Lost

Secret Lovers

-Taeyeon's POV-

I'm feeling lost.

Like my home was taken away from me.

My home.

Fany.

Miyoung.

That's all that's on my mind.

I left to get over her yet all I can think of is her.

Her eye-smile.

Her beauty.

Well, anyway, I'll be able to see her from where I'll be staying.

Wait, I can't. I need to get her off my mind.

I dragged my luggage to the dorm I was supposed to stay in which was near my current school, Soshi Girl's School.

I ringed the doorbell and a girl who looked about one or two years younger than me opened the door.

"You must be Taeyeon unnie! I'm Ji Eun." she bowed.

WOW, has this girl got manners.

"Yeah, I'm Taeyeon. Nice to meet you."

"C'mon, let me help you with your luggage!"

She dragged my luggage in.

WOW, she also has strength.

For a moment, my thoughts about her disappeared.

Ji Eun's pretty too.

But she's nothing compared to... no.

I'm supposed to forget her.

Just then, the doorbell rung.

I opened the door and saw Yuri standing in front of me. I smiled widely.

"TAENGOO! Why'd you suddenly transfer here?"

My face darkened and I think Yuri knew.

"Sorry, Taengoo."

"There's nothing to be sorry about. We were never meant to be anyway. I don't how she found out."

"Taeng, what happened?"

"She found out. She asked me. I confessed. She told me to leave."

"So you did because she told you to?"

"I did because my dad wanted me to and my grades were falling."

"Do you need me to talk to her?"

"No. Don't. She doesn't love me. That's all."

My heart was hurting as those words came out of my mouth.

Right, she has Siwon.

I mean nothing.

What am I supposed to do?

I can't get over you.

Tiffany Hwang, why did you make this happen to me?

"Taengoo."

"Taeyeon unnie, do you need to buy your textbooks?"

"Oh right. Could you accompany me, Ji Eun?"

"Gladly, unnie."

Yuri whistled.

"WOW. Drawn another one in uh?"

"Not my fault I'm irresistible."

"Tch. Irresistible my foot."

If I really was irresistible, she would have fallen for me.

But she didn't.

Can I stop thinking about her?

While walking there, I thought of even the tiny moments we had together.

"Unnie, is something wrong?"

"No. Why?"

"You're tearing up."

"Oh, sorry. Just uhh a lil sad."

She wiped my tears.

Surprisingly, I didn't push her hand away like how I did to people who did that.

"Thanks." I smiled.

"No problem, Unnie."

Ji Eun is a nice girl.

At least she doesn't hurt me.

I feel that I can't waste a second with Ji Eun.

I just feel a strong attraction for her.

Like how I felt a strong attraction for Tiffany.

-No One's POV-

Meanwhile...

-Tiffany's POV-

I can't believe it. 

I let her slip out of my hands when I could grab onto her.

I'm skipping school.

I can't go.

I can't go and feel lonely.

I can't go, feel lonely and miss her.

I miss her.

I miss Taetae.

This is so stupid.

I miss the girl I rejected.

I sobbed into my pillow.

I hurt her... how could I?

Where could she be?

-Taeyeon's POV-

After getting to know each other, me and Ji Eun turned out to be very similiar.

Rich parents, though they have no time for us.

Only child.

Popular in school.

"Ji Eun, what's your surname?"

"Lee. Lee Ji Eun. Don't mistake me with that girl from Secret, Song Ji Eun. A lot of people do. I have no idea why."

"Well, you two kinda look alike. Both extremely gorgeous."

She blushed.

"Thanks, unnie."

"No problem, Ji Eun. Is there any names people call you?"

"Well, my nickname is IU."

"Awesome. Why?'

"I have NO idea why."

"How's your love life?"

"Never really had an interest in any guys. But recently, I just got one."

"Cool. Is he cool?"

"Course. Best of the best."

"Great."

"Unnie, how about yours?"

I sighed.

"Well, I did love someone. But... she doesn't feel the same way. I can't possibly force her can I?"

"Sorry, unnie."

"But I think I found someone who can possibly mend my broken heart. I don't know, I just felt a strong attraction towards her."

"I also found a strong attraction to a girl recently."

"Oh? Who?"

"Someone who's similiar to me."

"Wow. Same."

"Unnie, you're not like any other girl I've met."

"And neither are you, Ji Eun."

"Unnie, who's that girl?"

"From my old school."

"Oh. Sorry."

"Nevermind, Ji Eun. If you help me..."

"I will, unnie. I like you too."

"Great then."

"Umm, unnie."

"You're cute."

"Thanks, unnie.

A phone call.

I smiled as I looked at the caller.

"Yo, Lee Soonkyu! What's up?"

"YAH! KIM TAENGOO! HOW COULD YOU LEAVE WITHOUT A WORD?!" she screamed into the phone.

