He's Changed...

It Hurts Me... But I Love You

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Continuation of FLASHBACK

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Mr. Lee

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this can't be true, my BELOVED wife has cancer!!! 

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No other choice but to tell her, i ruffled my hair so hard because things are getting frustrating

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I saw her just sitting, waiting for me, I hesitated to come but I had to do it..... AISHHHHH!!!! Why is LIFE so HARD!!!

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Mrs. Lee POV

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"Hon...." said the gentle voice of my husband, though it sounded sincere, I feel that something is different about him, he gave me a weak smile I could notice it, he sat next to me

"U-Umm... How do I say this,hon, you know that I love YOU RIGHT?" he said in a nervous voice

"Of course, why wouldn't I?"

"Hon, please don't be surprised, this is something serious" he said in a serious tone

"Just tell me already, I'm getting impatient, what did the doctor tell you?" he made a deep sigh

"Hon, you  have cancer." I froze.... wishing that i could just turn back time and freeze everything, not letting myself to ask him, to have never known

"Look, listen to me carefully, it can still be cured, we still have time to take care of it, okay? We just need you to have surgery ASAP, it's going to be okay."

"H-How about our daughter, Ann? W-What will happen if the operation goes wrong I don't want my daughter to be a motherless child! It can be a mistake, the doctor could have read wrong the results it can't be TRUE!!!!!!!!!" the next thing I knew was, that I was in my bed in our house, must have been a bad dream, that's all

"Umma!!! Umma!!" said by someone with a cute high toned voice, no other than my only and beloved daughter, but she has an older brother though, haha, well, she won't be lonely then when I'm gone. I know he'll protect her

"What is it Ann?" I said chuckling "I got the highest score on the test, isn't that great?!" she said excitedly

"Waaaaa~ I'm so proud of my daughter!" I hugged her tightly, she's soooo CUTE

"Umma, I can't breathe." she can barely say anything, grasping for air

"Whatever happens, always be happy okay? Your older brother will always help you, don't be shy to ask him for help." I said in the verge of crying

"Umma, what are you saying? Did something bad happen? You look like you're gonna cry mama.." she said worriedly

"A-Ahhh, aniya, it's nothing. I'm just proud of my daughter, you are one of the best blessings I have ever had, always be strong, okay?"

"Nae, saranghae umma!!!!" she hugged me back as tight as she could but she was still soo young that she doesn't have that much strength yet, it's SOOOO CUTE!! <3

"How about we sleep together tonight, hmmmm?" 

"Jinjja!!!! Wahhhh~ Gomawo umma!!! Can oppa sleep here too?" she said trying to do her best puppy eyes ever

"Sure, call him before he goes to sleep, hurry." 

"Nae!!!" she said joyfully running to her brother's room

Oh yeah, I haven't told you who my son is yet right? His name is Lee Jeongmin and my daughter Lee Ann their like angels without wings their gifts from heaven and with very wonderful talents, Jeongmin can sing well, Ann can handle big balls especially volleyball her favorite, it is rare to find someone like that with wonderful talent at such a young age, but it doesn't stop there, Jeongmin and Ann can play the piano well nad they are both very smart, they know how to observe good manners and conduct they are the most perfect and wonderful kids I have ever had 

I hope that can still enhance their abilities and always have their joyful smiles even if I am gone

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End of Flashback

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Ann POV

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I'll end the flashback there, it's too painful and hurtful to always remember the past

"Ann, are you listening?" my dad interrupted me from my own world

"I'm sorry, what was that again?" I said nonchalantly 

"Is there any subjects you major in? I can let you have additional lessons if you'd like?" he said

"I like sports like volleyball, nothing more, nothing less." again saying it nonchalantly

"Okay then, since you were little you were already so great so it's already expected that you'd pick that than the other subjects"

I rolled my eyes, then I noticed that my dad was staring or in other words glaring at me

"Is that the right way to act in front of your father? Aren't you even ashamed to be doing such things?"

