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I Don't Know........(OneShot)

It is a busy morning as usual. Everyone is roaming down the street, maybe for work, maybe for school. I am standing right in the middle of the street with a cup of instant coffee in my left hand, and a piles of project papers in the other. No one notices me, I am ignored like a shadow that could easily just fade off. Staring at the flow of traffics, I suddenly wonders what is the actual purpose I am still living. I have nobody close to me enough for me to care of, not even a single relative. Co-workers? No, they are just........normal friend which will do just fine without me. So, why am I still here, breathing smoothly while I am not needed? I just.......don't know.

By the time I reach my office, I was late, thanks to the day dreaming in the middle of crowded street. As I proceed to my place, I was greeted by one of the colleagues that sat beside me. Yup, just a simple greeting. Only One. It is not that I have a weird personallity or bad attitude. Just......I think I never manage to get used in socializing with other people, that's it. It just can't work. Why? I also have no idea about it.

 

It was evening now. Everyone in the office is leaving, except for some who are still rushing to finish up their work as soon as possible. Well, I am one of it, those papers are really freaking me out! I can't keep my concentration to work when there are lots of people talking and buzzing around me, so I guess I have to finish my delayed work after office hours. I wasn't paying any attention to the surrounding as all I had in my mind is: Just WHEN can I solve this damn paperwork?!

Tired to figure it out anymore, I laid back my chair and lift up my eyes. Huh? It is already 8.30, so everyone must be gone now. Guess I have to skip my meal once more. I sigh as I look back to my mess on my table, I will just get myself a cup of cereal.

Make up my mind, I lift myself up from the chair, only to find my vision blurred. Before I figure out what is happening, the next thing I know is......everything is in pitch black. I fainted, with nobody in the office to help except the securities who come once a while.

I wake up to find myself in a hospital. Well, nothing special, maybe I just overwork myself, not like I would care for this small matter. Whatever, I am suprised to see myself having drips, it has been a time since the last time I have drips on my hands. So......something serious this time?Well, I doubt I will know till the doctor incharge come.

The doctor come in to the room. Nothing serious he say. Just rest more will do, he add emotionless. I nod my head in understanding, and continue to blank out staring at the white and clean looking wall after he walked out. I wonder how frequent they will clean or scrub the wall once? It seems so white and clean. Maybe not, who would bother that as it give nothing but just act as seperator for rooms.

I pouted, frustating and bored, I drifted off to dreamland. It is a light feeling, I feel relieve and comfortable. It is a long period away ever since my dearest and only parents passed away but now, I have this feel again. The feel of no more pressure from life is good I can say. Everything are so soothing that I don't think I would like to wake up from this.

"Then just stay......" a light but soothing voice cooed behind me. I turned around  to find him. It is a boy, or I should say, young man who looks around my age. He has a soft feature. Hair that looks soft and has some small curlls at its end, brown orbs that gives a attracting sparkle when he smile......Wait, did I say, smile?

I blinked my eyes. Yes, he is indeed smiling, towards me.

He gently smiled. At me, bringing a soft breeze of warmness.

I teared up. How I wish I could stay.No one has been that warm to me except my parents. Everyone is being cold. The office, the society. Is there still anybody who will care for me? I don't know. Slowly, everything black out, again, leaving only his voice. "Just stay, have me as your companion"

"Yes, I would like to" I whispered.

 

In the doctor's room,

"Hmm, why am I having a feeling that there is something wrong here in the report? It seems normal......Wait! This!......Aish! Why I make such a careless mistake! This will cause dead!" The doctor say as he rush out from his room, leaving the report on his table. The door of my room is roughly opened. The doctor let out a gasp.

 

The patient is not breathing......

 

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Well~ Here ends my first ever story written in English~ Hope you don't mind my terrible grammar mistake scattering everywhere in this reaaaally short story. >.< Hope you can enjoy~ And kindly tell me what you feel or what I lack so that I can improve in my next short fic, which will be longer than this one~

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Hamsteriz
#1
your english is actually good ^^ don't worry. update soon then.
JoHyunSoo #2
@BR2019 Nope~ I am not a korean for sure~=D Just that for the past of my life I only write in my native language and now I am trying to write in English~ And for the completed,it is a mistake...I am actually still mending it,it will be published in 14 hours time....maybe.
BR2019 #3
Yah! How is this completed? Also,when you said 'first attempt'...ARE YOU KOREAN???? Also your English is pretty good you know