Donghae's PoV

 It was such a fine day,or was it?.I was walking around the city,until I ended up going to that  place.The old abandoned park.This park holds so much memories..memories with her. I miss you so much,more that you could've think of.We were so happy.You were always there by my side but now where are you?

(Flashback:5 months)

Me and Na Yun were happily strolling around ,hand in hand.We were so happy..so much that we didn't care about anything else but our love and each other."Oppa,can we go to the park?"Na Yun softly asked,I smiled at her and answered with a gentle voice "Of course,anything for you Na Yun" .After hearing my answer her face was plastered with a happy expression.We began heading to the park,not the local park where many couples and people crowded around but old abandoned park.It became our favorite place ever since we discovered it while walking around on our first date.We arrived shortly at the park and sat on one of the benches.Even though it's old and abandoned ,the view and scenery is very beautiful which I don't  really get why the people here abandoned its beauty.But,on the brighter side,we can get this place for ourselves and mark it as our own,I'm not being selfish here but it really feels great when you have such a place like this to let out your feelings and be alone with the one you love.My train of thoughts were interrupted when Na Yun rests her head on my shoulder,I smiled to myself and put my arm around her and held her hand  firmly on the other.Suddenly,her grip tightened  "Oppa" she called me with her sweet and sort voice "Hmmm?"  "What would you do if I leave you?"she asked out  of the blue .I was clearly taken aback by her sudden question,normally she won't ask things like this "Why do you ask?"I shot a question back at her,clearly curious of the reason why she asked that kind of question."Just asking,so what will you do?"she muttered and asked again "I..I-I don't know what will I do if you leave me "I answered,a scared tone was clearly evident in it.I really don't know what will I do if she leaves me,just thinking about it makes me fell really scared."But you won't leave me right?"I nervously asked as I impatiently waited for her answer.I tilted my head to look at her more closely until our eyes met.Her eyes....her eyes  seemed to express .......uncertainty.She broke the eye contact as she shifted her head  avoiding my gaze ."Mmmm"she replied and nodded her head and smiled sweetly at me.I smiled back at her and  exclaimed "Promise?" as I held my pinky finger up high.She slowly lifts her pinky finger up and interwined it with mine."Y-Yes" she stuttered,I quickly wonder why she stuttered but shrugged it of as I thought that maybe she just isn't used doing thus childish thing with me.I gently pulled my finger away and looked up at the sky,realizing that its getting late I stood up and held my hand to her,she looked at me,confused was written all over on it "Its getting late Yunnie,let's go home okay?"  " But Oppa can we stay longer please?"she pleaded with her puppy eyes,I looked away since she knows that it it my weakness "No we can't you've got to rest okay?"I inquired and  looked back at her,she pouted  and nodded her head cutely,I chuckled and thought *How cute*.She stood up and took my hand and we started walking .Even though I,myself doesn't want to part ways with her,she has to rest and so do I.As we were walking out of the park I said"I'll walk you home"she just chuckled at my statement and murmured "You always do".After a short walk we stopped in front of the gate of her apartment and said our goodbye’s.She gave me a last peck on the lips before waving at me and walked inside the gate.I smiled and waved back before walking away happily but her question still lingered on my mind but just shrugged it off and continued to walk towards my house.

