Hurt.
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Before you start to read this, please read my note.
I'm very sorry for not updating nowadays but I'm having a hard time with someone... So complicated and long story, but I guess my following words will make sense. I wrote this to that person and I just wanted to speak up to ease my mind and soul. Sorry if it's not the quality you expected my dear subscribers, but I'm in a bad condition.
Just remember one thing; no matter what happens between you and the one you love, just be honest, faithfull and give him/her all you can.
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First, I liked you.
Then, I loved you.
Later, I disappointed in you.
After half a year, I dislike you.
Now, I think of you and I cry.
You hurt me; hurt me like no one ever did before.
I gave you all myself, my heart and my soul. You made me believe in you and all I got in the end is a heartbreak.
I could have given you all that you wanted but you chose to leave. You chose to turn away and turn to someone else.
Someone else, the one I treasure so much, my best friend. How could you even think of her as a possibility, as a choice...?
From now on, all you can get from me is my middle finger with sharp and long nails near to your face to feel ashamed of all the s you did.
I'm mad, of course I am. Reading back your texts, your messages, my posts about you. They disgust me, everything that is connected to you make me shiver.
We were in love.
Or I was.
Madly.
I nauseate you.
I'm mad at you.
I dislike you.
I miss you...
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