Pity. Sadness. Regret.
This Night
Reality began to sink into me like cold water pouring down on you on a rainy day. He was a robot. Supposedly, my slave robot.
"So..." I delved into a new subject. "Where are you going to stay?" I knew this question was absurd, but I felt pity, sadness. Why?
He played with the hem of my white t-shirt, forcing my heart to act like a mother. He kept quiet for a while. The silence was killing me.
I grabbed the bowl and fork, walked over to the sink and placed it in the silver square.
"I don't have a home."
He said it. The five words I dreaded. My nice personality just couldn't take it anymore. I walked over to him and declared, "Stay for the night. There's a guest room, and I have extra blankets in my room."
His face automatically lit up. My heart and emotions went on an adventure. An adventure to "joy-land". What was this feeling?
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The night was getting darker and eerier. I took a light shower and changed into sweatpants and a tank-top, with a loose shoulder t-shirt over it.
The robot was sitting on my sofa like my father usually does. Oh, wait. It should be "used" to. He's dead. My mother too. The died through a tragic cliché car accident.They were coming to pick me up from their business party. It was all MY fault. I was with my "friends" at the norebang (karaoke), getting drunk and all. You name it.
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