>>>after 3 months>>>

You POV

"doctor, how's my brother?'' this question always came from my mouth, i didn't care doctor Kim would hear or not , the most important thing for me was my brother condition " i've told you , his condition is like 3 months ago" he answered as he opened some files

"but...,doctor Kim we stil have chance,right ?'' he closed the files and looked at me deeply

" i'm sorry miss Lee, we've given up''   "but...doctor.."   "MISS LEE, YOUR BROTHER HAS NO HOPE AGAIN, THE TUMOR IN HIS BRAIN ALWAYS GROW BIGGER BY THE TIME. I WARN YOU IT COULD BE A BIG RISK!'  he shouted angrily and hit his table.

i didn't know what should i say , i excused my self and left his room.

Taemin,my brother .doctor said he had no hope but i knew he's a strong boy he would be able stand in his conditon.

I opened taemin's room door slowly as i tried to hold this tears "Taemin...'' i called him calmly " "Ah..! noona where did you go?" his eyes i couldn' look it, his eyes that full of hope

'' i went to....''   ''what did doctor kim said?''  "mwo?'' i didn't guess he would ask this question , i held his hand without i realized tears fell from my eyes "Taemin-ah...doctor Kim...*sob* ..he said..*sob*..you..has..*sob*..no..chance.." i burried my face in his chest, i didn't want to lost Taemin. Taemin..saranghaeyo

Jaejoong POV

Honestly, i felt uncomfortable lately may be because of ____'s questions. Everyday she would come and asked me similar question about her brother's condition. As a doctor who handle her brother, i was useless there was nothing i could do. However, God has managed Taemin's destiny.

knock..knock.. "Come in...'' ''doctor Kim..this's Lee Taemin's file" a suster handed me taemin's file "Thank you, you can go now'' She excused herself and left me . I sighned I didn't want to open it because i knew the result would be same as before . i threw the file in the top of my table. I sat as i closed my eyes , if i could i wanted to run from here.