it's just a bruise why do you keep whining about it at home?" kyuhyun said slyingly making leeteuk blush

“Kim Heechul, is it true you have a girlfriend?” the reporter said

“Yup” I said confidently

“can you tell us a little bit about her?” another reporter said

“well, she’s the best girlfriend a guy can every get, and I’d miss her sooooooo much if she was gone, I love her with all my heart”he replied with a smile

AFTER THE PRESS CONFRENCE

“Chullie oppa!!” a familiar voice screamed out to me

“Eunhee!!” I exclaimed with my arms wide open, waiting for a hug, and that’s what I got, yup it’s been a week, and everything’s gone back to the way it should be, Eunhee is as caring as ever, and I’m not a selfish jerk, everyone’s happy right? Oh yeah, we’re planning to get married soon sooooo ^^ my life is back on track and I get a bonus ^^ all good,

No more selfish jerk heechul, there’s only charming prince heechul

“not to mention he’s vain, he won’t let me use he’s mirror” – Eunhee

“I so do!!” –Heechul

“noooo yoouuu dooonn’tt” –Eunhee

“you know I love you ^^” –Heechul

“I love you too” –Eunhee