Load this three song as the background in sequence or if you want you can only play one and i think if you prefer that in heaven is better XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPtWcKgfE8M - Lie to me ost = really good by m to m

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3nCVLlhXmc - In heaven by jyj

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTNCNdluUx0- Life by SHINee

 

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Your Pov 

As I woke up, a broad smile appeared on my face to lit up my day, a special day that taemin and i should calebrate as a couple, as i faced on my side to greet my yeobo Taemin i found no one, Honestly i got disappointed but to cheer myself up i thought that maybe he was just downstairs preparing for everything so i hurriedly went downstairs to find him. i had checked all the areas in our house but how come i cannot find him? where is he? . suddenly an arm encircled down my leg i look down as i saw my cute 3 year old baby Jaehyun lee , i carried him right away as he let out a cute giggle that made me want to pinch his chubby rosy cheeks. He really looks like his father , his smile nose and all but he got my eye. 

"Jaehyun, did you see appa?" i asked as i gave him banana milk

"aniya umma, but he went out a while ago" he said as he scratched his and and took a sip of his milk

"oh! is that so , uhm ok baby umma will just go somewhere arasso? so behave ok?" i said as i kissed him on his cheeks

"Nae umma ,i will be extra hyper i mean behave hehe and  i'm sure nanny jane will take care of me" he said as he kissed you back

"hmmm, not covinced yet , but ok baby.. umma will go now, i love you" you said as you stood up and walked away

                                                                                             

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Your Pov 

I should prepare all of his favourite foods , and the best of all for this celebration , i,m sure that this would be the best anniversary celebration that we'll have . I went to the noodles section to get the pasta for the last item i need on my check list but then i felt a sudden pain inside me i can't explain how does it strike me but all i can say is that it's very very painful. I yelp as i held my stomach , one lady approached me to ask what happened but i only said i'm ok i can't colapse in here it's to public. If only taemin's in here , i should've worried cause i know i would be extra cared. I pushed the cart at counter 15 as I saw a girl hugging on to his man, but i can see that the guy doesn't want her, i was approaching then when a kid pushed me and accidentally i bumped the cart on to the girl i bowed immidiately as i asked for forgiveness. 

"Yah! watch where you're going " the girl said

"Mianhaeyo. Miss" i said immidiately

 

I look at the couples and now i was at the verge of crying not only because of the pain i feel, but because of the pain in my heart. why does it have to be you? why?

"Ta- taemin? " i stuttered as a tear slipped in my eye then i continued " why are you ahhhhh!!, why are you with her?" i said as a pain striked me again inside

"I'm sorry, let me explain" he replied

"explain what that you're with her?, taemin is this a joke? come with me already we still need to celebrate remember? , it's our anniversary, come now jebal" i said as i bent down to beg him

all of the costumers eyes even the staffs were looking at the 3 of you , but you didn't mind you cried as you beg him to come with you. Taemin asked you to stop but you wouldn't so he dragged you to the parking lot.

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" ______ I'm sorry but now that you caught me i think this is the best time to tell you all" he said as he look at you eye to eye 

"i don't want any confessions or explinations,  i just want you back taemin please" you said as you cried harder and hold onto his shirt 

"______  she's pregnant and she needs me" he blurted out a tear fell on his eyes ,you look at him in shocked and you stood up

"what? pregnant? how come? so you've been cheating on me for a long time?" you asked as you were stepping backwards , wanting to stay away from him

"please i'm sorry , i don't know too" he said as he went closer to you and held your arm but you pushed him and run to your car

Your Pov

As he said the word pregnant it made me want to cry even more harder. but the term 'she needs me' it made  me go angry , because we also need him, we also have a baby and all haven't he thought of that? jaehyun's too you young to lost his appa. i drove faster as i shouted all the pain i  have cause no one can hear me yet no one can understand me , except for my own self , how come i am encountering all these? am i a bad person? am i not a good wife? or a good mother?, why? why?.... suddenly the pain i felt a while ago was coming back , and i felt that i wanted to vomit so i parked the car at the side of the road and puked at the garbage can, after i did my business i went inside the car and thought of something. what's really happening to me? am i sick or what?. maybe i should go to the doctor so i started the car and headed to the hospital.

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Taemin's pov

What's happening to me?, it hurts me seeing her like that, i don't know know what to do and also i don't want to leave her it hurts so badly but i really need to pick one. Before i was supposed to pick my family but Sulli said that she will kill our baby if i will not pick her so to avoid that i decided to stay with her but i can;t tell the truth to _____ i'm afraid that she might leave me and i don't want that to happen. I love her so much but one life is at risk, i know that she'll not do such dumb things like what sulli had used to blackmail me. and this is it I went to our house to say sorry and goodbye.