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*Ring Ring Ring* My phone rang in the middle of the night *Who would call me this late at night?*.I grabbed my phone and answered it without looking at the ID caller “Yoboseyo?(hello?)” I muttered at the phone with a hint of sleepiness in my voice “Yoboseyo?Donghae-ah?” a familiar female voice croaked,there was a sense of nervouseness and worry in her voice “Ne(Yes) this is Donghae,may I ask who is this?”I replied to the mysterious voice “This is Seul Ri,Na Yun’s sister” the voice introduced itself “Oh Seul Ri-ssi,wae?(why?),what’s wrong?” I asked her “It’s about Na Yun”she remarked,you could now tell that she was crying “What’s wrong with Na Yun?” I worriedly asked *I have a very bad feeling about this*.Seul Ri began to explain what happened.After hearing her explanation I dropped my phone onto the ground with my eyes widened.I quickly stood up from my bed and dressed up as fast as I could.I ran all the way to my car in the fastest pace I could reach and drove away.Tears welled up on my eyes as I made my way to the hospital.*Why,Na Yun,why?*,suddenly Seul Ri’s words began to repeat on my mind...”Na Yun...Na Yun is sick and in the verge of dying”Seul Ri sobbed at the phone .Thinking about Na Yun dying makes a tear finally escaped my eyes.*How can I be so stupid to not notice the changes about her.Paler,skinnier,always hurting yet I didn’t notice,I’m such a bad person*.Once I arrived at Seoul hospital,I parked my car to the nearest slot available and ran inside.”Where’s room 401?”I asked the person on the reception “It’s on the 2^nd floor on the right corner “ she answered almost immediately after I asked,maybe because she felt my uneasiness and rush.I thanked her and made my way on the 2^nd floor in a fast pace,not minding the people I bumped into. I finally reached the room and burst inside the door making all heads in the room turn to me.I ignored all the stares and saw Seul Ri crying hard,beside her was Na Yun and her lifeless body  lying on the hospital bed *I’m too late*.I walked towards Na Yun’s figure and its as if everything felt like it was in slow motion.This time my tears flowed rapidly on my face.I reached the edge of her bed and kneeled down on the floor while holding her hand tightly.”So this is what you meant by leaving”I whispered to her lifeless body with my head hung low.I cried harder and harder until I felt a tap on my shoulder.I looked up on my side and saw Seul Ri ,she gripped something in her hand and handed it to me.I took it from her and saw a paper,I looked at her confused on why did she gave me a piece of paper.”Its from Na Yun,she asked me with her last breath to give it to you when you arrive or when I see you”she implied while hearing her sniff.She walked back onto her seat as I let go of Na Yun’s hand.I opened the folded paper and read the words scribbled on it:

Dear Donghae-oppa

“Hey Oppa,if you’re reading this,I might be gone.I’m sorry that you to see me in my state right now but I couldn’t find the words to tell about my illness.Oppa,even though our time together was short ,I treasured every single second of it.Sometimes I wished that we could make more memories but I couldn’t care about that anymore when I’m with you,even just a second.Because being with you is enough and is all I care about.I didn’t regret,even once that I loved you.Even though we already got into many fights,we stuck out to each other till the end and its the reason we keep getting stronger.Oppa,even if we live in many other life,I will always love you and only you,which I kept remembering when I first saw you and met you.I’m really sorry that I kept my illness from you but that doesn’t mean I love you any less.All I want is to be with you and enjoy my life with you,of course I also want to enjoy my life with my friends and family,hehe.I’m really thankful to God that he sent you to come and change my life.I had a really good life with you but now you have to move on and continue with yours,who knows maybe there will be someone who will appear in your life that can love you more than I did.Of course,I didn’t forget about the promise that we made yesterday,to not leave your side cause I will always be there no matter what.Guess this letter is way too long now.Remember always that I love you forever and ever.”

                                                                                                            -Truly yours,

                                                                                                                Na Yun

After I read the letter,I couldn’t handle it anymore and cried at my hardest state.I stared at her body once again *Despite hurting so much,she kept smiling for her family,for her friends,for....me.Don’t worry Na Yun,you and your love will be forever number one on my heart,nobody can love me as much as you,nobody can replace your place in my heart*

“I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY VERY OWN LIFE RUNS OUT” I whispered softly which my voice is barely audible.

(End of Flashback)

A tear escaped my eye as I reminisce the past.I walked away from the park and led myself onto Na Yun’s grave,praying for her.I stood up straight after I ended my prayer and spoke to myself “I’ll continue to live happy for you,I’ll move on with my life just for you so please keep watching me okay?”

“Wait for me there,Na Yun,saranghae”.After muttering the last part I turned my back and walked away,remembering the precious memories I had with her.

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Author’s note

Okay,I clearly think it is too much dramatic,but either way please leave a comment!hehe.

Thank you to all the people who read this,i’m very thankful that you kept reading a failure not to mention to dramatic story of mine..hehe but i’ll make a very nice one after this!so wish me good luck J

Sorry for the wrong grammars,English is not my fist language J

Thank you again!!