“e-eunhyuk o-oppa Ilikeyou”

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What the hell am I saying???

Ok I said a bad word but...

Hell, screw it I just said something so embarrassing and doing something so embarrassing in front of him whaaaaaaaa. I agreed with myself that I wont say anything to him in my life but look at me!!! I’m wearing girl’s uniform even though I’m guy! And even put a girl’s make up on it, and not to mention the mini skirt!!! if it wasn't because of heechul hyung!!!

Flashback 3 hours ago

I slumped on the couch as I got home from my school.

“hyung are you here?” I said as I still rested myself on the couch no sounds. Maybe he’s not here. Then heechul hyung got in with full of shopping bags in his hands. Hyung will never ever get rid of his shopaholic behavior.

“hyung did you just buy something with all the money mom and dad send?”

He smiled at me. “hae look what I bought!” oh oh he started it again.

“aaaaaaaaaaaahhhh I don’t wanna hear~~~~” I said as I covered my ears

“yah I just go out to buy something for you to look good in it” he said smacked my head

“what the hell hyung?” I said as I rubbed the abused spot

“what?”

“don’t act like you’re innocent,hyung, don’t try to make me do that again!!!” I said as I was ready to run

“my dear little dongsaeng, come here~~~” he said ahhhhhhhhh he’s creepy, I run away from him to saw my life.

“yah lee donghae, come here, you little” he chased after me.

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After running around the house about 30 min struggling to get free from hyung’s weird obsessiveness, I’m sitting on the make-up chair, wearing my school’s girl’s uniform…

“hyung why do you have to dress me up like this?”

“cause I felt like it now, I want you to do something for me”

“huh?”

“go out there and confess to your monkey, fish”

“w-wait WHAT HYUNG!!!”

“YAH stop yelling my ears gonna bleed!!!”

“what the hell are you talking about!!!!!!!!!!! How in the HELL DO YOU ASK ME TO DO THAT?!!!”

“oh, so you’re not doing it then?”

“of course I won’t!!! hyung look at me, if he knew I’M A BOY AND FOUND OUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN?”

“I don’t”

“plus I don’t plan on telling him anything, he won’t be interested in it”

“god donghae why are you being so pessimistic”

“can’t help it hyung. ‘sigh’ you know he hates these kind of people” I said as I tried not to be sad about it

“I understand, donghae, but if you won’t confess, you might regret it later, plus! I’m sure today you’ll be lucky!!!” he said trying to cheer me up for hundredth time

“you always say that hyung”

“I know, now do you agree?”

“n-no”

“now what, if you don’t say as I say! I’ll grill you alive fish, don’t make me mad!!!”  he said it with angry look on his face, never make hyung angry or you'll regret it for a life

“I-I’ll do it hyung but one problem, what about my voice?”

“ahh that… ‘he began searching something from the bags with clothes’ found it!... now spray this”

“what does this have to do with it”

“just spray it” he said then I spray to my mouth

“hyung does this e-wait!!! What the hell my voice got different?”

“yep it sound like woman’s right? Now no one notice you that you’re a boy ^^”

“eeh but how do I found hyukjae? I mean I’m not that complaining but…”

“aish do I have to do everything for you? ‘sigh’ what day is it today?”

“Tuesday”

“doesn’t he have dance practice today?”

“oh yeah that’s right” I said scratching my head

“oh god donghae you look so cute like that, almost as if you’re real girl!!!” he said then almost squashed me in his tight hug.

“hyung c-can’t breath”

“nonono you should saying oppa~~~ instead… now let’s go”

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and that's what happened. Here I am saying oppa I like you >////<

I looked down the all the time as I was scared that he might reject me and caught me that I‘m boy.

i thought about running away but as he got in front of my eyes, all these bottled up feelings slip through and said it like what.

he didn’t say anything, guess I’m really rejected…

But who the hell are you kidding he’s the most popular guy in school while me I’m the someone that no one knows and cares about in school. Well even coming to this point it doesn't mean he will accept my feelings.

I looked slightly up, caught his eyes looking at me. I immediately looked away 

"i-i just want to say this a-and ... i'll be going then" I said then retreated to leave.

Guess it isn't going to work out.

well even if it did... he'll eventually knows that i've been lying.

But why do i feel like crying and laughing all of sudden?

Even though it was a crush... i really liked him...

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"hey, wait" he said as he held my wrist, turned me around. "wait are you crying?" he asked as he brushed the tears off my cheeks, as he did so i couldn't even seperate what was going on to my surroundings, he smiled at me,

"i dont really know you but, let's try it out" he said

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i was happy more than beyong words!!!

GOD IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TBC

hey!!! wow i saw a lot of people subbed, ne, even though i didn't updated

^^

at the same time i was happy but i felt a little no huge burden on my shoulders

i thought a lot about if you guys wont like it

anyway here's the first chap ^^

i tried making an walpaper for this fic

but i failed miserably :P

HOPE YOU ENJOY :)