 

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Your Pov

I went to the hospital, i really wanted to know about my condition. As my number's getting closer the tension inside me's starting to volume up, what if the doctor will say that i'm goung to die? i'm not yet ready. I'm scared to die but not for myself but for jaehyun he's the only treasure that i have now, and if i'll die no one will take good care of him. And here we come , the nurse called my number and i entered the doctor's clinic

" Goodafternoon, Mrs.Lee, you may sit down first" he said as he motioned me on the sit infront of him.

"Doctor, what's with me?" i asked desperate to know everything

"First , i have goodnews and a bad news. which one do you want to know first?" he asked

"goodnews first doctor" i said

"ok the goodnews is that...(pause) .................... Congratulations you're pregnant Mrs. Lee"

I suddenly smiled as i hold onto my tummy, i'm pregnant ... but the smile fade away as i remeber that taemin was gone. I the remebered that there is a badnews

"and what is the badnews doctor?" i asked eyes focused on him

"Mrs. Lee I'm sorry but you have a stage 4 cancer"he said as he lowered down his head

This is what i've been afraid of, of all people why does it have to be me?

"do i still have a chance to be cured?" i asked as i was crying

"Yes, but you need to sacrifice your baby"

"why?" i asked shocked

"because you'll undergo such medications and these might affect your baby.

"Then my decision's not to undergo those medication process" i answered as i bid goodbye and payed my bills.

"i will never ever sacrifice you for my own good baby, umma will take care of you until my last breath and even if i'll die. i'll still be with you and your brother no matter waht. I'll be your guardian angel" you said as you drive home 

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Taemin's Pov 

Now It's already 12:00 and she's not yet home. i'm so worried about her. where is she?. Suddenly the door opened and i saw my tired looking wife , it's really obvious that she cried a lot. she look at me and smiled , i went closer to her as i hugged her then she hugged me back. she started to cry and same with me i cried to.now i can hardly say goodbye. I can't leave her.

"stop crying now" i said as i wiped her tears 

you saw his things piled up in the couch and you thought that he was ready to live.

" i guess you're leaving us already" you said as you wipe your tears

"nae, but i really don't want yeobo" I said

"taemin, you don't have to" you said

"Yeobo, she'll kill our baby if i leave her. but i promise you i'll come back" I said as he held your face

"yeobo....." you said you cried harder

"I promise you" I said as i kissed her like there is no tomorrow

Your Pov

He's finally leaving and i don't want him to go, i need him now morethan sulli and her baby. i'm dying! what the hell. i'm still not ready!.... as we broke on to the kiss 

"i will wait for you, if the time permits." i said knowing that anytime soon i might die

"Thankyou yeobo. saranghaeyo" he said as he pecked me

"nado saranghae" I replied as he went headed his way out.

Taemin's pov

As i went out i heared her cried again. it's breaking me into pieces, i don't want to leave you baby but i promise you, someday we'll meet again my love

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AFTER 7 MONTHS

You're staying at the hospital for 7 months. this is the most crucial state of your lofe. cause you decided to give birth to the baby after 7 months , so that you can still have medication, hoping that by any miracle you'll be cured. 

 

Your Pov

it's been 7 months since he left me. i missed him so much, as days passed by i became weaker and weaker , i don't know how to bring back my strength. I missed him so much. i missed everything about him. suddenly a striking pain came again but this one's different from the past pain. this one's a very very very painful one.

"Ahhhh! doctor" i shouted as all of the staffs went inside my room

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taemin's Pov

I missed her and jaehyun , I always think of them , if they're ok if they're still ahving a hard time like me. I wonder if she still smiles and if everythings good. i wish she's not suffering like i do in the hands of sulli. now i'm starting to rgret everything. I went outside to catch fresh air but coincedentially I saw sulli flirting with another guy I was about to approach them but a voice was telling me not to instead it's telling me to listen to their conversation so that's what i did 

"Yeobo, stop it Taemin might here you" sulli said as she hugged the guy

" So what, It's true that i'm the father of your baby and we only told him that it's his child because we don't have money to raise him up?!"

