LEETEUK'S POV..

february 10 2010

"yah, leeteuk oppa! i command you to slow down" she was starting to panick..

"aren't you having fun? i thought you wanna ride a motorcycle with me?"

"yes i do, but not like this.. oppa, we're going too fast!please, i beg you to slow down." her voice is trembling and so is she..

*i wish i can, but sorry taengoo-yah, the brakes are not working,,* (in my mind)

"taeng, can you call my name and tell me you love me??"
i know that any moment, we might crash into something, so even for the last time,, i want to hear those words..

"would that make you slow down?" she asked.. then she quickly said,
"teukie oppa saranghae, saranghae, saranghae, saranghae"

she repeated.. i smiled..her i love yous sounded like music in my ears.. i felt a tear roll in my face..

"taeng, can you help me take off my helmet? it's bugging me.put it on you and hold on to me tight.."

taeyeon did what i told her to do..she give me a tight hug..

and i silently whispered "kim taeyeon,.. i love you"



after a week..

TAEYEON'S POV

"taeyeon-ah!!" my friends greeted me with smiles and hugs as i reached my house..

they planned a party for me,, but why do i feel lonely?empty?

"you look so thin! aren't you eating this past week?" one of my friends asked.

i responded with a weak smile..

soon, the "welcome back home party was over,, one by one they started to leave

until i'm the only one left..once again, i was alone..

i look out of my windows and see the rain is pouring heavily..

as the raindrops fall, my tears began to flow..

i went to my bed and lay there crying..then i found a picture.

a picture of us.. i touched the face in the picture..

"teukie oppa,, how could you? how could you leave me like this? tell me, how much more tears will i cry to see you again?

i'm missing you like crazy..i miss your face, your touch,

your voice. i want to hear your i love yous again..oppa i miss you!"

NO ONE'S POV

and there she was, crying in her bed, holding a picture of them.. she, then fell asleep crying..

the next day,

taeyeon woke up 9:00 in the morning. she took a bath and left her house..

her feet led her to a place where graves are found..

she sighed.."so, i guess i'm already here.." she walked with heavy steps until she reached

her destination.. as she read the carved name on it, she can't stop herself from crying..

she really miss him,,she landed on her knees,, bringing all the tears in her eyes.

"yah! aren't you gonna wipe my tears?" she said, talking to the grave in front of her..

although she knew he won't answer, she still waits for a respond..

then, there it was.. a voice came to her ear..

she frozed.. it was his voice, the voice she's longing to hear..

"taeyeon-ah" he said softly, whispering on her ear.. taeyeon closed her eyes,

she miss it when he calls her name like that..she opened her eyes and leaned

closer,, she extends her hand,, touching every single letter from the tombstone..

the cool breeze of wind blew through her..taeyeon put a weak smile in her face..

glad that she heard the voice she's missing..

"oppa" she whispered,,but she didn't get any reply anymore..

she went home after calming herself from crying..

when she opened the door of her house, she stopped..

she look at her surroundings and a flashback came into her..

-----FLASHBACK------

"i want to be like that!" taeyeon said pointing at the tv.

they were watching a movie, the story was about a couple who got

married, have kids and watch them play/run around

until they grew old, they remain sweet and then after long years,

they died.. happily..

"don't worry, we'll be sweeter than that"leeteuk told her and cupped her face.

then they shared a passionate kiss..

--------------end of flashback.-----------

she can't bare the pain, all sides of her house reminds her of him..

so she decided to just go out for a while..

she wandered in a park near her house..there are young couples dating

everywhere,a bitter smile appeared on her face as she remember that she and leeteuk used go there too.

she chuckled.."why are you doing this to me? everywhere i go reminds me of you.."

again,she decided to leave and go find another place to stay,,

she crossed the road,,

"taeyeon-ah"

she pauses,, she's hearing his voice again..

"taeyeon-ah" she turned around and saw leeteuk standing in the middle of the road,,

he reached out his arms, like wanting taeyeon to come to him..

without any second thought, she run towards him but disappointingly,

he disappeared..the wind blew,,she looked around her and realizes she's in the middle of the road

with the traffic lights still green..she quickly ran to the other side, she was so close to the sidewalk

but unfortunately, a fast truck was approaching..and hit her..

everything went blurry until she passed out.

she woke up in a place where everything is beautiful, the grasses are green,

varieties of flowers scattered around, she walked towards to a fountain and saw a familiar figure..

"teukie oppa" she called him.. he turn around and smiled at her..

but leeteuk has to go,, the gates of heaven is already calling him,

taeyeon grab his wrist..

"oppa, i'm not letting you leave me again,please let me come with you.." she said to him..

"but why would you choose to be with me here if you still have chance to go back

and live your life?" he asked her..

taeyeon smiled and reply

"because i love you,leeteuk oppa, i love you"

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