Dara's POV

im laying in my bed waiting for you to go home, its already 11 pm but still ur not home

i tried to call you but you didnt pick up the phone.. Teddy said that you been out in the studio at 6pm 

but why you still not home..."it's our 2nd year wedding anniversary , have you forgotten ,ji?"'i mumbled

"i even prepared a dinner for us ..but where r u?"

then i tried to call you again ..atlast u pick it up

"Baby where r u? i been trying to  call u..its already late ?"i asked

"jagiya,,sorry i cant be home tonight ..me and teddy is arranging a new song here in the studio..we need to finish this tonight..sorry jagiya..promise 

im going home early this morning.. "then i heard a womain voice "ji who's that?"

 "i need to hang up now i love you  jagiya" then u hang

then Chaerin called  "Unnie..where r u?..jiyong oppa is here in the club with kiko mizuhara..it's happening again unnie..

!!! .it's your  wedding anniversary..im going to kill that bastard.."chaerin said but i heard his boyfriend junsu stoping her

"Chaerin  its ok dont make any scene there arraso..please...its ok" i feel the lump in my troat while saying that

"ITS OK!!!! r u ing kidding me Unnie he cheating on you...they even kissing..SANDARA PARK ...R u INSANE!!! IM GOING TO KILL HIM!!!"

"CL...please..dont make any scene...please we gonna talk about it..just please,,let me handle this" at this time im already crying begging chaerin 

to let me handle the situation..

"ok unnie..please stop crying..i letting this time go bcoz u asked for goodness unnie its been happening again and again..and i hate him so much 

for hurting you like this..we gotta outta here..this will be the last time you gonna stop me for killing him" she said i know she's crying too taking pitty of me

 "you lying again jiyong..why now it's our wedding anniversary"

that night i cried again.."why ji?"

atlast you came home  u said u going to home in the morning  but its already night againi waited for you to atleast greet me even its late  a happy anniversary but you didn't you just said 

that your tired and need to sleep ..you just kiss me in my forehead "I love you jagiya " then you proceed to our room to sleep

you killed me twice by saying that ..but tonight jiyong you already full the last straw..

i sit in the edge of our bed  staring while you are sleeping .memorizing all the features of your face and silently crying

and hoping that i will going to disturb you..i stand up and put the pink letter to ur desk ..

When you wake up 
And find me gone tomorrow 
Don't think I meant to hurt you 
I just did what we knew I had to do 
And all the time we knew 
The time was never right for us 
Time to leave this love behind 
I could never leave you -- Baby 
If I see you cry

I'll say good bye for the two of us 
Tonight while you sleep 
I'll kiss you softly one last time 
And say good-bye 

Like I know we must 
There's just no other way 
And I couldn't bear to see your heart break 
So I´ll wait till your asleep to say good-bye 

Please realize 
How hard it is to do this 
I'm trying to make it through this 
Say good-bye just as gently as I can 
Please try and understand 
This time's just not the time for us 
We knew I couldn't stay 
But that don't make it easier to leave you 
So while I can find the strength 


Before your arms embrace me 
Before your kisses take me 
Before your eyes can make me stay 


Tonight while you sleep 
I´ll kiss you softly one last time 
And say good-bye 
Like I know we must 
There's just no other way 
And I couldn't bear to see your heart break 
So I´ll wait till your asleep to say good-bye 

Good bye

"Jiyong i dont want to end our relationship..God knows how much ilove you...

i really dont want to do this..but everytime you lie..i died..everytime you

say how much you love me....i feeling that you killing me twice..i had enough...

but this for the both of us...im sorry..and  i love you but..its time to say goodbye for the both of us..."

done...hope you enjoy!!!!

im not really good in writing but i really tried my best..

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