Chapter 1: I know the feeling, but it's the opposite with me. I hate how my family talks to me about how my sister is a failure. I mean.... come on WHY... what is it because she saved money by going to a community college? They want to decide my future for me I don't want that but... ugh... ever get the feeling no matter what you say You have to consider how they feel? I am a sophomore in high school. My parents want me to become one of those nurses who take care of the new born babies. I dream of being famous and going to Korea for that and not depending on them but I am too scared to tell them your story help me because I feel I actually found a real friend not some one who talks behind my back like the "Friends" I have now. You can prove her wrong and when you do I'll have the courage to do the same thing! I don't want to live my life just knowing I'm like their puppet or doll where they pull the string and just tell me what to do. ~Fighting!!! >:)

Chapter 1: Prove it to her that she's wrong! You can be better than your brother :D I believe in you :3

Chapter 1: ughhhh same here. i get what you mean. whats worse is my brothers younger but he goes out to parties and drinks. hes 15 for godsake and although ive told my mum, she forgets the moment he comes like 2nd in a tutoring exam. Im sick of it. and dw i support your dreams :D i want to be a dancer! id rather do something i want to do for the rest of my life than go to a mediocre job for the rest of my life then just die. AND ON THAT NOTE LOL

Chapter 1: I know all about the brother this brother that. Kpop is a waste of your time. "One of these days you'll wake up and realize that you waisted your life listening to this communist ____. Do you really think that even if you had talent (which you don't) that YM, SG or what ever those companies are called are going to hire you? A white, non-Asian, European-American girl who doesn't even know korean? Go get your head out of the clouds and get a life and a real plan." This is what I hear all the time. Does this sound familiar to you? I say lets band together doe something with our love of kpop and stick it to our parents! Well accept I won't be sticking it to my dad, he actually supports me.

I understand how you feel because the same thing goes to me too. Just ignore her and listen to your heart. People are only there to brin is down. I understand if you need someone to talk to please do talk to me. I will be more than happy to understand how you feel

Ignore her. If she's just going to be all over your brother, ignore her and do the things you want to. From the looks of it, your brother doesn't seem to be living and doing productive stuff. If your mom tells you off for doing what you like, just tell her that you're doing what you like, you understand that having a steady income is important in the future but (well honestly I think) living in the present happily is better than planning for the future and live a boring unhappy life. Of course, you could do both at the same time but your passion lies elsewhere from your mom's expectations and you want her to understand that as well :) Anyway, the story was pretty nice, I can sympathise as well, my mum shows favouritism towards my second bro. :) But I just ignore her and work harder in hopes that she would understand and aknowledge my hard work :D

A dream - not one out of the usual things that you do but the constant unusual thing that you deserve
So my question...what have you done to even get that things that you deserve? Personally ranting isn't the best option now ^^ Erk?
I think you are a good writer (no.1 reason why did I subscribe to your story).So keep it up?
Oh send my regard to your mom! Also,tell her,"Mom,I am afraid you are not the one that would help me coping with my regret during my old days.So please let me do the things I like now that at least...maybe I could be thankful to you who is in heaven that time"
LOL I am being a bad influence to you

:'( i hope they can understand your dream someday! aigoo

I do feel sort of bad for Luhan. He's always mentioned in correlation to others. It makes me wonder what he feels about it all. :(

I understand how you feel. It really when everyone's nagging at you and expecting you to do something you don't want to. Don't mind it and just focus on your dream. It's your happiness that matters. And maybe if they see how passionate you are about it, they'll eventually warm up to it.
Fighting~ :)

I thought the fic was quite good so far! I could feel your character's (Luhan) emotion and pain. I understand it, and can totally relate. Emotions often lead to ideas, and art. So if you're pissed, its better to just ignore the world and focus on what you love doing. I learnt that you can never please everybody, but you can make your own self happy. So just keep it up kiddo! You can do it! If you're truly passionate, work hard! Prove then wrong. There's no greater pleasure in life than proving people wrong. Fighting!