"Woah, woah, woah. I wrote a note..."

"THAT'S ALL."

"Fine, I'm sorry. Just thought it'll be trouble to wake you since you would've been sleeping. Anyway, how's Sica and school?"

"Fine like always. Sica is sleeping. I'm fine except my bestest friend has left the school I just transferred to."

"Sorry, Sunny."

"Aren't you going to ask about her?"

"Who? Shinyoung unnie? She's probably eating right?"

"Taengoo."

"I don't want to know how she's doing. I don't want to care about her."

"But you still do."

"Yeah. How's she?"

"Skipping school. Crying all day at the dorm."

"What? I told her it isn't her fault."

"She's not crying because of that. She's crying because she misses you."

"Miss me? Tell her that I'm moving on. Anyway, she never loved me. Ask her to have a happy life with Siwon. Bye."

"Your best friend?"

"Yeah. How'd you know?"

"Yuri unnie told me about her friend Sunny."

"Ah."

"So, we dating?" she asked.

"Yeah. Why not?"

-No One's POV-

After dating for 3 months, Taeyeon and Ji Eun were very close.

While Tiffany still couldn't forget about Taeyeon.

-Taeyeon's POV-

"Ji Eun ah, say Ahh."

"Unnie, you're embarrassing."

"But you still love me."

"Of course I do, unnie."

I fed her.

"Oh. I forgot to tell you. I'm going to audition for YG later."

"Great! Why didn't you tell me?" I pouted.

"I got lost in your eyes."

"Teh, Ji Eun is so cheesy."

"You still love me."

"Tch. Using my weapon."

She glanced at her watch.

"I'm running late. Bye. See you later, unnie."

I was walking back to the dorm when I heard a scream.

I ran towards the sound and saw an old man harrassing a girl about my age.

I kicked and punched that man until he stopped.

"Annoying drunk old men." I helped the girl up and was surprised to see a blonde girl with a bright eyesmile looking at me.

Tiffany.

"Taetae..."

"You better go back before Sica worries, Fany."

I was about to walk away when she held onto me.

"I'm injured. Bring me back. Please. You know where we--I live."

"I'll just call Sica."

"No. Taetae, please. Just bring me back."

"I guess I have no choice."

I carried her back to the dorm and all the people who saw me looked surprised.

I knocked on Sica's door and she looked worried.

"Fany! What happened, Taeyeon? Wait... Taeyeon? Taeyeon? TAEYEON!" she seemed so happy.

"She got harrassed by an old drunk men."

"Taengoo, please stay with her."

"Why should I? Ji Eun would worry about me. I can't."

"Ji Eun?"

"Girlfriend."

"Girlfriend?" she looked at Tiffany, "You idiot. Why didn't you confess when you had the chance to?"

"I can't..." Tiffany said, on the verge of tears, "I can't... I just can't."

"You loved me?'

"I did. I still do. But I don't want to get in between you and that Ji Eun girl."

"Fany ah, be careful. Sica, tell Siwon to take care of his girlfriend properly."

"About that... we uhh... broke up."

"Ah. Sorry..."

"Nevermind."

I was going to walk out when Tiffany said something.

"Taetae, I love you. I know it's way to late to say this since you're already with Ji Eun but I just want to say it."

"Sorry, Fany. But..."

"You're over me. I know."

I'm lying, Fany.

I haven't gotten over you.

Probably never will.

By now, she was crying.

I turned around and hugged Tiffany.

"Taetae?"

"Fany, sorry. I don't want to see you cry. You're ruining that beautiful face of yours."

"Thanks, Taetae. At least you still talk to me."

"No Problem. Bye!"

I ran back and saw Ji Eun just coming back.

"Yo! How did the auditions go?"

"Great, unnie!"

"I'm sure you did great."

"Hmm, of course, unnie."

I kissed her.

"Good reward?"

"Great." she smiled as she blushed.

"But you still have to work on your english you know?"

"Hehe, of course I have to, unnie."

Ever since she started teaching me english, I was better and better at it.

Now I can even teach my girlfriend.

"Eh? Why is your shirt wet unnie? Why is your hands hurt?"

"I can't lie to you. Well, an old man tried to harrass a girl my age so I beat him up."

"That explains the hands. The shirt wet?"

"Well, the girl was Fany."

"Oh."

"I know this is a touchy subject for you, Ji Eun ah. But I don't love her anymore. I love you. Anyway, so I brought her back to the dorm and she cried."

"I trust you, Taeyeon unnie. I know you won't cheat on me."

"I will never, Ji Eun ah."

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Author's Note:

Uh Oh. Taengoo and Ji Eun are together.

And this time, it's Fany who's heartbroken.

Well, it is her fault *evil laugh*

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Ashleylalo #2
Chapter 1: New reader. Nice story :D