I can see him. I can see the way his body moves when he dance. All I want is to tell him that I need his body next to mine. I can't believe what I'm thinking. I, the famous Lee Hyuk Jae, caught myself thinking about having with other man. I know that this is wrong and weird but I can't help myself. Everytime when I see Donghae, I can't stop my imagination. In my mind I'll see him laying on my bed and smiling at me. But why ? I wanna know what is wrong with me. Sometimes I think about telling him but the truth is that I'm scared. He is my best friend and I don't wanna lose him. And when I had lost my hope, I heard only 3 words and that change my life.

I was sitting in our practise room when Donghae came in.

"Hyuk I wanna tell u something."

"Is there anything wrong Hae ?"

"No..Yes.. Just listen and don't get mad with me kay~"

All I could do was one simple nod. I was scared and felt like my heart was breaking.

"I'm listening Hae."

He looked right into my eyes and started.

"Hyuk u are my best friend. But after everything we've been trough I realise that I love u. But not like friend. I love u like something more. I know that it sounds wrong because we are bouth males but I can't help it. Please don't hate me."

I didn't say anything. I was just looking in his beautiful eyes.

"I love u too Hae."

I could feel his lips on mine and I smile. I guess that I wasn't the only one weird here. And that fact made me really really happy.