"Why do you care! You've always been busy with work especially when mom died! You're not the same anymore, if mom were here, she'd be ashamed of YOU not ME" I stormed out of the slamming the door in rage because of my dad, it's so irrtating!!! 

"Ann! Wait, you shouldn't have done such a thing especially to your father!" he said catching up to me

"Why do you care?" I said not even looking at him

Don't you know or recognize me? You don't remember me? I was with you and your brother along with his other friends when we visited the grave of your mom on her death anniversary a few years ago. I'm The Jo Kwangmin, your oppa's friend and groupmate in Boyfriend, the rookie band of Starship Entertainment."  that finally stopped me from walking and I just froze 

"Finally, you stopped, why are you so fast in just walking?" he said panting, I didn't even break a sweat, although I have asthma and a few allergies I'm still fine

I turned to face him "You're that clumsy pikachu addict hyper, energetic and especially the friend of my brother?" 

"Yes, it is me, Annie." he smirked, Annie? why does he know that? Only one person calls me that

"I may look different now but I am Kwangmin your friend and also your brother's friend."

"Wait, there's just too many to think about... So you're saying you're him? Prove it, then? let's see what he'll say

"Hmmmm.... Ah, there's this one, you told me one time that you accidentally pooped in the blanket of your parents' bed when you were little and then----- HMFFFF!!!!"

"Alright stop right there!!! I believe you now!!! I thought we promised not to mention that ever again?" I said angrily

"Well, you said to prove it."

"Is that really you? You look so different frome last time." i suddenly touched his face looking for what's changed he started blushing, he's matured and his appearance so much, that's why I didn't realize him from the start 

"S-Stop that!!! The bestfriends might see it!!! my fan club will derease if that happens

"Fine, but you look so mature now." I said like I was so upset

"It wasn't just me who changed, you too have changed. You know how o talk back and disobey your dad now."

"Hmm, he deserved it anyway"

"That's not right!!!! You were so nice when we first met" he said as upset as I was a while ago

"Well, now you see a new side of me, he." after that was looong awkward asin AWKWARD silence between us, it was weird it wasn't like this, I miss my old ChuMin, yeah that's what I call him youmightsay it's weirdbut I don't care much actually, it was the first nickname I have given him that was good, the others were like: Chuchu, Pikwang, Minchu and Kwangchu...... Or do I prefer the last one? Hmmmm, I'll see whatever counts then

"Um, I gotta go now so, bye?" strange, really strange, he's too quiet, maybe it's the effect of being away from each other for too long T^T

"Then, I'll go then." I turned around and started to walk almost crying, what's happened to him? He's changed too much, when I took my first step, I felt a hand hold my arm, I turned around to see ChuMin staring at me looking concerned

"What? Won't let me go? Just let go please? I got a lot to think about, it was hppy meeting you again after such a long time."

"Could you at least hold on for a moment?! Let me talk first, you don't look like you're happy, i know your looks, you're about to cry aren't you? I'm right, right?" 

"You even know me more than I do, wow."

"Seriously, what's wrong?!" his grip on my hand got tighter

"Let go, it hurts" but he gripped it even tighter

"Not if you don't tell me what's wrong, please" i kept quiet, sooner than I knew it, tears were streaming down my face, at last, he let go

"Goodbye" I walked away or more ran away as fast as I could, but he still caught up with me, he pulled me to him and suddenly, he HUGGED me, IN PUBLIC, I though he was a celebrity, a while ago he kept on stopping me from touching him beca his fangirls might misunderstand the situation.

I tried to resist and push him away, but he's too strong for me

"I think I know why you're like this, It's because I've changed right? Actually, I didn't, because I knew that someday, we'd be meeng each other again, from that time, I've vowed not to change for the sake of our friendship, but I guess I couldn't keep it."

"Pabo...." was the only thing I could spit out of my mouth

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this is the end for this chapter for now!!!! <3 again please don't be shy...... Comment suggestions and requests if you would like to, hehe  

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ChoiMiYoung
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Chapter 3: cool! keep it up!