There's No Day Without You By My Side
A Day Without You
"Jessi, i need to talk.."
"why so serious, Tiff? What's wrong?"
"let's break up.."
"what???"
"i'm serious, Jessi. I want to end this relationship.."
"but why, Tiff? Why??"
"i'm tired of you, of us. We're arguing everyday, shouting and yelling at each other most of time. That's stressing me out.."
"i...i-"
"you're not trusting me anymore, you're being possesive these past few months. You always judged me wrong, you thought i was cheating on you.."
"but-"
"i'm tired, Jessica. I don't want to continue this, it won't work for both of us. We better take our own way. I'm not regretting anything, thank you for everything you've done to me, Jessi. Good bye.." with that, my Tiffany walked away
"Tiffany!!! Wait!!! Please give me a chance!!! I'll change, Tiff!! I promise!!" I ran quickly, tried to catch her
"Tiffany, please listen to me!!! Tiffany!!!!"
"Tiffany!!! Watch out!!!"
There, a truck came when Tiffany was about to cross the road. It hit Tiffany. It hit my beloved girlfriend. And it's all because of me. It's all my fault.
I rushed towards my lifeless girlfriend. She layed helplessly on the road. Fresh blood flowing to her flawless face. I took her in my arms immadiately, hugging her tightly. Tears rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably.
"no, Tiffany....you can't leave me.....please hang on.." i tighten the hug
"J-Jessi....i-i love y-you.." with that, she closed her eyes slowly. Meanwhile, i was going crazy, shook her body hardly to wake her up
"Tiff!!! Tiffany!!!!!!" i woke up from my sleep
Damn! That was just a dream?
Hell, yeah! That was just a dream!! What a nightmare!!
I rushed to the bathroom right after i realized Tiffany wasn't here with me. I cleaned myself quickly, dressed a casual outfit, and exited my room in an instant. Anxiety and fear built up in my chest. All i could think was my girlfriend, Tiffany.
I got into my car and drove off soon. I was so relieved it was just a dream. I couldn't even imagined my life without my beloved girlfriend. She's my source of happiness. If she happened to be died, then i would follow her.
Well, yesterday i fought with her. We argued, it's my fault though. I shouldn't yell at her. She cried badly till she fell asleep last night. I couldn't stop blaming myself for my bad behaviour yesterday. I was afraid my nightmare would probably happen, because i didn't want to lose her. I'm not ready and will never ready to face the world without her by myside.
I reached my destination 20 minutes later. It's Tiffany's office. I parked my car and rushed to the entrance. I saw Tiffany exited the building and i ran towards her quickly. Then, i hugged her immadiately.
"Jessi? What's wrong?" i could hear her worried tone
I didn't say anything despite of tighten the hug. I didn't care people looking at us. I was so thankful, my girlfriend, the girl that i love so much more than anything in the world was still alive in a good condition.
"what happened, Jessi? Is there anything wrong?"
I broke the hug and smiled at her, "i just....miss you, baby.."
"you came bacause you miss...me?" she chuckled and i nodded
"i'm sorry for being y lately. Sorry for shouted and yelled at you yesterday. I'm really really sorry. Forgive me?"
"you hurt me.." she pouted
"i'm sorry, Tiff. I never mean to hurt you. I promise i won't do that again, i'll lessen my temper from now on.."
"prove me?"
Pause.
"follow me.." i grabbed her hand after took few seconds to think how to prove
"wait, Jessi, i don't even finish my work.." she said while running behind me, her wrist still on my grip
"forget about work.." i opened my car's door and forced her to get in, then i sat on the driver seat and drove off soon
"where are we going exactly, Jess?"
"you'll know later, baby. Just wait.." i said and she pouted, i chuckled then ruffled her hair made her pouted even more
I love this cute girl.
"yap, we're here.." i said, got out from my car
"where are we?" she asked confusedly
"nah, stop asking and just follow me.." i pulled her hand to follow me
This place is a hill, at the top of the hill is a beautiful flower garden. I found it a month ago, and i never brought my girlfriend to this place. It's not because i didn't have time for her, it's just...i planned to bring her here at the day when i'm gonna propose her. But, since she wanted me to prove my seriousness, i decided to brought her now.
"here we go!!" i said happily right after we reached the top of the hill
"woaaah, it's so beautiful, Jessi.."
"you like it?"
"i love it! How did you find this place?"
"it's my ability, finding beautiful creatures.." i smirked
"what? You're so full of yourself.."
"well, that's the fact. I found this beautiful place, i even found a beautiful girl and now she's my girlfriend.." i said proudly
"aissh, whatever you say, Jung.." she blushed and walked to one of the flowers
I pulled out a tiny box from my jeans pocket, then walked to my girlfriend who was busy examining a flower. I hugged her from behind and lift my open palm in front of her face. The ring which i bought for proposing her was placed on my palm.
"i love you so much, Tiffany. I really want to have a future with you, i want to spend the rest of my life with you, only you, Tiff.."
"please forgive this fool. I'll never ever shout or yell at you anymore, i promise. Never been in my life to be with someone else. I never imagined my life without you, even only a day.." i added
"i forgive you, Jessi. I love you too, so much. And i also want to spend my life with you. I hope we'll never fight anymore.." she looked deeply into my eyes
"thank you so much, Tiff. I love you.." i cupped her face and kissed her soft lips tenderly
"well, will you marry me, Tiffany Hwang?" i said, still resting my head on her lap, we sat under a tree
"i do, Jessi.." she caressed my head gently
I smiled, put the ring on her finger, then kissed her knuckles few times. She giggled with my act and i burried my face into her stomach, sniffing her sweet scent.
"you're mine, and always be mine.." i said before i fell asleep on her lap
"sleepyhead!!" i heard she said while chuckling
A day without you is not a day, Tiffany.
I realize i can never live without you.
A day without you is hell, Tiffany.
I prefer go to the real hell rather than live a world without you.
Because a day without you will never happen.
I love you so much, Tiffany Hwang.
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