It was one summer morning...

yes. one summer morning when I found something lost from me.

 

I was cleaning my room when my mom called me down.

"Ha Na~ahh. Can you please get the last box outside", my mom said.

"Dae, eomma", I said and went outside to get the box.

 

"Neh eomma, where shall I put these things", I asked her.

"You can put it in our stock room, but please be careful putting it there,

some things inside are very fragile"

 

"Dae" I said as I went to the room.

Suddenly, a small blue notebook with lock fell in front of me.

I scan it and look at it curiously.

I ran towards my room and put it on top of my desk.

It was so dusty but as I look at it more, I felt it was somewhat familiar.

 

I cleaned it and look at it in shock.

"This... is.."

"Ha Na~ssi. Let's go see your entrance test result at..." Jiyong suddenly stop saying

the remaining words and look at me as he enters my room.

"Oppa, you should knock" I said and pouted.

"Oh, sorry. I forgot, I'm just too excited and..,

what's that your holding?' he suddenly ask.

"It's nothing" and I look at it more.

** this was my lost diary, it's been two years since I last wrote my goodbyes here **

I thought and sigh.

"Eh? What's the problem? Does that diary of yours remind you of someone?"

he said and give me one meaningful smile before he leaves my room.

"Anyway, don't forget we will leave now" he said from afar.

"Dae, oppa~" I said.

 

"It has been awhile, I wonder where is he now"

I said to myself and close my eyes... remembering all those memories.

 

 FLASHBACKS....

Here you are, standing in front of your own school.

Another day to kill.

~Ha Na's POV~

** The usual day is here again.

There they are, those creepy girls that keep on squealing just by looking at him.

I mean, what's so important about that guy?! So annoying! **

I thought to myself and gave a deep sigh.

~End of POV~

 

"Hey, Ha Na~ahh, what's with the face?" my unnie asked.

"Dara~unnie.." I said and pouted.

(Dara Park - my sunbae and unnie)

"Neh, do you have some time? There's something I want to ask" Unnie asked and

look at me hard.

"Dae, what is it unnie~?" while we are walking around the campus.

"What happened to your Jiyong~oppa? He has not attend a single class yesterday

and someone told me he was walking by himself looking all gloomy."

said worriedly and I look at her in disbelief.

 

** who would believe Dara~unnie fell in love with my stupid brother,

it just hurts me to see her look all sad because of him. Very annoying **

 

"I didn't even saw him at home either but don't be so worried unnie~.

He may have a good reason."

"Dae. I hope so." my unnie said before going to class.

"Neh, Ha Na. Let's eat lunch together later."

"Dae unnie~."

"Okay, glad to here that. I'll be going now. I'm late."

and she run towards her class.

 

~Ha Na's POV~

"Ah. That jerk, I will kill him if I see him! How can he be that insensitive

towards Dara~unnie? He's really an annoying brother"

I walked with anger towards my room when suddenly...

~End of POV~

 

There he is.. a guy whom i had never seen.

That curly perm hair.. It felt like time suddenly stops.

Having some unstoppable fantasies when...

 

"Get out of my way you stupid girl!!"

someone pushed me that made me stumble down..

"Oh? Mianhae, I didn't know your that weak.. You just became an eyesore to me.

You block my way towards my dearest Kai." and walks away from me laughing sarcasticly.

 

~Ha Na's POV~

** Ugh. That ! How dare she pusheded me.

Girls in this school really are very mean. I just hate them. **

** But wait, she said Kai. So that's he's name.

He's kinda popular so I'll be nothing in his eyes. **

"Ehh?!! What am I thinking! Get a grip Yul!

and oh? I'm late!!"

 

As I ran down the stairs to go to my class.

~End of POV~

I was there, sitting near the window.

I can't even concentrate, he's all over my mind.

