I'm Sorry , I Don't Mean To
Because Of You
"Did i appear in your dream ?"
I woke up from my thoughts as i hear his voice . His annoying voice . I look up only to find him , Kai , with that smirk on his face as he cross his arms and eyed me weirdly .
"Go away ."
I said , expressionless as i rest my chin on my palm and shut my eyes . Hoping , he would just be gone . But i was wrong , instead , i felt hot breath on my lips . I open my eyes only to see his face , only inches away from mine . Shock , i push him as i stand up . By now , the girl's eyes are on me and i could feel them throwing death glares . I run out of the classroom as fast as i could . This is wrong . So wrong .
Kim Jongin , prefers to be called Kai , we've been close ever since we're young . He was so cute and innocent back then . I fall for him . Until , he became a school kingka and .. Change . He's also known as the school player . Probably because he plays around with girls feelings alot . Of course , i felt dissapointed . But luckily , i'm not one of his victim . Yet . And i won't let him be . Never .
"_______ ! Wait !"
I run to where my feet leads me to , and i end up being on top of the rooftop . I breath heavily , tired from all the running . Suddenly , a grip on my wrist was felt . Great , i led him here . I yank it away as i face him .
"What do you want ?!"
"Wow . Okay , i'm sorry .."
"For what ? Great , now all those fangirls of yours are gonna hunt me . And its all because of you ."
"Look , you won't get hurt okay . I'll protect you . Besides , they won't hurt my girlfriend ."
"W-what ? No way . I am not your girlfriend !"
"Yet .."
"What are you sayi---"
Before i could finish my sentence , soft-warm lips landed on mine . It was nice . It was ... Romantic . I hesitantly respond to it . I felt him smirking in his kiss . Realizing how wrong this is , i push him , wipe my lips harshly as tears run down my face , wetting my cheeks . He steps forward , attempting to wipe away my tears when i slap his hands away .
"Don't touch me !"
"Whats wrong ? I'm just trying to be nice ."
"No , Kai . I know what you're doing . You're gonna make me fall for you , play with my feelings and left me for another girl . I know you okay ! Don't .. Just don't ."
"________-ah . "
"Leave now !"
"_______-ah ! Just Listen to me ! You're unlike those girls . You're the reason why i became like this okay . I love you . I see you differently from the others . When you got comfortable with other guys , it got me jealous . So i dated those girls to get you jealous too . I'm sorry .. I should have told you before ... I-i love you ."
I froze . I don't know how to respond . I just , can't do anything . Words aren't coming out from my mouth .
" I know i've been a total jerk towards you . But please .. Give me a chance . I promise , i'll make you happy . Give me a chance to prove how much i love you ."
I open my mouth , trying to say something . But , nothing came out . He sigh , turn around and walk away . Slowly , i digest those words that he said into my head and I felt my muscles started to move again as hot tears slip down my eyes again . I shook my head as i ran out of the rooftop , searching for him .
There ! I ran to him and tackle him with a back-hug . I felt him jump in surprise . I snuggle into his back and whisper ..
"Don't play with my heart ."
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