BORA POV

its only been a day since the kidnap and i was glad it was over

i went to our website and found many encouragements 

and sorry's, the ppl that were antis and bashed me all apologized after hearing the horrifying thing that happened to me

i somewhat thank the kidnappers because now i barely have any antis and there probably not going to bother me ever again 

i just smiled while scrolling down and reading more comments

and then the president walked in

"i have good news for YOU," the president said

"what is it?" 

"well, i just got a call from the pd and she said that the show is back on, because ever since the kidnapping thing and other stuff, the boss of the station wanted it back on,"

"YAY!" i yelled

it was kind of unnecessary for me to do the show since i already know who im going to choose but i guess this show is the only way i can tell hoya that i chose him

[ SRRY TO ALL WOOHYUN FANS  ]

i decide that i need to tell woohyun bout my feelings towards hoya because it feels like im going to lead him on and i would just feel really bad...i feel bad enough that i picked hoya over woohyun

poopers...... its going to be hard telling woohyun......he's a REALLY nice, romantic, sweet, and caring guy, but he isn't for me

but i need to tell woohyun when were not filming because then the whole world will know...and hoya will know

and i dont' want to confess too soon 

i just go to sleep with a burden in my heart

the next morning i get ready and run downstairs to film for the show

i sit in the car....excited because im going to go on a date with hoya

hehehe

"BRRINNGG"

i looked at my phone and saw that it was woohyun who txted me

i felt nervouse

woohyun: hey noona how ya' doing?

bora: im doing great! how bout u?

woohyun: im good ^^  ...............noona i umm...i kind of already know you like hoya, but do i have any chance with you still?

i looked at the txt nervous that he somehow found out bout my true feelings and unsure of what to reply

bora: woohyuna im srry but you are right i do like hoya, but i am not ready to tell him yet until the end of the show, but hey, thats a long way to go, you still have a chance to win my heart

i snt it to him with a little hestitation

woohyun: THNX NOONA!

 i just stared at my phone

im srry woohyuna but you really don't have that much of a chance, hoya already stole my heart

whenever im with him an automatic smile appears on my face

whenever i look into his eyes i feel like i can feel his soul

whenever i look at his face i stare in awe as his beauty strikes me

 whenever he laughs, his smile just captivates my heart

and whenever im with i just cant help but feel like im in heaven

i finally arrive at the place that i was supposed to meet hoya at for our date

and i see his face and an automatic smile appears on my face

i run towards him and give him a hug

and he gives me a bear hug in response

the entire day i was able to spend my date with him stress-free

the cameras surrounding us didn't bother me at all and i hardly noticed the camera

im going to confess to him but how....and if i do what'll happen to woohyun

questions are roaming in my head but i neverless enjoy the date

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srry for the undetailed and short chapter 

ill update soon