Youngmin was lying in the bed ,when  kwang entered to take his travel’s bag

: brother, I’m going , it may takes several days or even weeks , I’m not sure !

Youngmin was covering his face with his forearm, he slowly put her down and turned his face to the left side, to where the wall is .

With cold tone : Do whatever you want, Go whenever you feel wanna go !

Kwang got angry !

: YOU ! …what .. Tsk ( he sighed)

He got out from the room !

……………………………………….

It was several days , after kwang  traveled

youngmin was sitting on the sofa , in the living room

Tv was turned off , his face was looking at the ground

His hands are clasped together .

He didn’t move when someone had entered the home

Kwang  looked at him behind the sofa , with soft voice to be sure not to surprise the one who was sunk in his own world : I’m home

youngmin didn’t say anything , which even mean , that he did hear kwang from the start

Coldly , youngmin stood up and took a path which no need to pass by kwang

He stepped towards the stairs , locks of hair , have covered his baby face

Kwang  was observing him , looking at him walking far away from him , as if he didn’t hear kwang

: Yo! youngmin I’m home !! ( he said it loudly and clearly to make him notice his existence ))

youngmin stopped, before he take the first step on the stairs

He looked behind his left shoulder : does it has something to do with me ?!

You came home or go out of it !

Kwang , a ton of anger was boiling inside him , from weeks , he was burning inside , bothered with youngmin’s behaviors, he thought it’s time to be released , to get rid of this anger

Deep and very angry voice : youngmin!!

youngmin turned his Face , to kwang

A strong grip pushed him in the wall beside the stairs

Youngmin opened his eyes, after closing them because of the strong hit on his chest

He opened them to see a deep sharp gaze , that can burn what he buried inside , and see right through his eyes , so he avoided looking at it  !

The same angry voice : youngmin ! What’s wrong with you ?! talk!!!

(youngmin knew that the question , will make him even worse , so he tried to push kwang  : let go ! ( without looking at him )

: youngmin .. ( now his voice turned into soft and worry voice ) .. were you ……by any chance … were you ..crying ? !

( bcuz he could see his red eyes under his locks of hair that covered his eyes )

: like ..if .. (youngmin trying to change his husky voice )

But , suddenly , kwang’s hands wrapped his head & pushed youngmin’s face to his chest : oh my youngmin

: (painfully ) : forgive me ! or don’t ! it’s your choice

… but , trust me , I didn’t want to be so harsh and tough to you

.. if I don’t know what’s the result of being alive , I wouldn’t …..

(youngmin sobbed , he was trying hard to hold his weepy voice from exploding , but the drops , continued to flow near kwang’s left shoulder)

: youngmin, I’m afraid …myself ,, I’m afraid , that I would be more strict with you , when we don’t find a solution !

youngmin , dipped his face more and more ! and shed more tears !