I heard everything and it made me blast all of my anger i hurriedly came closer to them and punched the guy sulli tried to talk but i slapped her

"You Bulls , why? you destroyed my family i should've had spend those 7 months making a lot of sweet memories with them now go away you bastards" i said shouting at them

I cried as i packed all of my things the tears we let out the 7months we have wasted were all useless.. i'm sorry _____  but i'm finally going back to you  my promise to you baby .. wait for me.. i'm coming... i first went to jaehyun's school and waited for him outside as he saw me he quickly run and hugged me

"appa! i missed you"he said as he hugged me tighter

"me too my son" i replied back as i kissed his forehead

"appa! it's late already i need to go to umma , she needs me now" he said so i wondered why does she needs you

"do you want to come appa?" he continued waiting for my answer

"nae baby i'll come with you"

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Taemin's pov

I was shocked when jaehyun take me to the hospital, he told me everything that ___ is pregnant and is suffering with cancer. i nearly collapsed knowing that when i'm finally going back i'll lost her .. we went inside the elevator as jaehyun pressed the 3rd button i was still speechless about what i've heard. We were walkig until Jaehyun stopped

"umma!" He started to run and i was left behind i watched him as he went through the room full of doctors and nurse, this can't happen i still need her

I followed Jaehyun as I saw ____ shouting n pain while giving birth , i cried at what i saw, she's suffering a lot more than i am. what have i done?

 

30 minutes passed as the doctor finally let us in, i saw a weak ___ laying on the bed almost lifeless

"___, i'm back" i said as i smiled weakly to her

"Taemin " she said as she started to cry , unknowingly i was crying too

"Yes it's me Yeobo i finally came back" i said as i smiled to her

"You Kept your promise" she said as she held my hand . i sat at the chair beside her as i held her hands tighter and pressed it on my cheeks

"ofcourse i love you so much, but why didn't you tell me that you are pregnant and worst is that you have a cancer" i asked as i cried harder 

"shhh taemin-ah, don't think of that anymore , besides sulli also needs you" she said as she wiped my tears

"Aniya! that girl, she tricked me it's not my baby i only found it this morning i'm sorry forgive me please" i said as i kissed her forehead

"yeobo, enogh don't cry atleast for the last time i want to see you smile" she said as she look at me

"stop it yeobo, you'll not going to die we still need you" I said as i stared at her

"But i can't , the pain hurts a lot and i can't bare it anymore my yeobo"

"aniya! you'll not die yoebo"

"jaehyun!" she called out

"umma" jaehyun said crying

"I want you to take good care of your baby sister arachi?" she said as she hugged Jaehyun

"Nae umma i promise you" Jaehyun said as he cried harder

"Taemin you sing the song Life for me? the one you used to let me sleep befor?" she asked as she smiled weakly

"ar-arasso" i said as i cried harder

I started singing Life a bit carcking because i'm crying

 

[Minho] In this world
Let me only love you

[Jonghyun] Oh, when this passing life withers away, you come to me
The moment I touch your frozen heart, my life begins

[Onew] When you’re tired and having a hard time
Please let me stay by your side
So I can give back to you the love I had only received
Before this life ends

[Jonghyun] When I get on my knees and cry before the world
When I stop my tracks inside the storm
If you alone are standing
I can handle this much pain and suffering
([Taemin] If only you) [Jonghyun] If only you
([Taemin] Are with me) [Jonghyun] Are with me

[Onew] When I lose my way inside the dark forest
When my young soul is crying
[Key] Guide me like a light, like a miracle
[Jonghyun] Before this life ends

[All] When I get on my knees and cry before the world
When I stop my tracks inside the storm
[Onew] If you alone are standing
[All] I can suppress whatever pain and tears
([All] All I want is you) [Taemin] All I want is you
([All] Only one is you) [Taemin] Only one is you in my life

[Onew] I won’t cry, I won’t cry again
Absolutely nothing
[Jonghyun] Can stop me
But only one person
You make me, you perfect me
Oh, you make me able to breath like this

[All] When I get on my knees and cry before the world
When I stop my tracks inside the storm
[Onew] If you alone are standing
[Key] I can handle this much pain and suffering
([All] If only you) [Onew] If only you
([All] Are with me) [Onew] Are with me

[All] When I get on my knees and cry before the world
When I stop my tracks inside the storm
[Onew/Jonghyun] If you alone are standing
I can suppress whatever pain and tears
([All] All I want is you) [Jonghyun] All I want is you
([All] Only one is you) [Jonghyun] Only one is you in my life

her head resting on my lap as i sing her our song, and her hands was on mine and the other's encircling on jaehyun

"Only one is you in my life" I cried harder as i finished the song

"Gomawo Yeobo, saranghaeyo" she said as she lost her grip on me and jaehyun

"Nado saranghae ___" I replied as jaehyun and I cried harder

 

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A/N: Thanks for reading. comments are love XD