sungmin hyung was packing his stuff neatly but with a fast pace while he just sit on his bed caressing tje still flat tummy. its been weeks since he discovered he was carrying also donghae's child. after hae's wedding he decided to leave korea to forget. " im sorry baby. you wouldnt grow up having appa on your side to teach you things umma cant but umma promise to love you and cherish you.!" i said while swallowing the sob that i was holding. tears running to my face. sungmin hyung came and hug me. " hushh hyuk you dont want your child to look like hee hyung right!? so stop crying your child felt his umma sad too!" min hyung said and kissed my forehead. after assuring him i was ok and wouldnt cry he came back to his previous chores. minutes later min hyung ask me where did i put up the medicine siwon hyung gave for my pregnancy. " in my car hyung!" min hyung was going to take it but i stop him and said i will take it myself. my car was parked at the left street so i needed to cross the road in order for me to go there. i was now in the middle of the road when a light strike his puffy eyes and a loud shreek of tires can be heard before he knew it he found himself laying in the road covered with his own blood he hold his tummy trying to save his baby by his action but he already knew he not just lost donghae he also lost their child that he promise to loved and cherish. " no.. help me please save my baby! " he said crying his heart out. the driver side open and he see a hig