Im Yoona

I watched her sleeping on the couch. Tiffany noona let me in. She knew, yeah she knew. She knew the best why did I had to take all of this stupid decision. She knew the reason I kept my distance to her. She knew. That's why she let me in while she's sleeping right now.

I walked toward her, closer and closer. I bent my foot and knelt in front of her. I brushed her soft hair and slowly, my tears went down. 'I'm sorry.'

I want to hug her, tells her that I love her too, that I'm willing to be her boyfriend but I'm... afraid. I'm afraid to love her, I'm afraid to fight for her, I'm afraid that I can't keep our love.

I love her since forever. The moment I entered SM, I can imagine myself to be her close buddy but seemed like I'm too naive.

This is not as simple as what I thought. She loves me, I knew it. Her feeling was always to obvious. The way she smiled and talked to me, her sparkle eyes everytime he saw me, I knew it all.

But, I can't answer her heart though I love her. I love her so much that I want her to be mine. I can't stand myself everytime I saw her with another guy, I hate it so much.

I wiped my tears and stood up. Without looking back, I walked out of the room and close the door. 'I'm sorry, I believe this is the best for us.'


The thing that Luhan didn't know, the girl he loved was not sleeping at all. She opened her eyes and started crying. She got up and found her Tiffany onnie was starring at her with her concerned face. The girl approached her slowly then fell in her embrace.

"It's okay. You can let it all out now, Yoona-ah. I'm here, that's okay. You'll be fine." Tiffany comfort the younger one who's crying a river in her chest.

'If loving someone is this hard, why did I have to fall for him in the first place?'