** Ugh. This is too much. Stop it **

~~~~~~~~~~~

The bell ring atlast.

"Neh. A-na, do you know the talk of the campus now?"

Yoona, my bestfriend said while reading her notes.

(Im Yoona - my best and childhood friend)

 

"Aniyo. Is it even important to know? It's just a waste of time."

I said while standing in front of her.

"Hey, are you even listening to me?"

"Ehh? You saying something A-na? I am concentrating actually"

and there she goes again reading.

"You know what Yoong, there's this someone.. I saw him right in front of me.

He was someone I know I can't resist"

Yoona looked at me after hearing those words.

"Did you by any chance fell in love?"

"Eh? What are you saying? I'm not.. Ahh.

I need to go.. Uhm. I... I have something to do." I said panicking and walks

backwards...

"Ouch! That hurts." a voice from behind me said.

I look back and there he is.. with those looks in his eyes.

END OF FLASHBACK...

 

~Ha Na's POV~

It was a long time since I felt that heartbeat..

It was only with him I found every missing part of me. But I guess,

it was just a part, one beautiful part of my chapters i life.

*sigh*

"Seo Ha Na. Enough of the past. Move on."

~End of POV~

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~Author's POV~

So back with the peresent time, Ha Na and Jiyong went to the

university she was supposed to enter.

They search for her name to see the exam results.

It was one hot afternoon that they couldn't longer take being there

for so long.

 

They went to a near cafe and drink some refreshments before going

back to what they are looking for.

 

After finishing, they search again for the results and finally found them.

On the way home, Ha Na saw someone that caught her attention.

She kept on looking at that person thinking he is somewaht familiar.

 

FLASHBACK.....

Here we go again in this school..

(The School *it's actually one of our universities in the country*)

 

 

But it's quite different from before.

Now, there he is waiting for me beside the tree of the fine arts building.

 

~Ha Na's Pov~

There he is. Looking to my way with that serious face again.

*sigh*

It's the same look that he gave me that made me fall for him.

who would expect that this is really for real.

*again made a deep sigh*

~End of POV~

 

"Yaah! Ha Na! What's taking you so long?

I was here standing like for how many minutes." 

he said while staring at me madly.

"Mianhae. I was thinking about something. I didn't imagine that

I would take time walking." I said making those puppy cute eyes.

 

He just gave up and can't even look at me.

** Well, who would thought it would take effect with this cold-hearted guy **

And I smile like crazy just thinking about it.

He suddenly looks at me weirdly and I turned red.

It was quite embarrassing for him seeing me like that.

 

~Hours later. After class~

"Neh, Ha Na. There's something I have to tell you."

He said while looking at the sky with sad eyes.

I look at him and ask,

"What is it?"

 

~Kai's POV~

** Should I tell her? I don't want to hurt her.

I couldn't take it seeing her sad eyes.

Oh?! I don't know what to do. Kill me now please. **

~End of POV~

 

"Okay. I should tell you this.

Mianhae Ha Na."

I looked at him confused. I don't know how to react

or what to even say. I was puzzled by his words.

He didn't even let me talk and continues..

 

"Mianhae if I am just saying it now, but I will leave Korea tomorrow.

It was unexpected. My mom just called me yesterday and told me to go to england

as soon as possible."

I look into his eyes and saw the pain and sorrow he has inside.

I can't talk to him. I just don't know what to say.

Without anything. I bid goodbye.

I don't want him to feel the burden just by seeing me so sad.

 

~Author's POv~

Ha Na walked towards home with only one thing running in her mind.

It's Kai leaving her.

She walked all gloomy that even seeing every single people.

She just pass by them without any glances..

At the same time, Kai being left alone felt a pinch in her heart seeing Ha Na in great pain.

But there's nothing he can't do.. He's mom again called him.

 

Back to Ha Na.

She reach her home and walk straight to her room.

She didn't even bother eating her dinner.

She was struck looking at her stars above then tears came out flowing through

her pretty face.

There's nothing she can't do now but only to cry..

Cry until she fell asleep.

~End of Author's POV~

 

It was morning, I felt like my head is spinning..

Back to the reality, she look at the time and it was 9:30am already

and then checked her phone.

She burst into tears after she read a message

 

From: Kai <3

Neh, Ha Na. Today is my flight.

My plane is leaving for England at 10.

I am very and truly sorry for leaving this unresolve.

 

I hope that we will see each other,

and when that time comes, I want to see that bright smile of

yours that give energy to my life. It was one unexpected

chapter of my life meeting someone like you.

I want you to smile always. :)

 

And by the way, I put a blue notebook inside your bag.

I hope you'll make it your diary and right every problems or

even happy moments you have.

 

Please take care of yourself!

You're my sunshine and happiness.

Annyeong.

 

Saranghae Seo HaNa ! <3 :*

 

His last word struck me.

Not even looking and knowing what to do, I went to the airport as

fast as I can. I only have 20 minutes left.

"How stupid of me! Why didn't I say that I love him?

I don't want regrets. Please let me see him"

I said to myself and run so fast.

There I saw my Kim Jong In walking towards the plane.

 

"KIM JONG IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I shouted as tears keep flowing to my face.

He heard me and looked back.

He was in disbelief seeing me there, he runs towards me and smile.

"What are you doing here?"

As he wipes my tears.

"There's something I need to tell you.  I know that this may look crazy to you

but the first time I saw you, I felt it already.

I know you are the one and I prove it right. You were the only one who make me

feel like this. I may be mad at you sometimes and even say I hated you,

but that all are lies..

The truth is that.. that.. *deep breathing*

I Love You Kai. I've always love you.. and I will..."

The remaining words was cut by him kissing me.

The more I felt being in pain knowing he'll leave me.

 

"I know all of that already." He said as his lips parted mine.

"How did.."

"Sorry, I've always knew that and your brother told me."

And hug me as he said it.

"Don't worry Ha Na~ah. I will come back.

Surely, i will return for you."

He finally said and kiss me on my forehead and went to the plane.

Through his last words, I was confident he'll come back.

 

** I know, he'll be back. I just know

and I promise to wait for you **

 

I thought as I watch the plane go with tears in my eyes.

 

END OF FLASHBACK...

 

~Present Time~

Is that who I thought he is..

Not even realizing, my lips just move and yelled his name.

 

"Kim Jong In!"

What put me into shock was when he looks back at me and giving me that smile.

The smile on his face that I longed to see..

"I'm back Ha Na. Bogoshippeoyo!"

 

I burst into tears as I hear those words.

But was change into smile as he is near me now.

 

** this is truly not a dream,

I'm happy now **

 

And we both look up the sky with a smile while holding each other's hand.

 

 

~THE END~

 

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