Suggestion: You coul read it while listening to SHINee's QUASIMODO

I never knew I could, not until I tried

Loving someone like you isn’t that hard

Looking into your eyes makes me glad

Seeing it sparkle like stars shining bright at night

Your tender sweet lips I wanted to touch

To lock it with mine, that, I wanted so bad

To hold you at night and feel your warmth

Just being beside you would mean so much

I really wanted to be with you

And I know that’s just so impossible to do

But would you just please let me dream?

Coz’ for me, being in love with you is the greatest thing

I didn’t even know when everything start

I even ignored it for surely it wasn’t right

But every time I look at you, my heart starts beating so fast

I caught myself holding my chest, afraid my heart would fly

I was scared as hell knowing what this is

Hitting myself, saying I shouldn’t be feeling like this

For you were a star I know I really can’t reach

You’re someone who doesn’t even know I exist

I tried harder to deprive myself not to see even your dashing smile

Not even trying to surf the net, scared seeing you will make me cry

Feeling so frustrated knowing how bad things had become

Haven’t prevented my heart so it was again caught off guard

Admitting how my feelings for you have come to this

Knowing people would laugh and say I was being foolish

But I cannot hide now that this love strike didn’t miss

Cupid was playing with my heart the second time around

So many what if’s have come up my mind

What if it was really just a plain fan girl’s love?

But at least it was still called love and it came from the heart

I guess I would just enjoy this now until it last

And now, as I try to sleep tonight

Lie down in my bed and hug the pillow tight

Dreaming I could hug you, oh my dazzling guy

Could I just stay forever in my own dream land?

As I listen to one of my favorite song of yours

Hearing your husky seductive voice

A song that should be a lullaby

Oh love, because of you my eyes won’t shut

See? You are the greatest thing that happen to me

Yet I am the saddest person one can ever see

Because I can’t just love you the way I wanted to

Oh boy, tell me, why aren’t you and I meant to be?

A/N: Please don't kill me SHINee World.

*Covers self with a blanket*

Can I come out now? Please don't be angry with me. It's just my feelings that I kept in me.

How I wish he could really read this.

*SIGH*

Yeah I know I'm crazy. I'm sorry. I know it isn't good but that's what I feel. I'm confused. I don't know.

And yes it doesn't have a title because I can't think straight. Haha. And I don't know what title would suit it.

*SIGH again*

It's not a deep thought poem. I know I'm not good but I'm trying.

Like their song Quasimodo, I pray for miracle too. Hahaha.

What am I saying?

*Keeps on SIGHING*

Well... What do you think???