Each day

I'm slowly

dying,

without any of them being here anymore.

How did

I even survive up to this point?

My mind tells me..

"They'll never come back"

"Stop wasting your time, move on"

"You're only torturing yourself"

   Each minute--second---of every day,

the memories,

moments,

flash backs,

replay in my head.

Including the spoken words..

   Inside..

it tells me..

"I can't take this anymore"

the emotions.

Waves of sad and confusion,

wash over me.

drowning me.

   In result..

showing no emotion

seems like

the only answer.

 

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Date: Feburuary 1, 2013       Time: 10:31 am