Part 5 - Woonie's revelation
[Season 1] Chatmates - YewookA/n: thanks for the comments and for subscribing. I forgot to tell everyone that this was my very first fanfic when i started writing in 2010 (so yeah this is 2 years old by october) but i haven't completed the last season (i'm such a procastinator)
Like I promised, I'll be answering your questions>>
@gidibuboo - No they don't know each other in real life but they'll eventually know this as the story progress. And sorry about the format.. i'll try to keep it simple to make it reader friendly ^^
and since it'll be easier for you guys, i'll separate the series by couple.. hmm maybe post 2-3 chapters tonight?
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Chatm8s: wookie is online, woonie is online
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WOONIE: Hey.. you there?
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WOOKIE: yeah.. got problems?
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WOONIE: I kinda noticed that this past few days, it’s been all about you..
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WOOKIE: huh?! What do you mean?
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WOONIE: don’t go “innocent” on me, you know what I mean.
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WOOKIE: sorry..
it seems that you’re not opening up..
so
I decided to talk about myself..
I also wanted you to trust and to get to know me..
I also feel comfortable confiding in you…
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WOONIE: really?
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WOOKIE: I feel that you are my BFF…
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WOONIE: stop fooling around!
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WOOKIE: I’m not!
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WOONIE: what ever..
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WOOKIE: you and your manners
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WOONIE: I feel emo-ish today..
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WOOKIE: Aren’t you not everyday?
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WOONIE: I’m not kidding!!
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WOOKIE: So AM I!!!
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WOONIE: What’s up with you!!
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WOOKIE: I don’t know?!?! PMS?!?!
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WOONIE: Pabo!!
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WOOKIE: that made you smile didn’t yah..
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WOONIE: yeah.. it did..
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WOOKIE: now you know how much it hurts when you talk like that..
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WOONIE: yeah.. I understand now..
you’re good..
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WOOKIE: thank you ^_^
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WOONIE: and I wanna thank you too..
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WOOKIE: for what?
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WOONIE: for believing in me..
and making me believe in myself again..
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WOOKIE: no biggie.. ^_^
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WOONIE: want to hear a story?
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WOOKIE: sure.. I have the night to kill
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WOONIE: Do you know how it feels like to love and lose someone?
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WOOKIE: am I suppose to answer that?
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WOONIE: It’s a RHETORICAL QUESTION!!!!
You’re not supposed to answer it!!
Gawd you’re annoying..
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WOOKIE: sorry…
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WOONIE: Don’t interrupt me again or else.. I’ll send a virus so mean it’ll send wo.Okie to the grave!!
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WOOKIE: aaaaahhhhh.. don’t hurt wo.Okie.. promise, I’ll be good…
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WOONIE: good..
have you ever been given expectations, so high that it overpowers you and made you feel so small?
Have you ever worn a mask to hide your pain.. put on a poker face to continue the game…
I do..
Do you?
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WOOKIE: hey, I’m kinda…. Getting… a bit … SCARED!!!!
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WOONIE: you’re too sweet.. relax…
and pay attention..
I recall my childhood, my sweet childhood..
Everything feels safe, in place.. perfect.. just perfect..
I have loving parents.. hard working.. almost too hard working…
I fell inlove during kindergarten..
To the girl who stole my first kiss..
To the girl who held my hand through the years..
To the girl who caught my heart and left..
She had always been by my side.. when the world was against me, she was always there..
And yes.. she was my first love.. my first kiss.. my first heartache..
Back then it was perfect.. she held my hand.. I held hers..
We were the talk of the town.. She was the center of my world..
We were inseparable… yes inseparable..
A year older than me.. she was my angel..
With her cute smile and fragile frame.. I knew I needed to be her knight..
I needed to protect her.. from the deceptive eyes of the crowd..
But I was wrong..
She was the one protecting me..
Until now..
I know she’s protecting me..
My perfect world crumbled when three years ago.. tragedy struck..
A happy summer turned to a cold.. very cold winter…
I insisted on climbing the rocky hills..
It was an adventure I couldn’t miss..
Before we end our junior high days..
Let me conquer my fears..
Let me climb to the top..
Declare my love..
Proclaim my vow..
I promised to take care of her.. but I failed..
We were able to climb.. yes to the top..
I was able to give my word..
But I never kept it..
The rocky hills took her away from me..
As I recall the moment she slipped and fell so high..
My fallen angel lay still on the rocks..
Fallen.. still.. silent..
That day she never woke up.. it took her a couple more days to regain consciousness..
When she did.. she never wanted to see me..
She can’t walk because of me..
Her parents insisted that I should give her space..
I did..
I did..
I regularly checked up on her.. wanting to see how well she’s doing..
Yes how well she’s doing..
I could always see her smile..
That bright smile that faded for so long..
The smile that is now given to someone I don’t even know..
She never forgave me.. She never.. never forgave..
Or at least that’s what I think..
She then became Han’s angel..
No longer mine..
Han told me to move on.. he was sport about it.. He never fought against me..
I told him I’m fine.. Take care of her..
But I was never fine..
The memories hunted me..
Depressing.. stressing.. humiliating me
But I have to act civil..
I tried to become normal again..
Believe me I tried..
But I was never the same..
Never..
I continued to blame myself..
My useless self..
And I hated myself..
Now, I’m all alone..
Without my angel..
With my heart broken into bits and pieces…
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WOOKIE: I can’t help but cry…
huhuhuhu
such a tragic story..
sorry for being so mean to you..
you’ve been through a lot..
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WOONIE: I’m so emo..
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WOOKIE: but ….
Huhuhu..
At least you vent it out..
That’s astart..
Huhuhuh
I can’t stop crying..
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WOONIE: such a crybaby..
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WOOKIE: but…
huhuhu
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WOONIE: ok.. ok..
*sigh*
I feel really better..
I think I’ll sleep soundly tonight..
You still have class tomorrow..
Nyt..
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WOOKIE: yeah..
nyt..
sleep tight
dear woonie
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woonie is offline
wookie is offline
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